О дивный тленный мир. Когда смерть – дело жизни. Хейли Кэмпбелл

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1991. Фрагменты книги Close to the Knives: A Memoir of Disintegration приведены с разрешения Canongate Books Ltd. (Великобритания) и Vintage/Penguin Random House LLC (США).

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