Conversation with Lucifer. Book III. Elena Sidelnikova

      Of this multitude, I alone remained between Light and Darkness; they were all drawn into Darkness, carried away by the swift Stream of Separation. I held on because I remembered the Father, because I was closest to Him, to the Source, because I remembered the Beginning, remembered how it all began, and remembered the Light and Love of the Father. But the swift “waters” carried me further away from Him, and my desire to fulfill His Will of Separation led me far from the Father’s Home. It led me into your sector of the Galaxy. And it left me balancing between two Worlds, between the World and the Anti-world. If you take me and Jehovah, we both balance between two Worlds, only he is more in the Light, and I am more in the Darkness. That is why we are considered opponents.

      Alright. Let’s move on. So, this Separation and striving for Separation carried you and some of your brothers along. And thus, they fell in their Separation, meaning their energy level decreased during separation. And so, the Levels of their habitation were created, namely—the Anti-world. Is that correct?

      Yes, you understood correctly.

      And then, you said that the two Worlds existed separately from each other, but one day, beings from the dark Anti-world, the viruses of separation, penetrated the World, and thus began the Battle of Light and Darkness. But there is also information about the so-called "Essex experiment":

      When Lucifer returned to my Light, to the Parental Home, for he is as much my son as you are, he began a new experiment, the goal of which was to expand the Creation, that part of it which was created together with you, my children. These are the dimensions of high matter rarefaction, the dimensions from 14 to 16. As part of the new experiment, Lucifer began to merge the two matters of opposite Universes. One matter was the matter of Nebadon. This is the Universe, my children, in which you reside. And the second matter is the matter of the opposite Universe. It is called Ragnarön. In Ragnarön, the Universal Laws are opposite. My children, both Universes were created by me to maintain balance and mutual experience of life forms, both ascending and descending currents. A lot was affected in Nebadon during the experiment, which was called "Essek". The purpose of the experiment was to expand the newly created dimensions.

      During the process of merging the two matters of the opposite Universes, a failure occurred. According to the calculations derived by Lucifer, the two opposite matters were supposed to merge, giving birth to a completely new matter that had never been born before. But the matter of the Universe Ragnarön did not just merge with the matter of Nebadon… it began to dominate and absorb it. And the more it absorbed, the greater the rupture of Space occurred in the very laboratory where the experiment was conducted.

      So, it turns out that the Essex experiment is an attempt to merge the two Worlds into one, and you were its author. And it turns out that this experiment became uncontrollable, and that is why the beings of Darkness penetrated the World of Light. So, is it true that you are the cause of all humanity's troubles?

      To some extent, yes. I do not deny my deeds and bear the burden of responsibility for them. But in my intentions, there was no such pride as is attributed to me, that I became proud and rejected the Father. I sought to implement His idea further, I tried to continue the Father's will, His work, as many sons do. And my pride was only in thinking that I could match the power of the Father who created me. But that is impossible if you are Separated. The Father is fused with the Source and nourished by His might and endless Strength. And I am separated from this Source, and therefore I cannot match His power even to a tenth of it. I realized this too late. But I did not forget the Father and did not reject Him, as some believe. And like the prodigal son in Jesus's parable, sooner or later, I will return to the Father's Home, and my striving will bring me back to my origins.