The Word "Desire". Rikki Ducornet

      “The flan is delicious,” Roseveine said to our mother, “and so is your little son.” Bending over and peering down under the table she smiled at me meltingly and with her hand caressed my cheek. For one dizzying instant she probed my ear with her little finger. “Your ear is exactly like a Bulla ampulla,” said she.

      So touched were We our eyes welled with tears. “Little husband!” cried Roseveine as We nibbled her instep, “I have fallen in love and decided to divorce Monsieur de la Roulette and—with your mother’s permission—marry”you!„

      We grabbed her calves, and our face pressed to her knees, clung there like a modest echinoderm sans the instinct to travel. For a long moment We stayed there, our thumbs pressed to the rotator bones of her ankles.

      But this charmed moment was interrupted by a roar from Père, the shrill voice of Père’s nurse, a seismic thudding that seemed endless and held us frozen in terror and surprise, and then the sudden appearance of Père himself seething with rage and nearly busting from his bathrobe and Moroccan slippers. Anchored to the doorframe and with all the strength he could muster, Père, visibly approaching exhaustion, bellowed:

      “What is that Jewess doing here?”

      Again Roseveine’s laughter percolated through the air. Standing to face him, she gathered her skirts to her bosom and spreading her legs pissed profusely, her amber water a stunning spectacle recalling the engravings We had seen of the Victoria Falls on the Zambezi and Tisisat on the Blue Nile. Not surprisingly, her piss had the smoky fragrance of Lapsang souchong. This sublimely anarchic act hurtled Père into the vortex of apoplexy; he did not survive the afternoon.

      But this she could not know. For as Père, brittle as mummy, crumbled to his knees, his hands splashing in the steaming puddle she had made, Roseveine sailed off and away, down the balcony steps, into the garden, past the stone fountain, the banks of trees, into the pergola and out the garden gate. She created a void that has never been filled, not even by the persistent memory of her laughter.

      Several months after Père’s demise, Roseveine came to visit one last time. She and her husband were about to leave France for French Canada, where they intended to form a publishing company devoted to the Natural Sciences. Their first publication would be Aster O’Phyton’s Ocean illustrated with lithographs, some of which she had brought along to show me: A Fleet of Medusae, Tubipora Musica, and one which caused us to cry out in terror but also in secret delight: A French Officer Seized by a Gigantic Cuttlefish