slice has no raisins. This one all the raisins.’
She waited…
‘Is not right,’ he stabbed again, catching the edge of the paper plate and flipping one of the half-eaten slices onto the Almond Biscottis they were pushing this month.
You’ve got to be kidding? As she reached out to retrieve the toast, his hand – cold and damp – grabbed hers and she was pulled across the counter toward him.
‘Or yous could give me your number?’ His stale beer breath buffeted her face.
She scanned the cafe for help. A Japanese couple, heads down, earphones in, oblivious. The gossipy women who’d been here for hours had left. Dan was in the stockroom. She was on her own.
‘Giz a kiss,’ the drunk lunged.
Shame burned up her body and then ignited into anger. Wrenching her hand free, she sent the fruit toast flying toward him. ‘Get lost!’
Alerted by the disturbing sound of an employee raising their voice, Dan bustled into the cafe, oozing toward the drunk. ‘Sir, I’m so sorry. There’s obviously been a misunderstanding. I’m sure Freddie here can help.’
What the…‘Are you suggesting I prostitute myself for a piece of sodding fruit toast?’
Milena swung through the glass door – had she seen?
‘Our Freddie, ever the joker!’ Dan laughed like a screaming kettle.
‘Sir, I make you some new toast, please, have a seat. I bring it over.’ Milena’s megawatt smile blindsided the pink-eyed man.
‘Sure,’ he swayed.
‘The customer is always right,’ Dan glared at Freddie.
How the hell was this her fault? ‘But he…’
‘I don’t care, Freddie. You need to see the positives in all customers. Visualise them as your close personal friend.’
‘That’s what I was sodding worried about!’
‘Espress-oh partners don’t use language they wouldn’t feel comfortable saying in front of their mothers,’ Dan stage whispered.
Flinging her arm in the direction of the drunk who was now face down asleep on the counter, a puddle of drool spreading toward the discarded fruit toast, Freddie screamed: ‘If my mum was here she’d tell that dirty bastard to fuck off!’
‘Enough! Take your break! Now!’
Furious, she smacked her palms hard against the glass door and powered toward the train platforms. A few hardy souls were bundled, with suitcases, on the cold metal benches, waiting for the first Eurostar. All this money regenerating the station and they forgot to put doors on? Yet another deterrent to Kathy and her homeless mates. Barely more appealing than metal spikes. She was heading to the taxi rank where she could bum a cigarette off a cabbie, when she saw her: Nasreen Cudmore.
They’d played together virtually every day since they were six, until…she couldn’t deal with thinking about that now. Eight years ago. Must be.
Nasreen looked the same. No, different. There was no puppy fat, and she was tall too, like her dad. Five foot eight, at least. She’d cut that ridiculous waist-length black hair. It now hung in a sleek curtain to her shoulders. Perfect against her milky coffee skin. With both pride and pain, Freddie acknowledged Nasreen Cudmore had grown into a beautiful woman.
What the hell was she doing here at this time in the morning? Wearing a hoodie and jeans, Nasreen was stood with a group. All dressed casually. Most looked to be in their twenties or thirties. One guy, slightly older, early forties, broad shoulders, Bruce Willis buzz cut, was wearing a blue down puffa jacket zipped up over a tight white T-shirt. Friends’ night out? One of those godawful-sounding corporate away-days?
Freddie remembered seeing Fiona Cogswell at a pop-up Shoreditch tequila bar. Among the inane drivel about what every Pendrick High alumnus was now doing – mostly out of work management consultants, or pursuing worthless PhDs until the economy recovered – there’d been one lime wedge of interest: Nasreen Cudmore had joined the police.
She looked again at Nasreen’s group: men, all with regulation-neat haircuts. Police. Undercover? A bust? Seize the story. Neil’s advice echoed in her head. Behind her, Dan was waiting for a grovelling apology. A plan formulated in Freddie’s mind.
Thrusting her cap into her back pocket, she approached her old school friend. ‘Nasreen! Oh my God! It is you!’
Nasreen startled, turned toward her, taking in the yellow apron and the red hair. ‘F…Freddie?’
Feeling awkward and teenage again, Freddie kept smiling. Up close she could see a new hardness in Nasreen’s face.
‘Cudmore?’ The older guy with the puffa body interrupted. He clearly didn’t want Freddie here. She was onto something.
‘Sorry, can’t stop.’ Nasreen looked embarrassed.
Oh no you don’t. ‘Are you on Facebook, or Twitter?’
‘Er…no.’
Because you’re a policewoman. ‘Gmail? Google Plus – you on Google Plus?’
‘Yes. I think.’ Nasreen looked over her shoulder as the body-warmer guy grunted.
‘Awesome: what’s your email? Give me your phone so I can type mine in?’ She had one shot to get this right.
Nasreen, looking increasingly peeved, handed over her iPhone.
‘Here, you write yours in mine.’ Freddie pulled her phone from her back pocket, knocking her cap to the floor. Passing her phone to Nasreen, she turned to retrieve her baseball cap. At the same time, she opened up Nasreen’s Google+ app, clicking through: Menu > Settings > Location Sharing On. Years of following exes round the Internet was paying off. She clicked into contacts as she turned back: adding her name, number and email. She pressed call.
Her phone, which was in Nasreen’s hand, vibrated.
‘Now I’ve got your number.’ She beamed at Nas as she held the phone out to swap.
‘Great,’ Nasreen mustered a weak smile.
‘Who was that?’ the body warmer asked Nasreen as Freddie walked away.
‘No one. Just someone I used to know…’
Sorrow settled under Freddie’s hat as she pulled it on. She was nothing to Nasreen anymore. Perhaps that made it easier? Unlocking her own phone, she opened Google+. Little thumbnails of her friends appeared on the map. There was Milena, pinpointed in St Pancras station, and there, squashed up against her, was a new blank profile picture: Nasreen Cudmore.
Gotcha!
