THESE TWAIN. Bennett Arnold
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Hilda was brushing her hair. The bedroom seemed to be full of her and the disorder of her multitudinous things. Whenever he asked why a particular item of her goods was in a particular spot—the spot appearing to him to have been bizarrely chosen—she always proved to her own satisfaction, by a quite improvised argument, that that particular spot was the sole possible spot for that particular item. The bedroom was no longer theirs—it was hers. He picnicked in it. He didn’t mind. In fact he rather liked the picnic. It pleased him to exercise his talent for order and organisation, so as to maintain his own comfort in the small spaces which she left to him. To-night the room was in a divine confusion. He accepted it with pleasure. The beds had not been turned down, because it was improper to turn them down when they were to be used for the deposit of strangers’ finery. On Edwin’s bed now lay the dress which Hilda had taken off. It was a most agreeable object on the bed, and seemed even richer and more complex there than on Hilda. He removed it carefully to a chair. An antique diaphanous shawl remained, which was unfamiliar to him.
“What’s this shawl?” he asked. “I’ve never seen this shawl before. What is it?”
Hilda was busy, her bent head buried in hair.
“Oh, Edwin, what an old fusser you are!” she mumbled. “What shawl?”
He held it up.
“Someone must have left it.”
He proceeded with the turning down of his bed. Then he sat on a chair to regard Hilda.
When she had done her hair she padded across the room and examined the shawl.
“What a precious thing!” she exclaimed. “It’s Mrs. Fearns’s. She must have taken it off to put her jacket on, and then forgotten it. But I’d no idea how good it was. It’s genuine old. I wonder how it would suit me?”
She put it round her shoulders, and then stood smiling, posing, bold, provocative, for his verdict. The whiteness of her deshabille showed through the delicate pattern and tints of the shawl, with a strange effect. For him she was more than a woman; she was the incarnation of a sex. It was marvellous how all she did, all her ideas and her gestures, were so intensely feminine, so sure to perturb or enchant him. Nervously he began to wind his watch. He wanted to spring up and kiss her because she was herself. But he could not. So he said:
“Come here, chit. Let me look at that shawl.”
She obeyed. She knelt acquiescent. He put his watch back into his pocket, and fingered the shawl.
Then she said:
“I suppose one’ll be allowed to grumble at Georgie for locking his bedroom door.” And she said it with a touch of mockery in her clear, precise voice, as though twitting him, and Ingpen too, about their absurd theoretical sense of honour towards children. And there was a touch of fine bitterness in her voice also,—a reminiscence of the old Hilda. Incalculable creature! Who could have guessed that she would make such a remark at such a moment? In his mind he dashed George to pieces. But as a wise male he ignored all her implications and answered casually, mildly, with an affirmative.
She went on:
“What were you talking such a long time to Johnnie Orgreave about?”
“Talking a long time to Johnnie Orgreave? Oh! D’you mean at the front-door? Why, it wasn’t half a minute! He happened to mention a piece of land down at Shawport that I had a sort of a notion of buying.”
“Buying? What for?” Her tone hardened.
“Well, supposing I had to build a new works?”
“You never told me anything about it.”
“I’ve only just begun to think of it myself. You see, if I’m to go in for lithography as it ought to be gone in for, I can’t possibly stay at the shop. I must have more room, and a lot more. And it would be cheaper to build than to rent.”
She stood up.
“Why go in more for lithography?”
“You can’t stand still in business. Must either go forward or go back.”
“It seems to me it’s very risky. I wondered what you were hiding from me.”
“My dear girl, I was not hiding anything from you,” he protested.
“Whose land is it?”
“It belongs to Tobias Hall’s estate.”
“Yes, and I’ve no doubt the Halls would be very glad to get rid of it. Who told you about it?”
“Johnnie.”
“Of course it would be a fine thing for him too.”
“But I’d asked him if he knew of any land going cheap.”
She shrugged her shoulders, and shrugged away the disinterestedness of all Orgreaves.
“Anyone could get the better of you,” she said.
He resented this estimate of himself as a good-natured simpleton. He assuredly did not want to quarrel, but he was obliged to say:
“Oh! Could they?”
An acerbity scarcely intentional somehow entered into his tone. As soon as he heard it he recognised the tone as the forerunner of altercations.
“Of course!” she insisted, superiorly, and then went on: “We’re all right as we are. We spend too much money, but I daresay we’re all right. If you go in for a lot of new things you may lose all we’ve got, and then where shall we be?”
In his heart he said to her:
“What’s it got to do with you? You manage your home, and I’ll manage my business! You know nothing at all about business. You’re the very antithesis of business. Whatever business you’ve ever had to do with you’ve ruined. You’ve no right to judge and no grounds for judgment. It’s odious of you to asperse any of the Orgreaves. They were always your best friends. I should never have met you if it hadn’t been for them. And where would you be now without me? Trying to run some wretched boarding-house and probably starving. Why do you assume that I’m a d——d fool? You always do. Let me tell you that I’m one of the most common-sense men in this town, and everybody knows it except you. Anyhow I was clever enough to get you out of a mess.... You knew I was hiding something from you, did you?