her full mouth, Sophia said, “But Mrs. Burton says she can’t keep us that long. She said only through Christmas break.”
“That’s what I understand, too,” Suzanne agreed. “I’m hoping you can come here instead of to another foster home.”
Both their faces brightened. “Really?” Sophia said. “That soon?”
“If you want to.” Suzanne set down her fork. “But I don’t want you two to feel rushed. Once you come, you’re going to be stuck with me and my rules.”
“Do you have strict rules?”
“I think they’ll be pretty normal. I’ll expect you to have chores here at home, and to make sure I always know where you are. We’ll set a bedtime, and you’ll need to do homework before you watch TV or play. Stuff like that.”
“Is that all?” the ten-year-old asked suspiciously.
“No, I’m sure it’s not. I don’t like to be lied to, for example. I’m going to ask you to be honest. That’s really important to me.”
“Mr. Sanchez says I’m too honest,” Sophia told her. “He says sometimes I shouldn’t say what I think.”
“Not telling somebody you think their new outfit is ugly isn’t quite the same thing as lying about where you went after school, or what a teacher told you, or whether you’ve done your homework.”
“But if I say the new outfit looks cool, that’s lying.”
“It’s what’s called a white lie,” Suzanne told her. “That means you’re not being honest, because being honest would hurt the other person’s feelings. But instead of telling even the white lie, you can say something like, ‘Wow! Did your mom take you shopping?’ and the person thinks the ‘wow’ was a compliment.”
“That’s sneaky,” Sophia said with apparent admiration.
“For now, I’ll have you both come to my shop after school, not home. You can do your homework there, and we can come home together after I close at five.”
She had to tell them about Knit One, Drop In, including an explanation of the name of the store. Sophia thought it would be way cool—her favorite words of enthusiasm—to learn to knit.
“Is there anything you want to ask me?” Suzanne concluded.
Jack scraped his plate in search of any last crumbs. “What would we call you?”
“Hm. What did you call your mother?”
“Mom,” said Sophia.
“Mommy,” said her little brother.
“Well, definitely not either. Because she’ll always be your mother, in your hearts.”
“Do you still think about your mother?” Sophia asked, sounding a little shy.
Suzanne nodded. “I wish she could meet you, for example. Be your grandmother.”
“Oh.” She looked down.
“I think maybe you should just call me by my name for now. What do you think? Then, later, if you want maybe we could think of some variation on Mom.”
“You mean, we should call you Ms. Chauvin, like Mrs. Burton said?”
She smiled at Jack. “No, you can call me Suzanne.”
Sophia’s forehead crinkled. “How do you spell it?”
She spelled it for them. Sophia frowned, taking it in, while Jack kicked his heels on the chair and gazed out the sliding door.
“Will we have your last name?” Sophia asked.
“Yes, once the adoption is complete. Are you okay with that?”
“Sophia Chauvin,” she tried out loud.
“That’s an elegant name,” Suzanne said. “I like Jack Chauvin, too.”
“It’s lucky Jack isn’t Van. Then he’d be Van Chauvin.” She cackled.
Her brother doubled over and pretended to laugh hysterically. His elbow caught the glass of milk and knocked it over, sending the milk in a river across the table.
“I’m sorry! I’m sorry!” he cried, scrambling up, something very close to fear on his face.
“He didn’t mean to do it!” Sophia said, leaping to her feet. “I’ll clean it up, so you don’t have to do anything.”
Taken aback by their reaction, Suzanne rose, too. “I know it was an accident. Everybody knocks things over sometimes. Don’t worry. Here.” She grabbed a roll of paper towels from the holder. “Let’s sop it up with this.”
Arms close to his body, Jack stood frozen by the table, his eyes saucer-wide.
Suzanne went to him. “Jack, don’t look so scared! It’s okay. Really.” She took a chance that she wouldn’t scare him more and bent to give him a quick hug.
He stood stiff in her embrace, but when she let him go she saw some of the tension leave his body. “I’m sorry,” he whispered again. Then, “Can I use your bathroom?”
“Of course you can.” The minute he’d left the room, she turned to his older sister. “Why was he so frightened? Mrs. Burton doesn’t, uh…”
Sophia shook her head. “She gets grumpy, but that’s all. It was the other foster mom, the first one we had. She yelled a lot and spanked Jack when he made mistakes.”
“What an awful woman!” Suzanne said with indignation. “Did you tell the social worker who supervised you?”
“After we went to Mrs. Burton’s.”
Suzanne smiled at her. “Good for you.”
Hands full of wads of soggy paper towels, Sophia said, “The quilt thing on the table is wet, too.”
“I can throw it in the washer.” Suzanne bundled it up. “Oh, shoot! I hear a car. I bet it’s Mrs. Burton.”
She put the table runner in the sink and went to the front window just as the kids’ foster mom beeped her horn.
Jack came from the bathroom, head hanging again, somehow appearing smaller than he had when he’d been excited and happy. Suzanne ignored the burning at the back of her eyes and smiled at him and then his sister.
“Shall we go shopping next weekend? Start looking for things for your bedrooms?”
“Yeah!” Sophia said.
“If it’s okay with Mrs. Burton and Ms. Stuart, we’ll plan on Saturday.” She could take a whole two days off. Rose would be glad for the hours.
“Wow! Okay. Bye.”
They
