THE GAY HUSBAND CHECKLISTFOR WOMEN WHO WONDER
BY
BONNIE KAYE, M.Ed.
CCB Publishing British Columbia, Canada
The Gay Husband Checklist for Women Who Wonder
Copyright © 2008 by Bonnie Kaye, M.Ed.
ISBN-13: 978-0-9810246-3-9
Second Edition
Library and Archives Canada Cataloguing in Publication
Kaye, Bonnie, 1951-
The Gay Husband Checklist for Women Who Wonder [electronic resource ] / by Bonnie Kaye. - 2nd ed. Previous title: Is he straight? A checklist for women who wonder. Also available in print format. ISBN 978-0-9810246-3-9 1. Bisexuality in marriage. 2. Closeted gays--Family relationships. 3. Gay men--Family relationships. 4. Gay men--Relations with heterosexual women. 5. Marital conflict. 6. Self-help techniques. I. Title. HQ1035.K38 2008a 306.872 C2008-904755-9
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Publisher: CCB Publishing
British Columbia, Canada
Dedicated to:
• My mother, who always believed in me and insisted I write this book,
• The man in my life who made me believe in myself,
• My family members and friends who encourage me daily,
• And the wonderful women who pass through my chatroom who give me strength and love weekly
Other books by Bonnie Kaye
Doomed Grooms: Gay Husbands of Straight Wives
Man Readers: A Woman’s Guide to Dysfunctional Men
Straight Wives: Shattered Lives
How I Made My Husband Gay: Myths About Straight Wives
CONTENTS
2: Questions Most Asked by Straight Wives About Their Gay Husbands
4: The Checklist for Women Who Attract Gay Men
5: How and Why Women Marry Gay Men
9: Bisexuality - Illusion and Delusion
11: Signs of Cheating Checklist
13: Bonnie’s Straight Talk Columns
A woman enters into a marriage with the hopes, dreams, and plans of a happy and fulfilling life with the man with whom she intends to build a life and family. The central theme surrounding these aspirations is the one of honesty. When the man goes into the marriage with the same goals, but leaves out the honesty piece, the marriage is doomed for both parties and their future children.
Over four million women in this country and millions more throughout the world, unknowingly marry homosexual men only to learn at some point why their marriages are so difficult and problematic. In most cases, these men were aware of their homosexuality before the marriage but were hoping for a “miracle” that would change them. Marriage would be the answer to those ever-present gnawing attractions to men that would mysteriously vanish by wishful thinking. Living the “straight life” could change their impulses towards men because their wives would fulfill their sexual needs.
There’s no treachery intended here. Let’s be logical. We are living in a society that will never accept homosexuality as “normal.” Gay people are openly discriminated against and persecuted. They are looked at as being deviant, distorted, and perverted. Families, friends, and associates often cut them off once the truth is known. Isn’t it worth taking the chance to change this if marriage might be the answer?
In these enlightened times, we still find an abundance of ignorance towards homosexuality. Gay people are still killed and brutalized by homophobic mobs. The majority of the straight community still believes that “gay” is a choice that someone makes. But why would anyone consciously choose a lifestyle that is scorned by so many?
For approximately 25% of gay men, heterosexual sex is possible, even though it is not preferable. These men have the most difficult time coming to terms with their homosexuality because they can “perform” with a woman. They want the chance to live the American dream, but instead, in time, it becomes a nightmare. Two of the most difficult
