The Complete Works of John Keats: Poems, Plays & Personal Letters. John Keats

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my sweet, and lull thee: yes,

       I am too flinty-hard for thy nice touch:

       My tenderest squeeze is but a giant’s clutch.

       So, fairy-thing, it shall have lullabies

       Unheard of yet; and it shall still its cries

       Upon some breast more lily-feminine. Oh, no–it shall not pine, and pine, and pine

       More than one pretty, trifling thousand years;

       And then ‘twere pity, but fate’s gentle shears

       Cut short its immortality. Sea-flirt!

       Young dove of the waters! truly I’ll not hurt

       One hair of thine: see how I weep and sigh,

       That our heart-broken parting is so nigh.

       And must we part? Ah, yes, it must be so.

       Yet ere thou leavest me in utter woe,

       Let me sob over thee my last adieus, And speak a blessing: Mark me! Thou hast thews

       Immortal, for thou art of heavenly race:

       But such a love is mine, that here I chase

       Eternally away from thee all bloom

       Of youth, and destine thee towards a tomb.

       Hence shalt thou quickly to the watery vast;

       And there, ere many days be overpast,

       Disabled age shall seize thee; and even then

       Thou shalt not go the way of aged men;

       But live and wither, cripple and still breathe Ten hundred years: which gone, I then bequeath

       Thy fragile bones to unknown burial.

       Adieu, sweet love, adieu!”–As shot stars fall,

       She fled ere I could groan for mercy. Stung

       And poisoned was my spirit: despair sung

       A war-song of defiance ‘gainst all hell.

       A hand was at my shoulder to compel

       My sullen steps; another ‘fore my eyes

       Moved on with pointed finger. In this guise

       Enforced, at the last by ocean’s foam I found me; by my fresh, my native home.

       Its tempering coolness, to my life akin,

       Came salutary as I waded in;

       And, with a blind voluptuous rage, I gave

       Battle to the swollen billow-ridge, and drave

       Large froth before me, while there yet remain’d

       Hale strength, nor from my bones all marrow drain’d.

      “Young lover, I must weep–such hellish spite

       With dry cheek who can tell? While thus my might

       Proving upon this element, dismay’d, Upon a dead thing’s face my hand I laid;

       I look’d–’twas Scylla! Cursed, cursed Circe!

       O vulture-witch, hast never heard of mercy?

       Could not thy harshest vengeance be content,

       But thou must nip this tender innocent

       Because I lov’d her?–Cold, O cold indeed

       Were her fair limbs, and like a common weed

       The sea-swell took her hair. Dead as she was

       I clung about her waist, nor ceas’d to pass

       Fleet as an arrow through unfathom’d brine, Until there shone a fabric crystalline,

       Ribb’d and inlaid with coral, pebble, and pearl.

       Headlong I darted; at one eager swirl

       Gain’d its bright portal, enter’d, and behold!

       ’Twas vast, and desolate, and icy-cold;

       And all around–But wherefore this to thee

       Who in few minutes more thyself shalt see?–

       I left poor Scylla in a niche and fled.

       My fever’d parchings up, my scathing dread

       Met palsy half way: soon these limbs became Gaunt, wither’d, sapless, feeble, cramp’d, and lame.

      “Now let me pass a cruel, cruel space,

       Without one hope, without one faintest trace

       Of mitigation, or redeeming bubble

       Of colour’d phantasy; for I fear ’twould trouble

       Thy brain to loss of reason: and next tell

       How a restoring chance came down to quell

      One half of the witch in me.

      “On a day,

      Sitting upon a rock above the spray, I saw grow up from the horizon’s brink

       A gallant vessel: soon she seem’d to sink

       Away from me again, as though her course

       Had been resum’d in spite of hindering force–

       So vanish’d: and not long, before arose

       Dark clouds, and muttering of winds morose.

       Old Eolus would stifle his mad spleen,

       But could not: therefore all the billows green

       Toss’d up the silver spume against the clouds.

       The tempest came: I saw that vessel’s shrouds In perilous bustle; while upon the deck

       Stood trembling creatures. I beheld the wreck;

       The final gulphing; the poor struggling souls:

       I heard their cries amid loud thunder-rolls.

       O they had all been sav’d but crazed eld

       Annull’d my vigorous cravings: and thus quell’d

       And curb’d, think on’t, O Latmian! did I sit

       Writhing with pity, and a cursing fit

       Against that hell-born Circe. The crew had gone,

       By one and one,

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