taxes, for example, but how do I pay? Where is the money and where do I take it and how much should I pay? Where are the names of my father’s clients? You see?’
‘Be calm,’ Cabera said, beginning the slow strokes along the wood of his bow again. ‘Think instead. Let us begin with what you do have and not what you don’t know.’
Gaius took a deep breath and once again wished his father were there to be the rock of certainty in his life.
‘I have you, Tubruk. You know the estate, but not the other dealings. None of us know anything about politics or the realities of the Senate.’
He looked again at Cabera and Marcus. ‘I have you two and I have Renius on hand, but none of us have even entered the Senate chambers and my father’s allies are strangers to us.’
‘Concentrate on what we have, otherwise you will despair. So far you have named some very capable people. Armies have been started with less. What else?’
‘My mother and her brother Marius, but my father always said he was the biggest wolf of them all.’
‘We need a big wolf right now, though. Someone who knows the politics. He is your blood, you must go and see him,’ Marcus said quietly.
‘I don’t know if I can trust him,’ Gaius said, his expression bleak.
‘He will not desert your mother. He must help you to keep control of the estate, if only for her,’ Tubruk declared.
Gaius agreed slowly.
‘True. He has a place in Rome I could visit. There is no one else to help, so it must be him. He is a stranger to me, though. Since my mother began her sickness, he has rarely been to the estate.’
‘That will not matter. He will not turn you away,’ Cabera said peacefully, eyeing the shine he had wrought in the bow.
Marcus looked sharply at the old man. ‘You seem very sure,’ he said.
Cabera shrugged. ‘Nothing is sure in this world.’
‘Then it is settled. I will send a messenger before me and visit my uncle,’ Gaius said, something of his gloom lifting.
‘I will come with you,’ Marcus said quickly. ‘You are still recovering from your wounds and Rome is not a safe place at the moment, you know.’
Gaius smiled properly for the first time that day.
Cabera muttered, as if to himself, ‘I came to this land to see Rome, you know. I have lived in high mountain villages and met tribes thought lost to antiquity on my travels. I believed I had seen everything, but all the time people told me I had to visit Rome before I died. I said to them, “This lake is true beauty”, and they would reply, “You should see Rome.” They say it is a wondrous place, the centre of the world, yet I have never stepped inside its walls.’
Both boys smiled at the old man’s transparent subterfuge.
‘Of course you will come. I consider you a friend of the house. You will always be welcome anywhere I am, on my honour,’ Gaius replied, his tone formal, as if repeating an oath.
Cabera laid the bow aside and stood with his hand outstretched. Gaius took it firmly.
‘You too will always be welcome at my home fires,’ Cabera said. ‘I like the climate around here, and the people. I think my travels will wait for a little while.’
Gaius released the grip, his expression thoughtful.
‘I will need good friends around me if I am to survive my first year of politics. My father described it as walking barefoot in a nest of vipers.’
‘He seems to have had a colourful turn of phrase, and not a high opinion of his colleagues,’ Cabera said, giving out a dry chuckle. ‘We will tread lightly and stamp on the occasional head as it becomes necessary.’
All four smiled and felt the strength that comes from such a friendship, despite the difference in age and background.
‘I would like to take Alexandria with us,’ Gaius added suddenly.
‘Oh, yes? The pretty one?’ Marcus replied, his face lighting up.
Gaius felt his cheeks grow red and hoped it wasn’t obvious. Judging by the expressions of the others, it was.
‘You will have to introduce me to this girl,’ Cabera said.
‘Renius whipped her, you know, for distracting us at practice,’ Marcus continued.
Cabera tutted to himself. ‘He can be charmless. Beautiful women are a joy in life …’
‘Look, I …’ Gaius began.
‘Yes, I’m sure you want her simply to hold the horses or something. You Romans have such a way with women, it is a wonder your race has survived.’
Gaius left the room after a while, leaving laughter behind him.
Gaius knocked at the door of the room where Renius lay. He was alone for the moment, although Lucius was nearby and had just been in to check the wounds and stitches. It was dark in the room and at first Gaius thought the old man was asleep.
He turned to leave rather than disturb the rest he must need, but a whispering voice stopped him.
‘Gaius? I thought it was you.’
‘Renius. I wanted to thank you.’ Gaius approached the bed and drew up a chair beside the figure. The eyes were open and clear and Gaius blinked as he took in the features. It must have been the dim light, but Renius looked younger. Surely not, yet there was no denying that some of the deep-seam wrinkles had lessened and a few black hairs could be seen at the temples, almost invisible in the light, but standing out against the white bristles.
‘You look … well,’ Gaius managed.
Renius gave a short, hard chuckle. ‘Cabera healed me and it has worked wonders. He was more surprised than anyone, said I must have a destiny or something, to be so affected by him. In truth, I feel strong, although my left arm is still useless. Lucius wanted to take it off, rather than have it flapping around. I … may let him, when the rest of me has healed.’
Gaius absorbed this in silence, fighting back painful memories.
‘So much has happened in such a short time,’ he said. ‘I am glad you are still here.’
‘I couldn’t save your father. I was too far away and finished myself. Cabera said he died instantly, with a blade in his heart. Most likely, he wouldn’t even have known it.’
‘It’s all right. You don’t need to tell me. I know he would have wanted to be on that wall. I would have wanted it too, but I was left in my room, and …’
‘You got out though, didn’t you? I’m glad you did, as it turned out. Tubruk says you saved him right at the end, like a … reserve force.’ The old man smiled and coughed for a while. Gaius waited patiently until the fit was over.
‘It was my order to leave
