D’you want a drink while you wait?’
‘Not for now, thanks, Ramona. Later.’ He smiled pleasantly but Ramona did not return it. He turned around while she tended to somebody else’s needs and he nodded at those regulars he was already familiar with. ‘Lovely evening,’ he said to somebody. He scrutinised the ends of his fingers and nervously creased the flap of the brown envelope he was holding that contained the photographs of Ned’s triumph. He wondered what Clover would be wearing.
Of course, she wore the new white dress she’d bought herself. She’d piled up her dark hair in the Pompadour style that emphasised the youthful set of her head and the elegance of her neck.
‘You look beautiful.’
She smiled demurely. ‘I’m glad you approve. Thank you.’
‘I’ve never seen you looking so lovely.’
‘Perhaps you can appreciate why I always hide away from you when I get in from work all grubby in my scruffy clothes. I can look decent. I’d much rather you see me looking this way.’
He looked her up and down admiringly. ‘I’ve seen you decent before – at the wedding, if you recall. But decent is a bit of an understatement, Clover. You look delicious enough to eat. Come on, let’s go for a walk so the world can witness me at the side of somebody so lovely.’
She smiled again and felt her colour rise at his compliments.
‘You don’t mind walking out, do you?’ he asked and she shook her head. ‘There might not be much opportunity to talk later. What time did Ned say he would get here with his family?’
‘About nine.’
‘That gives us an hour. Shall we head for Buffery Park? It’s a lovely evening.’
‘If you like. Give me a minute, though, to get my hat on.’
She went out again and returned wearing a beautiful Leghorn hat, trimmed with field flowers. She wore it tilted slightly to one side, in the manner of the fashionable women she’d seen in pictures in newspapers. Tom said how elegantly she wore it as they stepped out of the Jolly Collier into the warm evening sunshine of George Street and she felt like a queen. They talked at first about Ned’s achievement that morning and how Amos made her laugh with his irreverence. Before they knew it they were near the hothouses of Buffery Park.
The flowerbeds were ablaze with colourful blooms. Clover said how she wished they could have a garden at the Jolly Collier instead of the dreary brewery that overlooked and overwhelmed the rear of the pub.
‘Do you like living in a public house?’ Tom asked.
‘I don’t know any different,’ she replied, stepping over a crack in one of the paviours to avoid bringing bad luck. ‘But I like all the company we get. I see different people all the time. It’s nice getting to know lots of people.’
‘Yours is a decent pub, you know, Clover. It has a reputation for being a good house, as well as for the beer.’
‘Yes, I know. It’s because of my mother, I suppose. The way she’s always run it.’
‘Do you get on all right with her?’
Clover chuckled. ‘She’s a funny woman.’
‘Oh? How is she funny?’
‘In the sense that she seldom smiles, her attitude to folk. She has some funny ideas, mostly about me, it seems. She’s not been so bad since she’s married again. Jake keeps her in check.’
‘What do you think of him?’
‘I like him. He’s very placid, very down-to-earth. He’s certainly good for my mother. Good for me, too. Before he came along I wouldn’t have been allowed to walk out with you, without somebody else with us.’
‘A chaperone? God, how old-fashioned.’
‘Like I say, she’s a funny woman – old-fashioned – a dyed-in-the-wool Victorian. But Jake’s changing all that. Ramona was always allowed to go out apparently, so now I am as well.’ She smiled with the satisfaction of having won some great privilege.
‘So you’ve had no chance to meet sweethearts?’
‘I didn’t say that,’ she answered coyly, half teasing. ‘There have been one or two boys I’ve been sweet on…’ She looked away for she found herself blushing again. ‘How about you?’ she said, diverting him. ‘How many sweethearts have you had?’
‘Oh, hundreds…’
He grinned first and they both burst out laughing.
‘Oh, you have to be truthful, Tom,’ she said. ‘Have you really had lots of sweethearts?’
‘About two.’
‘You mean two hundred?’ she suggested mischievously.
She loved how he laughed at that, how his eyes crinkled at the edges so deliciously.
‘Just two,’ he answered. ‘A girl from Sedgley who was my sweetheart for two years and a girl from Brierley Hill.’
‘Oh? What went wrong?’
‘Well…with the girl from Sedgley there were too many instances where we didn’t see eye to eye. Too many arguments over nothing, too many unreasonable requests, too many times I was taken for granted when I’d gone out of my way to do things for her and her family. There was too much incompatibility, Clover. We would never have made each other happy. So I ended it.’
‘And the girl from Brierley Hill?’
A couple of sparrows descended into one of the flowerbeds they were approaching, twittering angrily at each other as they squabbled over a worm, then just as rapidly took flight again, the one hurtling after the other.
‘Maud…’ He sighed. ‘Maud didn’t play quite by the rules. While I was conscientiously trying to nurture our relationship she sought extra attentions in the arms of one of my friends.’
‘She was being unfaithful?’
‘Yes, she was being unfaithful. Seriously unfaithful as it turned out. Six weeks after we split up she married the bloke, already pregnant. And the child certainly wasn’t mine.’
‘I imagine you were upset, Tom.’
‘I was engaged to be married to her. I was in love with her. Yes, I was upset.’
‘And you had no idea what was going on behind your back?’
‘Not then. Oh, looking back now I can see there were lots of clues, but I was oblivious to them. I imagined her not wanting me to touch her was a passing phase – something all women go through. I thought the reasons she gave not to see me sometimes on our regular nights were genuine, and I never challenged them. Oh, there were lots of little things – insignificant on their own, but when you view them as a whole, a different picture develops.’
‘It’s a shame you had to go through all
