herself that the lord he had loved was dead and buried and a good wife should show some sympathy. ‘You sound as if you have lost a brother, not a lord.’
He nodded. ‘A lord is like a brother, like a father, even like a wife. I think of his needs all the time, I guard his interests. And I cannot be happy here without him.’
Elizabeth did not want to understand. ‘But you have me, and Baby J.’
John gave her a sad little smile. ‘And I will never love another woman or another child more than I love the two of you … but a man’s love for his lord is another thing. It comes from the head as well as the heart. Loving a woman keeps you at home, it is a private pleasure. Loving a great lord takes you into the wider world, it is a matter of pride.’
‘You make it sound as if we are not enough,’ she said resentfully.
He shook his head, despairing of ever making her understand.
‘No, no, Elizabeth. It doesn’t matter. You are enough.’
She was not convinced. ‘Will you seek another lord? Another master?’
The expression that passed swiftly across his face was deeper than mourning; it was desolation. ‘I will never see his like again.’
That silenced her for a moment, as she saw the depth of his loss.
‘But what about us?’ she asked. ‘I don’t want to lose this house, John, and J is happy here. We have put down roots here just as the plants in the garden have done. You said you would plant the chestnut here this spring and that we would sit under its branches when we are an old married couple.’
He nodded. ‘I know. I’m forsworn. That’s what I promised you. But I can’t bear it here without him, Elizabeth. I have tried and I cannot. Can you release me from my promise that we should stay here, and let us make another home? Back in Kent?’
‘Kent? What d’you mean? Where?’
‘Lord Wootton wants a gardener at Canterbury and asked me if I would go. He has the secret of growing melons which I should be glad to learn, his gardener has always teased me that only Lord Wootton in all of England can grow melons.’
Elizabeth tutted with irritation. ‘Forget the melons for a moment if you please. What about a house? What about your wages?’
‘He’ll pay me well,’ John said. ‘Sixty pounds where my lord paid me fifty. And we will have a house, the head gardener’s house. J can go to the King’s School in Canterbury. That’ll be a fine thing for him.’
‘Canterbury,’ Elizabeth said thoughtfully. ‘I’ve never lived in a market town. There’d be much society.’
‘We could start there at once. He asked me on the death of my lord and I said I would tell him within the quarter.’
‘And will you not love Lord Wootton as you loved the earl?’ Elizabeth asked, thinking it would be an advantage.
John shook his head. ‘There will never be another lord for me like that one.’
‘Let’s go, then,’ she said with her typical sudden decisiveness. ‘And we can plant the chestnut sapling in Canterbury instead of Hatfield.’
John was working in Lord Wootton’s garden, hands among cold clods of earth, when he heard the bell tolling. On and on it went, a funeral bell. Then he heard the rumble of cannon fire. He stood up, brushed the mud on his breeches, and reached for his coat where it was hooked over his spade.
‘Something’s happened,’ he said shortly to the garden lad who was working beside him.
‘Shall I run into town and bring you the news?’ the boy asked eagerly.
‘No,’ John said firmly. ‘You shall stay and work here while I run into town and find out the news. And if you are not here when I get back it will be the worst for you.’
‘Yes, Mr Tradescant,’ the boy said sulkily.
The bell was ever more insistent.
‘What does it mean?’
‘I’ll find out,’ John said and strode out of the garden towards the cathedral.
People were gathered in gossiping circles all the way down the road but John went on until he reached the cathedral steps and saw a face he recognised – the headmaster of the school.
‘Doctor Phillips,’ he exclaimed. ‘What are they ringing for?’
The man turned at the sound of his name and John saw, with a shock, that the man’s face was wet with tears.
‘Good God! What is it? It’s not an invasion? Not Spain?’
‘It’s Prince Henry,’ the man said simply. ‘Our blessed prince. We have lost him.’
For a moment John could not take in the words. ‘Prince Henry?’ ‘Dead.’
John shook his head. ‘But he’s so strong, he’s always so well-’ ‘Dead of fever.’
John’s hand went to his forehead to cross himself, in the old superstitious forbidden sign. He caught his hand back and said instead: ‘Poor boy, God save us, poor boy.’
‘I forgot, you would have seen him often.’
‘Not often,’ John said, his habitual caution asserting itself.
‘He was a blessed prince, was he not? Handsome and learned and godly?’
John thought of Prince Henry’s handsome tyrannical disposition, of his casual cruelty to his dark little brother, of his easy love of his sister Elizabeth, of his royal confidence, some would say arrogance. ‘He was a boy born to rule,’ John said cleverly.
‘God save Prince Charles,’ Doctor Phillips said stoutly.
John realised that the little eleven-year-old lame boy who ran after his brother and could never get nor keep his father’s attention would now be the next king – if he lived.
‘God save him indeed,’ he repeated.
‘And if we lose him,’ Doctor Phillips said in an undertone, ‘then it’s another woman on the throne, the Princess Elizabeth, and God knows what danger that would bring us now.’
‘God save him,’ John repeated. ‘God save Prince Charles.’
‘And what is he like?’ Doctor Phillips asked. ‘Prince Charles? What sort of a king will he make?’
John thought of the tongue-tied boy who had to be taught to walk straight, who struggled so hard to keep up with the older two, who knew himself never to be beloved like them, never to be handsome like them. He wondered how a child who knew himself to be second best and a poor second at that
