look closer at the board. “The triangles are obtuse and equilateral,” I say, trying for some damage control.
“Correct,” says the teacher, shaking her head as she turns back to the board.
***
I remain at my desk as I wait for the class to file out, then slowly stand up. Ms. Hansen is leaning against her desk, arms folded. “So what’s wrong, Jillian?” Her voice is soft, filled with genuine concern.
“I’m so sorry, Ms. Hansen. I don’t know what came over me.”
“That kind of comment I’d expect from the boys in the back row, not from a girl with sixteen hundred on her SATs.” She stands up, moves forward and puts her hands on my shoulders. “You wanna tell me what’s on your mind?”
I exhale, look to the side, then back at her. “It’s really personal.”
“Does it have to do with a boy?”
I roll my eyes. “If a boy were actually interested in me, it might be. No, Ms. Hansen, it’s a family matter.”
“You okay? Your mother okay?”
“We’re fine, and it’s nothing physical. It’s something to do with my past that I can’t discuss.”
“Do you want to talk with the school counselor?”
“No offense, but the school counselor is a moron.”
She laughs, knowing I’m right.
“And if I wanted to talk to a member of the faculty, it would be you. Again, I’m sorry, and it won’t happen again.”
“Okay, you can go,” she says, patting me on the shoulders as she smiles. “Joe and Harry. I gotta admit, it was pretty funny. Especially coming from you.”
***
Mom is on the phone as I walk into the kitchen, toss my backpack on the table and head for the fridge. I pull out a cold Doctor Brown’s creme soda and pop the top. I take a long sip and let the bubbles bathe my throat. I do not make eye contact.
“Thank you,” she says. “I know Jillian will appreciate it.”
Okay, now I make eye contact.
“Yes,” mom says. “This weekend. Saturday at ten. Goodbye.”
She hangs up the phone and turns to face me.
“Who was that, and what will I appreciate?” I ask.
“That was The Summit. They gave me permission.”
“Permission to…”
She cocks her head to the side as her eyes grow moist. “Tell you about your father.”
Her words stun me for a moment. I feel a bit lightheaded, grab a chair and sit down, taking another hit of sugar in the process. She pulls out the chair opposite me, sits down, takes my hands and locks eyes with me.
Now I’m scared. For the past two days, I’ve been dying to find out the truth. Now I’m not so sure I want to know.
But I have to know. “Okay, mom.”
She reaches for her purse that is sitting on another chair, opens it, grabs her wallet, opens that, and pulls out a photo. She slides it over to me. “This is your father.”
I eagerly pick up the photo and study it.
It’s a wedding picture.
My mom, twenty years younger, a thin and radiant bride (with red hair…I have to ask her about that). The groom, a slender man, maybe six feet, with deep set blue eyes, closely cropped dark hair and a strong chin. An inviting smile. He would qualify as handsome.
I look up at mom. “And his name would be?”
“Devlin.”
“You both look happy.”
Mom bites her lower lip and her eyes well up. “We were.” Her voice cracks with emotion. I take her hands and squeeze.
“So…after I was born…he just left?”
“It’s not what you think. There wasn’t another woman or anything like that. There certainly wasn’t another man. And you had nothing to do with it either. He was simply a guy who couldn’t handle fatherhood.” She pulls another photo from her wallet and hands it to me. It’s my father, holding me in his arms. I’m probably a year old.
Now it’s my turn for the tears to blossom. The words grow thick in my throat. “Okay. Soooo…”
“Shortly after you were born, right after that picture was taken…. his powers started to…develop.”
“So what were his powers?”
“I can’t tell you that part yet, but it will all be explained at The Summit this weekend.”
I didn’t want to push things. “I guess I can wait.”
“His powers started to grow, at a rate no one at The Summit had ever seen. They wanted to study him. He wanted to flex his muscle, use his powers. He became obsessed, out of control. And his powers were such that if used in the wrong way they could be dangerous.” She reaches across the table, grabs my soda, and steals a sip. “Tribute,” she says, taking a page from Roxanne’s Italian mother, using the term for the percentage Mafia members pay to their bosses.
“Sure. You can have the rest.”
“He changed, Jillian. He knew he was becoming more powerful than anyone, even those on The Council. Eventually they forbid him to use his new powers and tried to use some of their own to rein him in. But he was too strong and he escaped. He left right after your first birthday and I haven’t seen him since.”
“Has he ever been in contact with you?”
She shakes her head. “No. But I’ve been in contact with him.”
Now I’m confused. “I don’t understand.”
“He left an address. It’s a mail drop in Connecticut. He told me to use it in case of emergency. Anyway, every year I’ve sent one of your school photos and a letter telling him how you’re doing. I have no idea if he receives these—”
“But they don’t come back, right?”
“No. And I do put a return address on them. But who knows if he still has the same address? It could end up in someone else’s box, could be thrown away. And if you’re wondering if he’s still alive, he is, because they monitor his activities at The Summit. They just can’t pinpoint his whereabouts.”
She looks down at the two photos on the table and I can tell the waterworks are about to burst. I get up, move around to her side of the table, crouch down and wrap my arms around her shoulders. “I hate to ask a stupid question…but, if he
