to his bathing, frowning at what it might mean that she was not missish. What was her experience of men, then?
He realised he was merely sitting in the water, which was turning him into gooseflesh.
“I warn you, I am about to rise from this bath and stand up in all my glory.” He started to rise, but stopped. “You may wish to look, seeing as you are not missish.”
He tried to make it sound like a jest, although he wanted her to look at him with a desire matching his own of her.
Because of the cold water, however, a part of him was not showing to its greatest advantage. In fact, it had no glory at all.
“I’ll look away,” She kept her back to him while he dried himself and donned his shirt and trousers.
“It feels glorious to be clean, does it not?” she said.
“Indeed,” he agreed, pressing his hand to his ribs. “But I would be happier if I had a clean shirt.” He picked up one of the packages and walked over to the bureau upon which sat a mirror, a pitcher and a bowl.
She switched to the hairbrush and turned around again. “It must be wretched wearing the same shirt.”
He smiled at her. “It is not that bad. It merely smells like the devil.” He rubbed his chin. “I suppose I shall have to shave myself. Now that is a wretched prospect.”
He unwrapped the package and took out a shaving cup, brush and razor. She picked up the soap and brought it to him, her long dark hair falling about her shoulders in soft waves. He wanted to touch it again. In fact, he wanted to grab a fistful of it.
Their gazes caught for a second when she handed him the soap. She lowered her eyes and walked back to her chair.
He took a deep breath and started to lather his face. “It is a fortunate thing my valet developed a toothache on the day we were to leave for Dublin.”
“I meant to ask you if anyone accompanied you,” she said in a sober voice.
“No one.” Thank God, because he did not wish to have more lives on his conscience. Chin and cheeks lathered, he turned away from the mirror to look at her.
“I am glad of it,” she murmured.
“I am as well,” he responded.
He turned back to the mirror and scraped at his beard. “Pomroy and I once went two weeks without shaving.” He made another stroke with the razor. “We went to one of my hunting lodges, but it rained like the devil. There was nothing to do so we drank great quantities of brandy and grew beards.”
She giggled. “I wonder you had the energy for it.”
“We wagered to see who could grow the longest beard in two weeks.” He smiled. “I won it.”
“Who was charged with measuring?”
“Our poor valets.” He laughed. “We made them switch.” He twirled his finger for emphasis. “Pomroy’s valet measured my beard and my valet measured Pomroy’s. It made the two men very nervous.”
He scraped at his cheek some more until his face was nearly clean of soap, except for tiny lines here and there. He rinsed off with the clean water and dried his face.
He presented himself to her. “How did I do?”
To his surprise, she reached up to stroke his face. “You did well,” she murmured.
The part of him that had retreated during his bath retreated no more. He leaned closer to her, so close he saw the lines of light and dark blue in her eyes. Her hand stilled, but her fingers still touched his cheek.
He wanted to breathe her name into the decreasing space between them, if only he knew it.
There was a loud knock on the door.
“Deuce,” he murmured instead.
He walked to the door. “Who is it?”
“It is Mrs Gwynne, lamb. If you are finished with your bathing, we’ve come to fetch the tub.”
He glanced over to Miss Brown. She nodded.
“You may fetch the tub.” He opened the door.
Removing the bath was almost as laborious as filling it had been. The maids had to make several trips. The towels were gathered up for laundering and, when all this was accomplished, Mr Gwynne appeared to carry the copper tub out of the room. Mrs Gwynne remained the whole time, chatting in her friendly way, pleased, Tanner suspected, that she had made her guests so happy.
“Now,” the innkeeper’s wife went on. “If you would care to come to the taproom, we have a nice supper. We also could give you a private parlour for dining. Or, if you prefer, we’ll bring the food to you here.”
“It shall be as my wife desires.” He turned to Miss Brown.
As his wife desires, Marlena repeated to herself, her heart pounding at the way his voice dipped low when he spoke the word wife. He spoke the word softly, intimately, as if he had indeed kissed her as he had been about to do. Her whole body tingled with excitement.
“I should like to stay here,” Marlena responded.
She did not want to break this spell, this camaraderie between them, this atmosphere that had almost led to a kiss.
“We are commanded, Mrs Gwynne.” Tanner smiled at the woman.
Marlena enjoyed Tanner’s teasing manner. She and Eliza had not known of his good humour all those years ago, something that would undoubtedly have given them more to sigh over. Now his light-heartedness made her forget she was running for her life.
Mrs Gwynne said, “We shall be back directly.”
After she left, Marlena asked, “Did you truly agree, Tanner? With having supper here in the room?”
He walked back to her, and lowered himself in the chair adjacent to the one she had been sitting in. He winced as he stretched out his long legs. “I wanted to do what you wanted.”
She did not miss that his sides still pained him.
“It is just that my hair is not yet dry,” she rattled on. “And I do not wish to put it up yet.” And also that she liked being alone with him in this temporary haven.
“You do not have to convince me. Your desire of it is sufficient.” His eyes rested softly upon her.
Her desires had never been sufficient for her husband to do what she asked. Early in her marriage she’d learned that Corland’s desires took precedence and that she must do what he wanted or he would be in a foul mood. Later in their three-year marriage, she had not cared enough to attempt to please him.
It occurred to her that she had been on the run for as long as she had been married. In a way, Corland still directed her life. It was a mystery to her why Wexin had killed Corland, but because of it, she was on the run.
Marlena fiddled
