she. “He is dead!”
Then she began to cry, and I almost let her fall.
“Dead,” repeated I. “Marie, do you know what it is to be dead?”
“Yes, sir,” answered she; “it is to be in the churchyard, and in heaven.”
Then she continued, “I pray to the good God for him night and morning at mamma’s knees.”
I kissed her forehead.
“Marie, say your prayers.”
“I must not, sir; prayers must not be said in the middle of the day; come this evening and I will say them to you.”
This was too much, and I interrupted her.
“Marie, it is I that am your papa.”
“Oh,” answered she.
I added—
“Do you not wish that I should be your papa?”
I covered her with tears and kisses. She endeavoured to disengage herself from my embrace, crying—
“Your beard hurts me.”
Then I put her once more upon my knees, and, looking into her eyes, asked her—
“Marie, do you know how to read?”
“Yes,” answered she, “I can read; mamma taught me my letters.”
“Come, read a little,” said I, showing her a paper that she had crumpled up in her hand.
She shook her little head.
“I can only read fables,” said she.
“Never mind, try, come, let us see.”
She unfolded the paper, and began to spell it out, pointing to each letter with her finger.
“S, E, N, sen; T, E, N, C, E–”
I snatched it from her hand. It was the sentence of death that she was reading to me, and her nurse had bought the paper for a penny. It would cost me more than that.
No words can describe my feelings. My violence frightened the child. She almost wept. Suddenly she exclaimed, “Give me back my piece of paper; I want it for a plaything.”
I gave her to the nurse. “Take her away,” I cried. Then I fell back in my chair, gloomy, worn-out, and desperate. Let them come now, I care for nothing; the last link that binds me to life is broken, they can do what they like with me.
CHAPTER XLII
The priest is kind, and the gaoler, too, has his tender side. I believe that they both shed a tear, as I told the nurse to take away my child.
It is over; now I have only to strengthen myself, and to think boldly of the executioner, of the cart, of the gendarmes, of the crowd on the bridge, of the crowd on the quay, of the crowd at the windows, and of that crowd which has assembled expressly for me on the Place de Grêve, which might be paved with the heads that have fallen there. I think that I have a whole hour to accustom myself to these thoughts.
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