was always a gap in the circle where father had been. Some men, silent, unresponsive, absent-minded and especially absorbed in business, might drop out and not be missed, but Captain Carey was full of vitality, warmth, and high spirits. It is strange so many men think that the possession of a child makes them a father; it does not; but it is a curious and very general misapprehension. Captain Carey was a boy with his boys, and a gallant lover with his girls; to his wife—oh! we will not even touch upon that ground; she never did, to any one or anything but her own heart! Such an one could never disappear from memory, such a loss could never be made wholly good. The only thing to do was to remember father’s pride and justify it, to recall his care for mother and take his place so far as might be; the only thing for all, as the months went on, was to be what mother called the three b’s,—brave, bright, and busy.
To be the last was by far the easiest, for the earliest effort at economy had been the reluctant dismissal of Joanna, the chambermaid. In old-fashioned novels the devoted servant always insisted on remaining without wages, but this story concerns itself with life at a later date. Joanna wept at the thought of leaving, but she never thought of the romantic and illogical expedient of staying on without compensation.
Captain Carey’s salary had been five thousand dollars, or rather was to have been, for he had only attained his promotion three months before his death. There would have been an extra five hundred dollars a year when he was at sea, and on the strength of this addition to their former income he intended to increase the amount of his life insurance, but it had not yet been done when the sudden illness seized him, an illness that began so gently and innocently and terminated with such sudden and unexpected fatality.
The life insurance, such as it was, must be put into the bank for emergencies. Mrs. Carey realized that that was the only proper thing to do when there were four children under fifteen to be considered. The pressing question, however, was how to keep it in the bank, and subsist on a captain’s pension of thirty dollars a month. There was the ten thousand, hers and the Captain’s, in Allan Carey’s business, but Allan was seriously ill with nervous prostration, and no money put into his business ever had come out, even in a modified form. The Admiral was at the other end of the world, and even had he been near at hand Mrs. Carey would never have confided the family difficulties to him. She could hardly have allowed him even to tide her over her immediate pressing anxieties, remembering his invalid sister and his many responsibilities. No, the years until Gilbert was able to help, or Nancy old enough to use her talents, or the years before the money invested with Allan would bring dividends, those must be years of self-sacrifice on everybody’s part; and more even than that, they must be fruitful years, in which not mere saving and economizing, but earning, would be necessary.
It was only lately that Mrs. Carey had talked over matters with the three eldest children, but the present house was too expensive to be longer possible as a home, and the question of moving was a matter of general concern. Joanna had been, up to the present moment, the only economy, but alas! Joanna was but a drop in the necessary bucket.
On a certain morning in March Mrs. Carey sat in her room with a letter in her lap, the children surrounding her. It was from Mr. Manson, Allan Carey’s younger partner; the sort of letter that dazed her, opening up as it did so many questions of expediency, duty, and responsibility. The gist of it was this: that Allan Carey was a broken man in mind and body; that both for the climate and for treatment he was to be sent to a rest cure in the Adirondacks; that sometime or other, in Mr. Manson’s opinion, the firm’s investments might be profitable if kept long enough, and there was no difficulty in keeping them, for nobody in the universe wanted them at the present moment; that Allan’s little daughter Julia had no source of income whatever after her father’s monthly bills were paid, and that her only relative outside of the Careys, a certain Miss Ann Chadwick, had refused to admit her into her house. “Mr. Carey only asked Miss Chadwick as a last resort,” wrote Mr. Manson, “for his very soul quailed at the thought of letting you, his brother’s widow, suffer any more by his losses than was necessary, and he studiously refused to let you know the nature and extent of his need. Miss Chadwick’s only response to his request was, that she believed in every tub standing on its own bottom, and if he had harbored the same convictions he would not have been in his present extremity. I am telling you this, my dear Mrs. Carey,” the writer went on, “just to get your advice about the child. I well know that your income will not support your own children; what therefore shall we do with Julia? I am a poor young bachelor, with two sisters to support. I shall find a position, of course, and I shall never cease nursing Carey’s various affairs and projects during the time of his exile, but I cannot assume an ounce more of financial responsibility.”
There had been quite a council over the letter, and parts of it had been read more than once by Mrs. Carey, but the children, though very sympathetic with Uncle Allan and loud in their exclamations of “Poor Julia!” had not suggested any remedy for the situation.
“Well,” said Mrs. Carey, folding the letter, “there seems to be but one thing for us to do.”
“Do you mean that you are going to have Julia come and live with us,—be one of the family?” exclaimed Gilbert.
“That is what I want to discuss,” she replied. “You three are the family as well as I.—Come in!” she called, for she heard the swift feet of the youngest petrel ascending the stairs. “Come in! Where is there a sweeter Peter, a fleeter Peter, a neater Peter, than ours, I should like to know, and where a better adviser for the council?”
“Neater, mother! How can you?” inquired Kathleen.
“I meant neater when he is just washed and dressed,” retorted Peter’s mother. “Are you coming to the family council, sweet Pete?”
Peter climbed on his mother’s knee and answered by a vague affirmative nod, his whole mind being on the extraction of a slippery marble from a long-necked bottle.
“Then be quiet, and speak only when we ask your advice,” continued Mrs. Carey. “Unless I were obliged to, children, I should be sorry to go against all your wishes. I might be willing to bear my share of a burden, but more is needed than that.”
“I think,” said Nancy suddenly, aware now of the trend of her mother’s secret convictions, “I think Julia is a smug, conceited, vain, affected little pea—” Here she caught her mother’s eye and suddenly she heard inside of her head or heart or conscience a chime of words. “Next to father!” Making a magnificent oratorical leap she finished her sentence with only a second’s break,—“peacock, but if mother thinks Julia is a duty, a duty she is, and we must brace up and do her. Must we love her, mother, or can we just be good and polite to her, giving her the breast and taking the drumstick? She won’t ever say, ‘Don’t let me rob you!’ like Cousin Ann, when she takes the breast!”
Kathleen looked distinctly unresigned. She hated drumsticks and all that they stood for in life. She disliked the wall side of the bed, the middle seat in the carriage, the heel of the loaf, the underdone biscuit, the tail part of the fish, the scorched end of the omelet. “It will make more difference to me than anybody,” she said gloomily.
“Everything makes more difference to you, Kitty,” remarked Gilbert.
“I mean I’m always fourth when the cake plate’s passed,—in everything! Now Julia’ll be fourth, and I shall be fifth; it’s lucky people can’t tumble off the floor!”
“Poor abused Kathleen!” cried Gilbert. “Well, mother, you’re always right, but I can’t see why you take another one into the family, when we’ve been saying for a week there isn’t even enough for us five to live on. It looks mighty queer to put me in the public school and spend the money you save that way, on Julia!”
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