He took another swallow from the bottle which was now half-empty and guffawed harshly. ‘I remember Ernie Hemingway saying something once about finishing like a man, standing up straight on your two hind legs and spitting right into the eye of the whole lousy universe.’ He swung round, half-drunk and more than a little aggressive. ‘And what do you think of that then, Joe, baby? What’s the old world viewpoint on the weighty matter of life and death, or have you no statement to make at this time?’
‘I’ve seen death if that’s what you mean,’ I said. ‘It was always painful and usually ugly. Any kind of life is preferable to that.’
‘Is that a fact now?’ He nodded gravely, a strange glazed expression in his eyes and said softly, ‘But what if there’s nothing left?’
And then he leaned forward, the eyes starting from his head, saliva streaking his beard and cried hoarsely, ‘What have you got to say to that, eh?’
There was nothing I could say, nothing that would help the terrible despair in those eyes. For a long moment he crouched there in the bottom of the boat staring at me and then he turned and hurled the bottle high into the air and back towards the green iceberg. It bounced on a lower slope, flashed once like fire in the sunlight and was swallowed up.
As we approached the Stella, Sørensen and Ilana Eytan came out of the wheelhouse and stood at the rail waiting for us. Desforge raised his arm in greeting and she waved.
‘Ilana baby, this is wonderful,’ he cried as we swung alongside and I tossed the end of the painter to Sørensen.
Desforge was up the ladder and over the rail in a matter of seconds and when I arrived she was tight in his arms looking smaller than ever in contrast to his great bulk.
And she had changed again. Her eyes sparkled and her cheeks were touched with fire. In some extraordinary manner she was alive in a way she simply had not been before. He lifted her in his two hands as easily as if she had been a child and kissed her.
‘Angel, you look good enough to eat,’ he said as he put her down. ‘Let’s you and me go below for a drink and you can tell me all the news from back home.’
For a moment I was forgotten as they disappeared down the companionway and Sørensen said, ‘So she is staying?’
‘Looks like it,’ I said.
‘When do you want to start back?’
‘There’s no great rush. I’ll refuel, then I’ll have a shower and something to eat.’
He nodded. ‘I’ll get you the evening weather report on the radio from Søndre tower.’
He went into the wheelhouse and I dropped back into the whaleboat, started the engine and turned towards the shore feeling slightly depressed as I remembered the expression in Ilana’s eyes when Desforge had kissed her. Perhaps it was because I’d seen it once already that day when Gudrid Rasmussen had looked at Arnie, offering herself completely without saying a word, and I didn’t like the implication.
God knows why. At the moment the only thing I could have said with any certainty was that in spite of her habitual aggressiveness, her harshness, I liked her. On the other hand if there was one thing I had learned from life up to and including that precise point in time, it was that nothing is ever quite as simple as it looks.
I thought about that for a while, rather grimly, and then the whaleboat grounded on the shingle and I got out and set to work.
I didn’t see any sign of Desforge or the girl when I returned to the Stella and I went straight below to the cabin I’d been in the habit of using on previous visits. It had been cold working out there on the exposed beach with the wind coming in off the sea and I soaked the chill from my bones in a hot shower for ten or fifteen minutes, then got dressed again and went along to the main saloon.
Desforge was sitting at the bar alone reading a letter, a slight, fixed frown on his face. He still hadn’t changed and the blanket he had wrapped around himself in the whaleboat lay at the foot of the high stool as if it had slipped from his shoulder.
I hesitated in the doorway and he glanced up and saw me in the mirror behind the bar and swung round on the stool. ‘Come on in, Joe.’
‘So you got your letter,’ I said.
‘Letter?’ He stared at me blankly for a moment.
‘The letter you were expecting from Milt Gold.’
‘Oh, this?’ He held up the letter, then folded it and replaced it in its envelope. ‘Yes, Ilana delivered it by hand.’
‘Not bad news I hope.’
‘Not really – there’s been a further delay in setting things up, that’s all.’ He put the letter in his pocket and reached over the bar for a bottle. ‘Tell me, Joe, how much longer have we got before the winter sets in and pack ice becomes a big problem and so on.’
‘You mean up here around Disko?’
‘No, I mean on the coast generally.’
‘That all depends.’ I shrugged. ‘Conditions fluctuate from year to year, but on the whole you’re clear till the end of September.’
He seemed genuinely astonished. ‘But that would give me another six or seven weeks. You’re sure about that?’
‘I should be – this is my third summer remember. August and September are the best months of the season. Highest mean temperatures, least problem with pack ice and so on.’
‘Well that’s great,’ he said. ‘Milt thinks they should be ready to go by the end of September.’
‘Which means you can hang on here and keep your creditors at bay till then,’ I said.
‘They’ll sing a different tune when I’m working and the shekels start pouring in again.’ He seemed to have recovered all his old spirits and went behind the bar and poured himself another drink. ‘You flying back tonight, Joe?’
I nodded. ‘No choice, I’ve got two charter trips arranged for tomorrow already and there could be more when I get back.’
‘That’s too bad. You’ll stay over for dinner?’
‘I don’t see why not.’
‘Good – I’ll settle up with you first, then I’ll take a shower and change. How much is it this time?’
‘Seven-fifty including the supplies.’
He opened a small safe that stood under the bar and took out a plain black cash box. It was one of the strange and rather puzzling things about him, this insistence on paying cash on the barrel for everything. His financial position may have been pretty rotten everywhere else in the world, but on the Greenland coast he didn’t owe a cent. He opened the box, took out a wad of notes that obviously contained several thousand dollars and peeled off eight hundred dollar bills.
