I ever think I can, I won’t go straight to the rooftop/window thing. I’ll be smart enough to start on the ground first, see if it works.’
Paul laughed. ‘Bill Hicks.’
‘An homage, yes.’ She paused. ‘Shit. One thing. Can you talk talk?’
‘Sure, go ahead.’
‘Did you keep anything I sent you when … you know … over those six months …’ said Ren. When we nearly had an affair.
He paused. ‘Why do you ask?’
‘I’m just asking.’
‘OK. You gave me one CD. Celine Dion –’
‘Shut up.’
‘OK. One CD – Dropkick Murphys, which I loved; two DVDs – that Swedish one I had to read, thank you very much. And The Station Agent. And whatever that book was. And yeah, of course I kept them. I thought they were all great. Apart from the book. Why do you ask? Do you want them back?’
‘I guess I was talking about the phone.’
‘The piece-of-shit throwaway? Well, it lived up to its name. I threw it away.’
If I ask him when, he will know.
‘You didn’t write down the texts I sent you or anything before you got rid of it?’ said Ren.
‘Because I’m not a fourteen-year-old girl, no. I did not. You ain’t all that.’
Ren laughed. ‘I know they were all just bullshitty and non-… whatever, but …’
‘But what?’
‘Nothing.’
‘OK, then.’
‘Are your emails, like –’
‘If you’re going to ask me are my emails secure, I will now think you are crazy. What is your –’
‘Nothing! I just …’
‘What?’
‘Nothing. G’bye.’
‘You’re nuts. You know that. G’bye.’
Ren sat back down and threw the phone on the bed beside her. She only had Paul’s word that he had gotten rid of that cellphone. But it had come from the mouth of the same man who’d told her he didn’t know Jean Transom. Ren held a hand across her stomach and inhaled deeply. If anyone had asked, she would have said that she trusted Paul Louderback one hundred per cent. She couldn’t say that about everyone. And now she was worried that she couldn’t even say it about him.
And where does that leave me?
Malcolm Wardwell sat at the edge of his seat in the interview room of the Sheriff’s Office. Ren opened the door and closed the distance between them as quickly as possible. She was sitting down before Gressett had closed the door behind him.
‘Hello, Mr Wardwell. As you know, I’m Special Agent Ren Bryce, this is Special Agent Gressett from Glenwood Springs. And we’re investigating the murder of Jean Transom.’
Wardwell nodded.
She slid the news clipping toward him.
He blinked slowly. ‘Why are you showing me this?’ His tone was tired, resigned.
‘What do you know about Jennifer Mayer and Ruth Sleight?’
‘Same as everyone else,’ he said. ‘The same as everyone else.’
Ren waited.
‘Oh, come on,’ said Malcolm. ‘I turned on my TV set every night for three weeks and saw those beauti— those …’ He shook his head. ‘I can’t even call them two beautiful little girls without everyone looking crooked at me. All I know is that they may have been abducted and that they came home. And that they were OK.’
‘Do you believe that they were OK?’ said Ren.
‘No, I don’t. Sadly, I don’t.’
‘Since I last spoke with you,’ said Ren, ‘I’ve discovered your name was on a list that Jean Transom had in connection with the case.’
‘What?’
Ren nodded.
He paused. ‘Can you show me the photo of Jean Transom again?’
‘Yes.’ Ren handed it to him.
‘Like I said, she was in my store,’ said Malcolm, ‘I do not recall ever seeing her before that. The facts, as far as I’m concerned, is that once – once – I was arrested because of … the … child porn charges. Not for laying a finger on an actual child. Not for harming a hair on a child’s head …’ Tears welled in his eyes. He swiped them away. ‘That arrest was one year before these girls disappeared. And yes, I was brought in after those girls disappeared – by Frisco PD, as I am sure you know. But not by the FBI and not by Jean Transom. Yes, I watched the progress of that case on television, but it was from a rented house my wife and I were staying at in Florida. All of this I proved, and the record is there.’
I have those records, but I wanted to see your face.
Wardwell shifted forward in his chair.
‘Have you no trust in what the officers working the case believed?’ said Malcolm.
‘I’m not here to talk about the officers who ran the case, Mr Wardwell.’
He shook his head. ‘This is ridiculous.’
‘Moving on,’ said Ren. ‘I’d like to talk to you about the charity work you do for –’
‘It’s not really charity –’
‘Well, it is,’ said Ren. ‘You give stuff away for free to needy people.’
‘Right, but I’m not a formal charity.’
‘I know that. I just want to hear how it all works.’
‘OK. Well, my son Jason and I get some things together, head up the mountains and bring clothes or food, warm drinks, whatever, to the old guys living up in the cabins or tents around there.’
‘When do you do this?’ said Ren.
‘Maybe once or twice a month. My wife makes the food, so it could be she’s made a big batch of chili and has some to spare. Or it could be that it’s the end of sale season at the store, so we have some clothes to give away. Or there’s a major dip in temperature and we’re worried some of those old guys are
