Reg …’ Dottie protested.
Peaches gave her a stricken look.
‘Listen, Peaches …’ Dottie gasped. ‘Let me explain.’
But before Dottie could start, Reg had taken Peaches’ arm and was manoeuvring her back through the door. ‘It’s best if you don’t come round for a while.’
Peaches stared at him. ‘Why are you doing this?’
‘Hang on a minute …’ Dottie began again.
Peaches rounded on Dottie. ‘You promised to go and see my Gary today. Didn’t you go?’
Dottie saw Reg’s back stiffen and her heart almost stopped. What was she going to do now? If she said yes, he would have one of his moods. If she said no, Peaches would be distraught. For a second, her brain refused to function. Think, she told herself desperately, think. Say something. Say the right thing. They were both facing her now, one staring at her with a helpless expression and the other with that dark look in his eye.
‘Look, Dottie can’t help the way she feels,’ said Reg, his eyes unmoving as they stared into her face. His words soft and measured.
‘But you did go and see him, didn’t you, Dottie? You saw my baby?’
Dottie turned away. She lowered herself into a chair. She’d have to lie. To placate Reg, she’d have to lie. She’d go round to Peaches later, like she planned, and she’d explain why she had to do it. Peaches would understand.
‘Dottie?’
‘I’m afraid Reg is right,’ Dottie said quietly. ‘I didn’t go.’
‘But you promised,’ Peaches wailed. ‘My poor baby. All alone …’
‘It’s not that she doesn’t care for the boy,’ Reg said, his voice as smooth as silk.
‘Oh yes,’ said Peaches her voice turning brittle, ‘everybody cares.’ She snatched her arm away from Reg. ‘If I’d known you weren’t going,’ she shouted at Dottie’s bowed head, ‘I could have arranged for my mother to go. At least then my Gary would have had somebody with him. I’ll never forgive you for this, Dottie. Never.’
As she swept out of the back door, Dottie put her hands over her face and closed her eyes.
‘Don’t upset yourself, Dot. It was for the best,’ Reg said as they heard the front gate banging shut. ‘You did it for my Patsy.’
‘Patsy, your Patsy,’ Dottie burst out. ‘You don’t even know when she’s coming. Australia is thousands of miles away.’
‘She’s coming.’
‘Even the boat takes six weeks.’
‘She’s coming, I tell you.’
‘And how are we going to get the money to get her here?’
Reg clenched and unclenched his fists. ‘I’ll get the money.’
Dottie blew her nose into her handkerchief. ‘Peaches is my best friend.’
‘And I’m your bloody husband,’ he said sharply. He banged his fist on the table, making all the plates rattle. The sauce bottle fell over. ‘Now stop this bloody racket and let’s be having our tea.’
‘Where d’you want it, Reg?’
Half an hour later, Michael Gilbert’s cheery shout brought an angry and red-eyed Dottie from the scullery where she was washing the dishes.
‘Hello, Michael.’ She wiped her hands on her apron. ‘What are you doing here?’
He gave her a long look and she knew he was wondering why she’d been crying. ‘Reg asked me to bring some bales of hay round. You all right, Dottie?’
Michael was fond of Dottie. She joined the Land Girls on his father’s farm in 1941. The Ministry of Fisheries and Food had already sent some local girls, Peaches Taylor, now Smith, Hilary Dolton-Walker (she’d ended up in Canada, he thought), Sylvie Draycot (she’d married a banker called McDonald, and lived in the New Forest somewhere) and Mary had done her bit too. There were others who came and went and he’d be hard put to recall either their names or faces, except Molly Dawson of course. She stuck out in his mind only because she’d been killed in an air raid while home on leave in Coventry. As a kid, whenever he’d looked at Dottie, he got a funny feeling at the pit of his stomach. He’d never understood it of course, but he’d made up his mind that one day he’d marry her. However, when she was eighteen and he was still only fourteen, she went and married Reg Cox. He didn’t think of her in that way any more, but he was fond of her, like a sister. He didn’t like to see her upset.
Dottie smiled, her eyes willing him not to ask any more questions. ‘Reg is upstairs getting ready to go out.’
‘Oh no, I’m not, my darling,’ said Reg coming up behind her. ‘I’m staying in tonight. We’ve got to get something sorted out about that bloody pig, haven’t we?’
Dottie’s heart sank. She’d been planning to run over to Peaches’ house as soon as Reg left for the Jolly Farmer.
‘Bring the rest of the bales down the garden, will you, Michael?’ said Reg pushing past her and grabbing the first bale from Michael’s hands. ‘I reckon a dozen will do me. Got the chicken wire?’
Michael nodded. ‘On the back of the trailer.’ He lingered a second or two. Dottie was aware that he was looking at her but she wouldn’t meet his gaze. ‘I’ll be right there.’
Silently, Dottie went back to the bowl to finish the washing up. Perhaps, she thought to herself, she could pop out while they were busy up the garden; but Reg soon put paid to that.
‘When you’ve finished that, put the kettle on, Dot,’ he called cheerfully over his shoulder. ‘Michael looks like a man dying of thirst.’
The two men set to work making a pen at one end of the chicken run for the pig but first they shut the chickens in the henhouse and put the pig on a rope tied to the old apple tree. When Dottie walked up the garden with two cups of tea, Reg was missing.
‘Where is he?’ she asked Michael furtively.
‘In the lavvy.’
Michael was at the back of the newly made pig run banging in the wooden posts. Dottie sidled up to him.
‘Listen, Michael, do me a favour, will you?’ She heard the bolt slide back on the lavatory door. Michael carried on banging. ‘It’ll take too long to explain,’ she whispered urgently. ‘Would you tell Peaches not to say anything to Reg but tell her I did go?’
Michael stopped banging. He readjusted a pin in his mouth and said, ‘You what?’
She glanced nervously over her shoulder and realised it was too late. Reg was already coming back up the path.
‘I’m sorry, Dottie,’ said Michael. ‘I missed that. What did you say?’
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