he asked, cutting through the melancholy like a knife. He was smiling again and a smiling Jeremiah Stone was a difficult temptation to resist. Like saying no to chocolate-covered potato chips, or a clearance sale at Macy’s. And it’s not like she had better things to do.
“I’d love a beer.”
“Great.” He took a big step over the laundry. “Let’s hope Reese didn’t drink them all.”
She followed him into the kitchen, which was in about the same shape as the living room. Not dirty, really, just very cluttered. Plates filled a drying rack and cups littered the sink. A round table on the far end of the room was covered in backpacks and schoolbooks. A plate with half a peanut-butter-and-jelly sandwich sat on a chair.
Jeremiah was a daddy. The sexiest daddy on the planet, which she still couldn’t get her head around.
“Here you go,” Jeremiah said, handing her a beer. “Let’s have—” He turned to look at the table and winced. “It’s nice out, let’s sit on the porch.”
“Sounds good,” she said.
He slid open the sliding glass door and she tried not to notice the casual nature of his strength, the way the worn T-shirt flowed like water over muscles that bunched and released every time he moved.
“Lucy?” Her eyes jerked to his and she caught him laughing. At her. What the hell, she thought, grinning back at him, the man had to be used to being stared at. Men who looked like him got stared at. It was a rule. “You coming?”
“Right behind you.”
The porch was a wide patio filled with more sporting equipment. Jeremiah sat down at the table and she sat next to him. The air was cool and found her skin under the thin jersey, but sitting close to Jeremiah was like sitting next to sun-warmed rock.
“So, Lucy Alatore, what brings you back to the Rocky M?”
“A girl can’t long for the scent of cattle poop in the morning?”
“Not girls like you.”
She felt him eyeing her feathered earrings, the bangles on her arms, her leggings and high-heeled boots. Around here she was exotic. Freaky almost. Not that it bothered her.
“That is true, Jeremiah. That is true.”
“How long are you staying?”
She shrugged. “We’re not in any rush.” No rush at all to get back to the mess she’d made.
“We?”
“Mom and me. She moved to Los Angeles with me when I went.”
“Your sister says your jewelry business is doing great. You’re the toast of SoCal.” Jeremiah smiled at her.
My sister has no idea what she’s talking about, she thought, but what Lucy said to Jeremiah was, “She’s proud,” and left it at that.
“I bought a girlfriend one of your necklaces,” he said, and she nearly spat out her beer.
“Really?”
“Those pretty little horseshoe ones? I liked ’em.”
Those pretty little horseshoe necklaces had been her Waterloo. Her Achilles’ heel. The snake hidden in tall grass. “Well, I should have gotten you to endorse me.”
“You didn’t need me. Those necklaces were all over Hollywood.”
There was no way she was going to ruin this moonlight by talking about those necklaces. She looked at him sideways and changed the subject. “I have a hard time imagining you in Hollywood.”
“That’s where the pretty girls are.” He waggled his eyebrows but then stared at his boots. “I was only there for a while. The relationship didn’t last much past that necklace I gave her.”
“You didn’t like it?”
“No, I really liked your necklace—”
She laughed. “Los Angeles.”
“Good God, no.” He shuddered. “Not my scene at all.”
“That city must have loved you, though.” With that hair and those eyes, the way he moved, part cowboy, part cat, but all man. Casting agents must have fallen over themselves to get to him. To say nothing of the women.
“What about you?” he asked.
“That city does not love me.” If there was one thing she could be sure of it was that Los Angeles barely knew she’d been there, which was such a bitter disappointment when she’d gone intending to light the streets on fire. And she’d been close. So damn close.
She spun the bottle between her hands. Her chest ached as if there was someone standing on her rib cage. I guess that’s what failure feels like.
“Hey.” His shoulder nudged hers, his heat a wave through her body that shook her out of her musings. “This is the closest I’ve been to a date in months so please don’t cry. If you do, I’ll probably start, and I’ve sworn off crying on dates.”
Charmed, despite her crap mood, she smiled at him. “Does that get you laid?” she asked. “Crying on dates?”
“No, actually. It’s a very effective birth control.”
He was watching her, a strange smile on his face. It was as if he’d turned around and found a treasure sitting on this porch next to him and for a long moment she got lost in the blue of his eyes.
I’m going to kiss him, she thought, delighted by the idea. Drunk on the notion. Before leaving his house tonight, she was going to taste this man.
She was a serial monogamist—hadn’t had a one-night stand in fifteen years. For her, it was one long-term relationship after the other. She didn’t just date, she contemplated marriage over dessert. But she did like to kiss.
Her life hadn’t been very easy the past few months. Stress and worry and regret and fear had worn her down to the bone and she’d grown so used to the sensation that sitting here, contemplating kissing a gorgeous cowboy in the moonlight, seemed like the sweetest relief.
He lifted a finger and brushed back a long strand of dark hair that had fallen over her eye.
Her skin sizzled at his touch and the rest of her body cried out in jealousy.
“You remind me of Hollywood,” he murmured.
“What do you mean?” she whispered, so lost in his eyes that if she was being insulted, she didn’t care.
“Beautiful and sad, all at the same time.”
She cleared her throat and looked away. It was one thing to kiss a handsome cowboy in the moonlight. It was another thing to have him see her so clearly.
“So how did you end up with a drunk cowboy on your couch?” She rolled the bottle between her hands, liking the click of the glass against her rings.
