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NICOLA BARKER
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A Transparent Novel
For my Dad, Derek Royston Barker,
For Ben Thompson’s Dad, the Right Revd Jim, and for Tina Miller’s Dad, Dick, who stood helplessly by, as a boy, and watched an illusionist die.
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I couldn’t even begin to tell you why, exactly, but my head was suddenly buzzing with the opening few lines of Jack Schaefer’s Shane (his ‘Classic Novel of the American West’. Remember?). I was thinking how incredibly precise those first lines were, and yet how crazily effortless they seemed; Schaefer’s style (his – ahem – ‘voice’), so enviably understated, his artistic (if I may be so bold as to use this word, and so early in our acquaintance) ‘vision’ so totally (and I mean totally) unflinching.
‘I have huge balls.’
That’s what the text’s shouting:
‘I have huge balls, d’ya hear me? I have huge fucking balls, and I love them, and I have nothing else to prove here.’
The rest – as they say – is all gravy.
Because let’s face it, when you’ve got balls that size, you automatically develop a strange kind of moral authority, a gung-ho-ness (for want of a better word), a special intellectual certainty, which is very, very seductive to all those tight-arsed and covetous Princess-Tiny-Meats out there (the Little-Balls, and the No-Balls – Good God, let’s not forget about them, eh?).
I don’t make the rules, okay? I’m just a dispassionate observer of the Human Animal. If you feel the urge to argue this point (you’re at perfect liberty to do so), then why not write a detailed letter to Ms Germaine Greer? (That’s it, love, you run off and fetch your nice, green biro…Yeah. And I’m sure she’d just love to read it, once she’s finally finished rimming that gorgeous teenager…)
Schaefer (to get back to my point), as a writer, simply jumps, feet-first, straight into the guts of the thing.
If I might just…uh…quote something, to try and illustrate (and this is entirely from memory, so bear with me)…
‘He rode into our Valley in the summer of ’89. I was just a kid back then, barely as tall as our perimeter fence…’
Yes. So that’s a really (Ouch, no…I mean a really) rough approximation of the original (I can’t find my copy. And don’t sue me, Jack, if you’re still alive and misquotation is the one thing that keeps you up at night. Or – worse still – if you’re some crusty bastard working in the copyright department of some big-ass publishers in Swindon who just loves to get his rocks off prose-cuting over this kind of harmless, well-meaning shite: it’s meant to be a tribute to the man, so will you maybe just cut me a little slack here?).
It’s a rough approximation (as I believe I already emphasised), but I’m sure you get the gist of the thing…
Let’s cut it right back to the bone then, shall we?
He. Yeah? The first word: He. That’s him. That’s Shane: The Man.
Just a single, short breath into the narrative, and already he’s here. He’s arrived. It’s Shane. He’s standing right in front of us: completely (quite astonishingly) dimensional.
And
