Ballade of reading Gaol. Wilde Oscar

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Warder dared to ask:

      For he to whom a watcher's doom

      Is given as his task,

      Must set a lock upon his lips,

      And make his face a mask.

      Or else he might be moved, and try

      To comfort or console:

      And what should Human Pity do

      Pent up in Murderers' Hole?

      What word of grace in such a place

      Could help a brother's soul?

      With slouch and swing around the ring

      We trod the Fool's Parade!

      We did not care: we knew we were

      The Devil's Own Brigade:

      And shaven head and feet of lead

      Make a merry masquerade.

      We tore the tarry rope to shreds

      With blunt and bleeding nails;

      We rubbed the doors, and scrubbed the floors,

      And cleaned the shining rails:

      And, rank by rank, we soaped the plank,

      And clattered with the pails.

      We sewed the sacks, we broke the stones,

      We turned the dusty drill:

      We banged the tins, and bawled the hymns,

      And sweated on the mill:

      But in the heart of every man

      Terror was lying still.

      So still it lay that every day

      Crawled like a weed-clogged wave:

      And we forgot the bitter lot

      That waits for fool and knave,

      Till once, as we tramped in from work,

      We passed an open grave.

      With yawning mouth the yellow hole

      Gaped for a living thing;

      The very mud cried out for blood

      To the thirsty asphalte ring:

      And we knew that ere one dawn grew fair

      Some prisoner had to swing.

      Right in we went, with soul intent

      On Death and Dread and Doom:

      The hangman, with his little bag,

      Went shuffling through the gloom

      And each man trembled as he crept

      Into his numbered tomb.

      That night the empty corridors

      Were full of forms of Fear,

      And up and down the iron town

      Stole feet we could not hear,

      And through the bars that hide the stars

      White faces seemed to peer.

      He lay as one who lies and dreams

      In a pleasant meadow-land,

      The watcher watched him as he slept,

      And could not understand

      How one could sleep so sweet a sleep

      With a hangman close at hand?

      But there is no sleep when men must weep

      Who never yet have wept:

      So we–the fool, the fraud, the knave–

      That endless vigil kept,

      And through each brain on hands of pain

      Another's terror crept.

      ___

      Alas! it is a fearful thing

      To feel another's guilt!

      For, right within, the sword of Sin

      Pierced to its poisoned hilt,

      And as molten lead were the tears we shed

      For the blood we had not spilt.

      The Warders with their shoes of felt

      Crept by each padlocked door,

      And peeped and saw, with eyes of awe,

      Grey figures on the floor,

      And wondered why men knelt to pray

      Who never prayed before.

      All through the night we knelt and prayed,

      Mad mourners of a corpse!

      The troubled plumes of midnight were

      The plumes upon a hearse:

      And bitter wine upon a sponge

      Was the savior of Remorse.

      ___

      The cock crew, the red cock crew,

      But never came the day:

      And crooked shape of Terror crouched,

      In the corners where we lay:

      And each evil sprite that walks by night

      Before us seemed to play.

      They glided past, they glided fast,

      Like travelers through a mist:

      They mocked the moon in a rigadoon

      Of delicate turn and twist,

      And with formal pace and loathsome grace

      The phantoms kept their tryst.

      With mop and mow, we saw them go,

      Slim shadows hand in hand:

      About, about, in ghostly rout

      They trod a saraband:

      And the damned grotesques made arabesques,

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