‘And here is my son,’ Frant continued before Noak could reply. ‘Come, Charles, make your bow to Mr Noak.’
You must allow the gentry this, if nothing else: they know how to close ranks in front of strangers. You would never have guessed from their behaviour that the Frants were not the happiest of families. Mrs Frant smoothed her son’s hair and smiled first at her guest and then at her husband. I fancied that the only symptom of her underlying agitation was her breathing: it seemed to me that her bosom rose and fell more rapidly than was natural.
‘Charles is about to return to his school,’ Mr Frant said. ‘Pray excuse him.’
Noak inclined his head. ‘I should not like to be the cause of interrupting a young man’s education.’
He glanced briefly and incuriously in my direction; Frant had not considered me worth introducing. Mrs Frant smiled dazzlingly at Mr Noak, took the boy by his shoulders and steered him towards Mrs Kerridge.
‘Charlie and Mr Shield will leave now,’ Mrs Frant murmured. ‘Make sure they take something to eat with them.’ She added in a sudden rush, still in a whisper, ‘But they must leave at once, Kerridge, the hour is already late. We have detained Mr Shield from his duties for too long.’
Mrs Kerridge curtsied.
Mrs Frant turned to me. ‘I confide my son to your charge, sir. I regret we have inconvenienced you.’
I bowed, sensing that my own colour was rising. What you must realise is that she was beautiful, and her beauty had the power to invest the simplest words with charm. In her company I was like a man in the desert who stumbles on a pool of clear water fringed with palms. You will understand nothing of what follows unless you understand that.
‘How did you come here?’ she asked me.
‘In a hired chaise, madam. It is outside.’
‘Tell them to have it brought round to the area door. It – it will be quicker than using the hall door.’
Quicker, and more discreet. She hugged her son. Her husband and Mr Noak were chatting about the inconvenience of travelling post, at the mercy of other people’s worn-out horses. I stared at the angle between her neck and shoulder and wondered how soft the skin would be, and what it would smell of.
She pushed Charles gently away from her. ‘Go with Mr Shield, Charlie. And write to me often.’
‘But Mama –’
‘Go, dearest. Go quickly now.’
‘This way, Master Charles.’ Mrs Kerridge placed an arm over the boy’s thin shoulders and urged him away from the front of the hall. Looking back at me, she added, ‘If you would be so kind as to come this way, sir.’
She smiled at Mr Noak’s man, still standing, still watching with grave interest.
‘I am Mrs Kerridge, sir.’
‘Salutation Harmwell, ma’am. At your service.’
‘Come and dry out in the servants’ hall. Perhaps we can offer you a little refreshment while you wait?’
He paused for a moment, as if contemplating the meaning of her question; then he bowed his assent, and for an instant his gravity dissolved into what was almost a smile.
I wondered how well Harmwell spoke English. He was undoubtedly a fine figure of a man, though, in any language. Aye, and Mrs Kerridge thought so too; I could tell that from the way she stumbled on the stairs and clung to his arm and thanked him so prettily for his support. It struck me for the first time that, though by no stretch of the imagination was she a handsome woman, she had a fine, mature figure and a pleasing smile when she chose to use it.
In the basement, the cook emerged and lured young Frant into her kitchen to select the contents of our hamper for the drive back to school. I waited in the shadows by the staircase, ignored and feeling somewhat of a fool. Mrs Kerridge showed Mr Harmwell into the servants’ hall. A moment later she returned, demanding a decanter of Madeira and a plate of biscuits. Unaware of my presence, she raised a finger to detain Frederick, who was about to fetch the chaise.
‘What did that scrawny little fellow write on his card?’ she muttered. ‘Did you see?’
He glanced from side to side, then spoke in a low voice to match hers. ‘Can’t have been more than two or three words. I could only read one of them. Carswall.’
‘Mr Carswall?’
Frederick shrugged. ‘Who else?’ He gave a snort of amusement. ‘Unless it was Miss Flora.’
‘Don’t be pert,’ Mrs Kerridge said. ‘Well, well. You’d better fetch that hackney.’
As the footman was leaving, I shifted my weight from one foot to another. My boot creaked. Mrs Kerridge looked quickly in my direction, and then away. I kept my face bland. Perhaps she wondered whether I had marked the oddity of it. If Mr Frant had been eagerly awaiting the arrival of Mr Noak, why had not Mr Noak simply sent in his card? And why had the name of Carswall acted as his Open Sesame?
The page came clumping down the stairs with indecorous speed.
‘Don’t run, Juvenal,’ snapped Mrs Kerridge. ‘It ain’t genteel.’
‘The mistress told Mr Loomis to have the carriage brought round,’ the boy gasped. ‘Mr Wavenhoe’s, that is, she come in that. She’s a-going back to Albemarle-street.’
Frederick grinned. ‘I wouldn’t want to linger here if it was my uncle a-dying, and him as rich as half a dozen nabobs.’
‘That’s more than enough from you,’ Mrs Kerridge said. ‘It’s not your place to go prattling about your betters. If you want to keep your situation, you’d better mind that tongue of yours.’ She turned to me, no doubt to alert the others to my presence. ‘Mr Shield, sir, I’m sorry to keep you waiting down here. Ah, here’s Master Charles.’
The lad came out of the kitchen holding a basket covered with a cloth. Frederick called out that our chaise was at the door. A moment later, the boy and I were driving back to Stoke Newington. I unstrapped the hamper and Charlie Frant wept quietly into the napkin that had been wrapped round the warm rolls.
‘In a year’s time,’ I said, ‘you will smile at this.’
‘I won’t, sir,’ he retorted, his voice thick with grief. ‘I shall never forget this day.’
I told him all things passed, even memories, and I ate cold chicken. And as I ate, I wondered if I had spoken the truth: for how could a man ever forget the face of Mrs Frant?
THE NEXT INCIDENT of this history would have turned out very differently if there had not been the physical resemblance between young Allan and Charlie Frant. The similarity between them was sufficiently striking for Mr Bransby on occasion to mistake one for the other.
On the day after my return from London, I gave
