‘I expect it was something and nothing. We’ll just forget about it. All right?’
Johnny had been drawing, and the drawing was left behind. No doubt he had drawn her likeness, as he had done many times before. It was of no consequence.
His quick, bright smile warmed her heart. ‘All right,’ he said.
And it was quickly forgotten.
For the rest of the journey, Amy turned her thoughts to Luke. Why had he felt the need to lie? And why would a man like Luke Hammond want a ‘hideaway’?
Deep down she understood, because weren’t there times when she too would like a hideaway where she could sit and think and let the madness of the world pass her by?
And why not a man like Luke Hammond; a man who worked as hard and long as he did, and when his work was done he had to go back to a reputedly difficult and demanding woman, a woman who had cheated on their marriage? Of course he needed a sanctuary.
She had felt such a bond between them when they were at the cabin – a sense of growing friendship. She thought of his strong hands as he scooped the water from the brook with the bucket, his gentleness with the tame deer, and his delight in showing the creature to his visitors. She thought of his sad dark eyes, his handsome face and tender manner.
So he had lied about his name? But that was just to protect his privacy, and to avoid making her feel uncomfortable, wasn’t it? After all, if he’d revealed that he was Luke Hammond at the outset, would she have accepted his invitation? Probably not.
It had been fun at his lovely woodland hideaway – until she’d spoiled things. Johnny was already asking to go back. But Luke Hammond would, she thought with a sudden rush of regret, not invite her to go again.
THE FOLLOWING TUESDAY, Amy, after much deliberation, decided she would go to Tooley’s Café after she’d done her shopping. It was no use avoiding the place on account of Luke Hammond. Daisy would soon be demanding to know why she was staying away, and, anyhow, Luke might not be there at the time Amy was. They didn’t always coincide. Possibly, she thought miserably, he’d stay away from the café, not wanting to see the ungrateful girl who’d got on her high horse after he’d shared the secret of his lovely hideaway with her.
When Tuesday came round, Maureen took Johnny with her to a new part-time job she’d taken, pushing a tea trolley round the town hall offices. Maureen thought it a poor job and was already talking about finding something better; Johnny was very pleased he’d be ‘giving out biscuits, like Daisy does’, and was rather keener than his mother.
Amy was half sorry not to have Johnny with her and half pleased in case he saw Luke and blurted out something to Daisy.
When Amy opened the door of Tooley’s the first person she saw was Luke, sitting in the window, reading his newspaper. He looked up, smiled at Amy and then glanced quickly round the café. Daisy was nowhere in sight – evidently in the back, wrestling with the toaster, from the smell of charred bread pervading the steamy atmosphere.
In a moment Luke was on his feet. He dug some change out of his pocket, left it on the table and in two strides was beside Amy and escorting her back outside with his hand clutching her elbow.
‘What …?’ she gasped, as he led her a few steps away down the street.
‘Amy, I’m so glad to see you,’ Luke said, releasing her. ‘Sorry to drag you out like that but I didn’t want to embarrass you in the café, and maybe make your friend curious.’
Amy saw the sense in this, and was, now she was with him, pleased at this excellent opportunity to make amends for her foolishness last week.
‘I’m so sorry –’ she started. ‘Amy, forgive me –’ he began at the same time, and they each stopped and looked at the other and laughed.
‘You first,’ said Luke.
‘I’m so sorry I got cross and spoiled everything last week after you were so kind to Johnny and me,’ she said, looking him in the eye. Now she was with him her anxiety had evaporated. The gentle expression on his handsome face was making her apologising easier. She could see he was not angry now.
‘Dear Amy, please don’t apologise. You were quite right. It was wrong of me to deceive you. I should have known you would never condone even an innocent deceit. I meant …’ he looked down, suddenly struggling for the right words, ‘… when I invited you and Johnny to come to see the cabin I didn’t want you to be put off if you knew who I was. And I suppose, in a way, I didn’t really want to be Luke Hammond then. I just wanted to be someone you saw at the café, a man from Blackburn who lives in a cottage in the woods and wanted to show you and Johnny that cottage. Does that make sense to you?’
Amy saw the truth of this in his anxious eyes. ‘Of course,’ she smiled. ‘Let’s just think it was a simple misunderstanding.’
‘Quite right,’ Luke agreed eagerly, also smiling, ‘and if you’d like to come out to the cabin again sometime –’ he raised an eyebrow questioningly – ‘today, perhaps? – then I shall know I’m forgiven.’
Suddenly Amy realised this was exactly what she had been hoping for but had hardly dared to think. He really was a very nice man – and rather a lonely one too. There was no doubt that he genuinely wanted her to accept this invitation.
‘Thank you,’ she beamed. ‘I’d love to come, but just for a little while or Mam will be worried.’
‘Is Johnny not with you?’
Amy explained about his new job as Maureen’s assistant and Luke laughed as he led her to the car. This time Amy sat in the front seat next to him.
The journey, under winter sun, seemed to her shorter than before, and soon they were jolting up the final lane to the cabin. The little house in the woods really was exactly like something from a fairy tale, Amy thought, especially with the veranda.
‘Come in, come in. I’ll make us some tea as you’ve missed your elevenses.’ Luke unlocked the door and swung it wide to let her go before him.
He lit the log fire, and they both went to collect water for the kettle.
By the brook he pointed out a mistle thrush, the weight of red berries on a dark-leaved holly bush, and the patch that, in just two months, he’d expect to be covered in the first snowdrops. He knew how to share his enthusiasm for the countryside and for this particular place, and told a couple of stories about his childhood holidays here that made Amy laugh. By the time they had drunk their tea, Amy was thoroughly relaxed.
They put on their coats again and went to sit on the veranda steps to see if Velvet would visit. Just when Amy, but not Luke, had almost given up hope, she appeared tentatively and walked slowly towards them. Amy saw how the little deer trusted Luke, and she was enchanted by it.
So this is the real Luke Hammond, she thought, watching as Luke hand-fed the deer. This is the man with a good head for business, who employs so many people in Blackburn – Dad, Jack and Roy included – and who has such a troubled life at home.
How could she have
