The Night Olivia Fell. Christina McDonald

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reckless, I needed to slow down, but Olivia . . .

      I couldn’t even finish the thought. My daughter was my center of gravity, the only thing tying me to this earth. Without her, I’d surely float into space, a kite with its string severed by glass.

      I pressed my foot hard against the accelerator as my knees began to shake. The decaying leaf was still stuck to the wiper but it had been ripped in half now, leaving the shape of a broken heart behind.

      I braked sharply as I rounded the last corner and skidded into the hospital parking lot. It was nearly empty, one ambulance parked at the front, a handful of cars scattered across the lot. Streetlamps glinted against the wet pavement. I slammed on my brakes in a spot near the entrance just as the last half of the leaf in my windscreen was mercilessly ripped away.

      × × ×

      I staggered into the hospital, cracking my elbow hard on the sliding door. Pain seethed toward my fingertips but didn’t slow me down. I needed to find Olivia.

       Please, please be okay.

      A doctor appeared suddenly from a set of swinging doors. His steps were brisk, the swift, resolute walk of a man who knew what he was doing. Behind wire-rimmed glasses, his eyes were bloodshot when they landed on me.

      ‘Abigail Knight?’ I could just make out the clipped voice I’d heard on the phone. He had thinning white hair and a close-shaven face. Around his neck hung a stethoscope. His white coat had a rust-colored smear across the front.

      He stepped closer and held one hand out to me. His eyebrows, thick as caterpillars, were pinched together.

      ‘Where’s Olivia?’ I gasped, feeling like I would hyperventilate. People were staring, but I didn’t care. ‘Where’s my daughter?’

      I tried to sidestep him, but he moved his body to block me.

      ‘I’m Dr Griffith.’ He took a step closer. I could see the flecks of gold in his brown eyes. ‘Will you come with me?’

      ‘Why?’ My voice sounded too high, the words crushed on my tongue. ‘Where’s Olivia?’

      ‘I’m going to take you to her, but first we need to talk. Perhaps somewhere a bit more private.’ The doctor’s tone conveyed the gravity of what he had to say. The weight of it kept the frantic questions in my throat from vomiting out.

      I looked around at the busy waiting room. A handful of people openly stared at us, while the rest fiddled with cell phones or pretended to read newspapers.

      I nodded, a small jerk of my chin.

      Dr Griffith led me through the swinging doors and down a brightly lit corridor to a private meeting room. The room smelled of floral potpourri and was decorated in pale pastels. The floor was shiny, the color of cinnamon, the walls a washed-out cream.

      ‘Please. Sit.’ Dr Griffith motioned toward a cushioned taupe chair. I sat stiffly on the edge.

      He crossed to a water cooler in the corner of the room. A hulking tower of plastic cups, white, like vertebrae, leaned on a low black table next to it. He swiped one and filled it with water. The cooler gurgled and belched as air drifted to the top.

      He thrust the cup toward me, but I just stared at it. I couldn’t seem to get my hand to take it. Eventually he set it on the table.

      Dr Griffith dragged a plastic chair from the wall and placed it across from me. The scraping of its feet against the floor set my teeth on edge. He sat, planted both feet on the ground, pressed his elbows against his knees, and steepled his fingers, as if in prayer.

      ‘There’s been an accident –’ he said, repeating his earlier words.

      ‘Is Olivia okay?’ I interrupted.

      But the way he was looking at me. With pity. I knew.

      An intense desire to run hit me. My shins still burned from my run yesterday morning, my thigh muscles ached, but I felt the pang hit my body hard.

      I jumped up, looking around wildly. The doctor stood, eyeing me as if I were a wild animal. But the urge to know kept me rooted to my spot.

      ‘Tell me. . .’ I rasped.

      ‘Your daughter . . .’ Dr Griffith touched my forearm. His hand was heavy, cool against my clammy skin.

      He said something about an accident.

      Somebody finding Olivia at the bottom of an embankment near the ZigZag Bridge.

      Something about a grand mal seizure, corneal reflexes, and a Glasgow score of four.

      He said something about a head wound, about fixed and dilated pupils and a CAT scan.

      That they’d taken her in for surgery as soon as she’d arrived.

      I couldn’t make sense of any of it.

      I collapsed on the chair, bending forward until my head was between my knees, as if preparing for a crash landing. I could hear my heart throbbing in my chest, the blood roaring in my ears, the harsh hiss of my breath as it rushed in and out of me in sharp, hollow gasps. My elbow throbbed painfully where I’d banged it.

      ‘No . . . no . . .’ I pleaded over and over, clenching and unclenching my sweat-soaked hands.

      The doctor sat next to me, his voice breaking through the heavy, viscous bubble surrounding me.

      ‘–sustained severe head trauma. I’m really sorry, Mrs Knight, but your daughter has suffered permanent and irreversible brain damage.’

      My mind reeled, trying to assimilate these facts into something that made sense. Shards of his words assaulted me through a roar of panic.

      ‘Is there someone we can call . . . ?’

      Who was there? My mom was dead. I never knew my dad. There was no husband, no boyfriend. I was too busy being a mother to date, too busy to have friends. There was only . . .

      ‘My sister.’ My voice sounded very far away, as if it came from down the hall rather than my own mouth.

      I wrote Sarah’s number on a scrap of paper. He took it and opened the door, handed it to somebody, then sat back down across from me.

      ‘I’m so sorry, Mrs Knight, we did everything we could to save her, but Olivia won’t wake up. Right now she’s attached to life support that’s keeping her body alive.’ He licked his lips, on the verge of saying something else. ‘But she . . .’

      ‘She’s an organ donor,’ I whispered numbly.

      It was what they wanted, wasn’t it? The day she got her driver’s license Olivia had signed up to save another’s life. ‘You know,’ she’d said, shrugging with the confidence the young have that they’re impervious to death. ‘If it ever came to that.’ My kind, gentle girl.

      ‘No, that’s not – What I mean to say is, we can’t legally turn Olivia’s life support off in her condition.’

      I didn’t understand.

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