The Complete Poetical Works. Томас Харди

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they say, draw severed souls together.”

       I said, “Dear, we’ll dream it so.”

      Each one’s hand the other’s grasping,

       And a mutual forgiveness won, we sank to silent thought,

       A large content in us that seemed our rended lives reclasping,

       And contracting years to nought.

      Till I, maybe overweary

       From the lateness, and a wayfaring so full of strain and stress

       For one no longer buoyant, to a peak so steep and eery,

       Sank to slow unconsciousness . . .

      How long I slept I knew not,

       But the brief warm summer night had slid when, to my swift surprise,

       A red upedging sun, of glory chambered mortals view not,

       Was blazing on my eyes,

      From the Milton Woods to Dole-Hill

       All the spacious landscape lighting, and around about my feet

       Flinging tall thin tapering shadows from the meanest mound and mole-hill,

       And on trails the ewes had beat.

      She was sitting still beside me,

       Dozing likewise; and I turned to her, to take her hanging hand;

       When, the more regarding, that which like a spectre shook and tried me

       In her image then I scanned;

      That which Time’s transforming chisel

       Had been tooling night and day for twenty years, and tooled too well,

       In its rendering of crease where curve was, where was raven, grizzle—

       Pits, where peonies once did dwell.

      She had wakened, and perceiving

       (I surmise) my sigh and shock, my quite involuntary dismay,

       Up she started, and—her wasted figure all throughout it heaving—

       Said, “Ah, yes: I am thus by day!

      “Can you really wince and wonder

       That the sunlight should reveal you such a thing of skin and bone,

       As if unaware a Death’s-head must of need lie not far under

       Flesh whose years out-count your own?

      “Yes: that movement was a warning

       Of the worth of man’s devotion!—Yes, Sir, I am old,” said she, “And the thing which should increase love turns it quickly into scorning— And your new-won heart from me!”

      Then she went, ere I could call her,

       With the too proud temper ruling that had parted us before,

       And I saw her form descend the slopes, and smaller grow and smaller,

       Till I caught its course no more . . .

      True; I might have dogged her downward;

       —But it may be (though I know not) that this trick on us of Time Disconcerted and confused me.—Soon I bent my footsteps townward, Like to one who had watched a crime.

      Well I knew my native weakness,

       Well I know it still. I cherished her reproach like physic-wine,

       For I saw in that emaciate shape of bitterness and bleakness

       A nobler soul than mine.

      Did I not return, then, ever?—

       Did we meet again?—mend all?—Alas, what greyhead perseveres!—

       Soon I got the Route elsewhither.—Since that hour I have seen her never:

       Love is lame at fifty years.

      A Trampwoman’s Tragedy

       Table of Contents

      (182–)

      I

      From Wynyard’s Gap the livelong day,

       The livelong day,

       We beat afoot the northward way

       We had travelled times before.

       The sun-blaze burning on our backs,

       Our shoulders sticking to our packs,

       By fosseway, fields, and turnpike tracks

       We skirted sad Sedge-Moor.

      II

      Full twenty miles we jaunted on,

       We jaunted on,—

       My fancy-man, and jeering John,

       And Mother Lee, and I.

       And, as the sun drew down to west,

       We climbed the toilsome Poldon crest,

       And saw, of landskip sights the best,

       The inn that beamed thereby.

      III

      For months we had padded side by side,

       Ay, side by side

       Through the Great Forest, Blackmoor wide,

       And where the Parret ran.

       We’d faced the gusts on Mendip ridge,

       Had crossed the Yeo unhelped by bridge,

       Been stung by every Marshwood midge,

       I and my fancy-man.

      IV

      Lone inns we loved, my man and I,

       My man and I;

       “King’s Stag,” “Windwhistle” high and dry,

       “The Horse” on Hintock Green,

       The cosy house at Wynyard’s Gap,

       “The Hut” renowned on Bredy Knap,

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