beyond caring, Anna put a finger down her throat and made a gagging sound, then bit into her chocolate.
“Then I got you,” Camilla said and Anna looked up surprised. “I didn’t have to work as hard because you were working hard enough for the both of us.”
“Damn straight,” Anna said with her mouth full.
“As a result, I feel a little responsible for the way your life is going.”
“I like the way my life is going,” Anna shouted and when chocolate flew out of her mouth she didn’t even care.
This is how low a person can sink in the span of an hour, Anna thought wiping the chocolate off the highly polished surface of her desk.
“We’ll see, Anna.” Camilla looked at the thin watch on her wrist. “It’s eight o’clock. You need to pack your things.”
Anna heaved a big sigh. She put the candy back down, beginning to feel a little bit sick and pulled out her briefcase. When she started to put her files into her bag, Camilla stopped her.
“No work,” she said.
“Who’s going to take care of Goddess?”
“Andrew,” Camilla said.
Anna saw red. “You’re giving Goddess to Andrew?”
“I’ll be advising, it’s going to be fine.”
“What about Bluetech and Norway Vodka and Frederick’s?” Anna asked after her other major clients.
“Andrew and I can handle it,” Camilla nodded her head once. “Keep packing.”
Anna looked at Camilla for a moment in real disbelief and then didn’t even try to hide it when she started muttering things about Camilla under her breath.
“My mother has nothing to do with this,” Camilla said, but she was smiling. Anna collected her personal digital assistant, cell phone and pager to put in her bag, but again Camilla stopped her.
“You won’t need those,” she said.
“What am I allowed to take?” Anna asked, throwing her hands up again.
“Well, you can take those oranges you’ve got in your desk and that candy. It will probably be the only food you have in your house.”
“Fine. Great. You know, as I think about this, this is a great idea. Six months away from your manipulations will serve me a world of good.” Anna went to the small closet in her office. She opened the door and pulled out the suits hanging there. There were several, for those odd times that she slept on the couch.
“I’m sure it will.” Camilla was still smiling and Anna snarled as she shoved her tailored suits, all black and expensive, into her very large briefcase. “But you’ll be seeing me,” Camilla said.
“Probably not,” Anna answered over her shoulder as she went back to the closet for the toiletry bag she kept there. “I’ll probably be too busy getting married and having children and learning how to knit to hang out with you,” she growled. She grabbed the gym bag she used for her lunch-hour workouts, her blow-dryer, her contacts and spare glasses and the alarm clock.
“Well, actually.” Camilla smiled and looked at the papers in her hand. “I realized that you wouldn’t have the slightest idea how to actually get a life so I signed you up for some of the classes I take.” Camilla flipped the papers. “And I made a list…”
“A list?” This was crazy. Camilla was accusing her of not having a life.
“A short one, just a few things I think you should do….”
“Maybe you need a sabbatical,” Anna muttered.
“Starting,” Camilla talked over Anna, “with the picnic we have on Monday for Memorial Day and Meg’s birthday.” Camilla referred to her oldest granddaughter; this was an event Anna usually missed for work.
Apparently not this year.
“You are worse than my mother,” Anna said and didn’t feel at all bad about what they both knew was a serious insult considering Anna’s mother. But Camilla didn’t even flinch. “At least she never kicked me out.”
Anna shoved her extra blanket and the pillow into her gym bag and threw both bags over her shoulders. But they were so heavy that they fell a little bit and she ended up with them across her elbows, cutting off circulation to her hands. Her slippers fell out and she picked them up and carried them in her hand.
“This doesn’t prove anything,” she hissed when she saw Camilla laughing at all the stuff she kept at the office. But Camilla just smiled that enigmatic, could-be-a-model-for-Revlon smile. Anna grabbed the lists out of Camilla’s hand and shoved them in the feet of her slippers.
“I’ll be seeing you,” Camilla called as Anna breezed out of the office.
Anna ignored her and held her head up high as she walked out of the place she had considered home for the past ten years of her life.
2
ANNA STABBED another piece of bread into one of the dips in front of her. She noticed, but certainly didn’t care, that the roasted-red-pepper-whatever fell in huge globs onto the counter and onto her Donna Karan suit.
She shrugged and ate the bread in one bite. It was a few hours later and she still felt as though she was Chicken Little and the joke really was on her.
“Sis.” Anna’s sister Marie leaned against her oven and crossed her arms over her chest, ten bracelets arranged themselves on her wrists. “Take a breath. You’re losing it. You didn’t even taste those dips,” Marie pointed out.
“Well, I’m too busy coming to grips with the total destruction of my life to notice hummus,” Anna snapped. “I get to lose it. I am completely within my rights to lose it right now.”
Marie blew out a breath and hung her head for a moment before crossing the kitchen to yank the piece of bread out of Anna’s hand. “You have been here for an hour, you’ve eaten every carbohydrate I’ve got in my house. You’ve had half a bottle of wine and I still don’t understand what’s wrong.”
Marie’s long black curly hair fell over her shoulder, escaping from the scarf she was using to tie it back.
She looks like a gypsy, Anna thought a little glumly, her own self-esteem somewhere below sea level. She looks like a gypsy and I look like… Anna looked down at her probably ruined suit that was so terribly sensible and felt like her sister’s shadow. Which, frankly, was nothing new. She yanked the piece of pita out of her sister’s hand and ate it. Marie, who had spent most of the evening trying to be calm and sympathetic, finally cracked and laughed at Anna.
Get a grip, Anna told herself and mentally tried to rally.
“Okay, okay,” Anna said. She swallowed and dusted off her hands. “I’m all right.”
“There you go.” Marie nodded
