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Reluctantly, Lucy turned to go back inside. In spite of her dark glasses, the sun was blinding. She’d forgotten just how bright it could be near the water, even with the sky beginning to haze over. At the door to her cottage, she yawned, stretched and marveled all over again that she was actually here instead of back in her own sweltering apartment poring over the help wanteds and listening with one ear for the commode to stop running. It took three jiggles after each flush, and she did it so automatically that she couldn’t always remember whether or not she’d forgotten.
She made a pitcher of iced tea and carried it out onto the screened deck. That and the apple she had consumed earlier constituted breakfast. Maybe tomorrow she would fry up a can of corned-beef hash with onions and catsup for breakfast. That had been Pawpaw’s favorite. Familiar foods and familiar music always gave her a safe, comfortable feeling. Maybe she would write to Lillian and Ollie Mae, for old times’ sake.
Or maybe she’d simply vegetate. This was a vacation. Vacations were for being lazy and indulging whims. No telling when she’d get another one.
The trouble was, she was just too excited to vegetate. After showering, she unpacked a pair of shorts and a T-shirt and set off to explore her new surroundings, luxuriating in the raw-silk feel of pine straw under her bare feet and the total absence of traffic noises.
The only sign of life at any of the other cottages was a lineful of towels and bathing suits. Earlier, she’d heard the sound of an outboard heading over to Hatteras. So be it. She liked privacy.
And really, she wasn’t lonely. There were plenty of other people around if she got tired of her own company. The Keegans, for instance. And the reclusive bird-watcher, who was supposed to be her closest neighbor.
All the same, by early afternoon, having walked around the entire island, pausing to watch birds, distant fishermen, even more distant windsurfers, and to examine a set of footprints in the sand—long, fairly narrow, naked and probably male—she was beginning to feel a bit like Robinson Crusoe.
Her stomach growled. She breathed deeply of the fragrance of sun-warmed cedars and salt marsh as she reluctantly turned back toward Heron’s Rest. Funny—when she had accepted this windfall vacation from her ex-mother-in-law, after the first few minutes of shock, all she’d been able to think about was having an entire summer with no clock to punch and no one to fuss at her for playing her music too loud at night. As guilty as she’d felt for accepting anything at all from a Hardisson, she hadn’t been able to resist the lure of a few lazy, idyllic weeks all to herself. But already she was getting restless.
Not only that, she felt guilty. She despised Billy Hardisson, partly because he was a despicable person, but mostly because, with his courtly manners and his easygoing charm, he had made her feel like a lady. And it had all been a lie.
Alice was a lady. Billy was Nothing dressed up like Something. But for a little while he had made her feel special, made her feel beautiful, made her feel wanted as a person and not just for her body.
Of course, he’d wanted that, too, but when she’d refused to go to bed with him, he hadn’t called her names. Instead, he’d turned up the charm another notch.
The creep. The only decent thing about Billy Hardisson was his mother, and Lucy felt sorry for the poor woman. According to Lucy’s father, a lady was a woman who served his beer in a glass. Lucy had learned from Alice Hardisson that there was a bit more to being a lady than that, which was why she had quietly left town three years ago without telling anyone how she had come to lose her baby. The only other person in the house the day it had happened had been the maid, but she wouldn’t talk. She was Liam and Mellie’s niece. She owed her allegiance to the Hardissons.
Someday poor Alice was going to have her heart broken, but at least Lucy wouldn’t be a part of it.
Yawning, she shucked off unpleasant thoughts of the past. Last night she had read an entire paperback romance, and she intended to read another one tonight. But with the sun shining, the birds singing and all those endless acres of saltwater beckoning, she wasn’t about to spend the daylight hours reading, too.
“Time for a new adventure, li’l sugar.” She could hear Pawpaw now. That ol’ highway wasn’t a-rollin’ out before her, but all that water surely was. So why not take out one of the boats tied up at the pier for the use of the renters? It had been years since she had handled a boat. If she was going to make a fool of herself, she’d just as soon do it without an audience.
Lucy made herself a peanut butter sandwich and ate it as she sauntered down to the pier, where a tall, rugged-looking man with a distinctly military bearing greeted her from the stern of a red inboard.
He introduced himself as Maudie Keegan’s husband, Rich, and told her he was on his way over to Hatteras. “But if you need me to check you out on a boat, that’s what I’m here for.” As good as his word, he took time to show her the basics after clamping an outboard motor on the stern of one of the smaller boats.
Dressed in a pair of paint-stained khakis and little else, Rich Keegan exuded a potent brand of masculinity. Lucy’s instinctive wariness rose up defensively, but so far as she could see, there wasn’t even a hint of speculation in his bright blue eyes as he handed her down into the aluminum skiff. She wished she’d kept on her sweats, but in the heat of the day, they were just too hot. Her shorts and camp shirt were old, loose and deliberately designed to disguise her natural attributes. Even Alice would have approved of their faded modesty. Besides, she wasn’t in purdah. Not even Alice and her blue-haired, old-monied friends would expect her to suffocate.
Forgetting her self-consciousness, Lucy concentrated on Keegan’s instructions. He made her go through the routine until he was satisfied she had it down pat, and then he pointed out the channel markers. “Hang to the left of the red ones if you’re headed over to Hatteras, to the right on the way back out. Watch out for shoals. The tide’s about slack now, but it’ll turn within the half hour. Don’t go out of sight of land in case the weather closes in. And, Ms. Dooley, I understand you’re a certified lifeguard, but do me a favor? Wear this thing, anyway.” He reached past her, and Lucy stepped back suddenly. The boat lurched, and she would have gone over the side if he hadn’t grabbed her.
“Whoops! Sorry,” she said breathlessly when he released her shoulders and handed her an orange life vest. “No sea legs.”
“You’ll get the hang of it. These aluminum boats are durable, but they’re a little like a canoe until you get used to them. Fortunately, the water’s shallow around these parts—you can’t get in a whole lot of trouble if you use some common sense. But we have these rules, so wear the thing for me, will you?”
“Scout’s honor.” When Lucy grinned, Rich grinned back, and she was suddenly glad he was spoken for. With a man like Rich Keegan, she just might be tempted to forget how rotten her judgment was where men were concerned.
Rich had his rules, and well, Lucy had hers, too. And survival rule number one was to avoid anything that even looked like temptation.
After waving him off, she repeated his instructions—or rather, her interpretation of his instructions—until she was certain she had it grooved into her brain. It was pretty much like her father’s instructions for starting the old Dooley Trolley. She had learned to drive that when she was twelve.
“Pull the whoosie halfway out, set the whatsit, push the do-jigger, shove the whoosie back a third and pray.” Wrinkling her nose in concentration, she mumbled the incantation, went through the motions, and miraculously—it worked!
Pulling
