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THE RING
ELISABETH HOREM
Translated by Jane Kuntz
DALKEY ARCHIVE PRESS
CHAMPAIGN / LONDON / DUBLIN
CONTENTS
It took only a few minutes for Louise to break the news, not the news he’d wanted to hear.
It came as a complete surprise. And to top it off, Gilles had been hired by an American university.
America, no less.
It looked sunny and warm through the bare window. Louise removed her scarf. Around her neck, she was wearing a small diamond pendant that he recognized immediately. His head throbbed with mute anger.
“What are you smiling about?”
Had he smiled, really? He certainly hadn’t felt like smiling, but since she said he had, fine.
Emboldened by the smile, then, he replied casually:
“Funny that you should be leaving, because it just so happens I’m leaving too. I was actually about to tell you.”
Touché. She raised a skeptical brow, waiting for more. As he was not forthcoming, she asked, “Where to?” with a caustic little laugh.
At first he was tempted to say it was none of her business anymore, but that would have risked sounding brutal, losing him his momentary advantage. So he improvised.
“Tahas.”
He could no longer recall how Gilles and she had met. They had got along from the start. She chided him for being cold toward his brother; she wanted him to ask Gilles out more. One day, he chanced to see them together in a restaurant. They couldn’t see him from where they were sitting, but he had a good view of them thanks to a reflection. They looked like anything but a couple in love. It seemed more like a business lunch. She never said a word about the meeting, nor did he ever bring it up.
Now, there they were, arm in arm, setting off for a new life, one he had trouble imagining. They would be crossing an ocean, leaving him alone on the nether shore. He couldn’t bear the idea, so he had tossed out a city name at random, in order not to be the one left behind.
Again, that old trap of unrequited love.
While waiting for Louise in that café in the old town, Quentin had read the newspaper. He skimmed the headlines distractedly, occasionally glancing out the window. As there was still no sign of Louise, he began looking through the classifieds. One sought a man in his thirties or forties, preferably unmarried, with a college degree (major unspecified). He needed to be flexible and to enjoy travel. Applications were to be sent to Tahas—a city whose very name sounded exotic.
So, sitting there with Louise now, feeling desperate, eye riveted on the pendant that Gilles had dared remove from their mother’s jewelry box, the name of Tahas sprang naturally to mind.
The afternoon was endless, his coworkers tiresome. The telephone’s ring jangled his nerves. Even the April sun that he, like everyone else, had found so delightful now annoyed him. Pretending to have a toothache, he went home.
He devoured a whole bar of chocolate (which he immediately regretted) and wondered whether he wouldn’t have been better off back at work.
Not a day went by that he didn’t relive the terrible, haunting image of a body lying on the sidewalk, covered by a pink raincoat.
He had just turned seven. His mother had sent him to buy some milk. “Careful not to break it,” she had warned, as he set off proudly clutching a large coin in one hand and in the other a net shopping bag with an empty bottle. The store wasn’t far, but with two streets to cross, it was something of an adventure.
He took tiny steps all the way back for fear of dropping the bottle. Thirty years on, he could still feel the cold contact of glass on his bare legs through the netting.
Outside their building, a crowd was gathering around something he couldn’t see. Police were on the scene. He drew closer to have a look, curious but intimidated. He heard someone say, “Oh my God, there’s her kid!” and people began to move away from him, as if terrified.
A woman lay beneath a bright raincoat, a pink color he liked very much, one that little boys were unfortunately never allowed to wear.
His mother had just jumped from the sixth floor. What followed was a muddle in his memory. He must have fallen, for the bottle had broken. A neighbor took him to her place, gave him clean socks, as his were sopping wet with milk, and dabbed his knee with some Mercurochrome. Later, Aunt Cathy would come get him. Gilles was at boarding school, and was spared the sight of their mother laid out under the raincoat. She was wearing the little diamond-studded cloverleaf necklace, that day.
Nothing so ephemeral as news. Take the dailies, for instance: yesterday’s, so avidly sought twenty-four hours ago, are of no interest to anyone today. The new, freshly inked paper makes yesterday’s useless, relegating it to the status of dead pulp, something to wrap your potatoes with, or to line the trash bin.
Quentin had a terrible time obtaining the two-day-old newspaper. To find it, he had to sort through a pile of papers a neighbor had nicely bound and set next to the garbage.
He found the ad he was after, tore it out, and stuffed it in his pocket.
He was somewhat taken aback by the answer he got: a certain Mr. Moser wrote him from Tahas to say that his application had been favorably reviewed and that he himself, director of the Parker Company, would be pleased to welcome him to the staff as of June first.
This all seemed disconcertingly simple. Not a word about what the company actually did. Nor the slightest hint as to what might be expected of him at the workplace. The letter did mention—and this was the only concrete item—that he would need to purchase his own plane ticket, reimbursable upon his signing the contract. Finally, he was asked to kindly confirm his arrival at the earliest convenience.
He had to admit this all sounded like some kind of joke. A joke of his own making, after all. The whole idea of leaving for Tahas had been a complete coincidence, an elaborate lie he had let play out a bit longer by answering the ad. He had never really intended to up and quit his job, to leave the country simply because his lover was marrying his brother. More power to them. The letter from this Moser fellow had brought the whole matter to a close. He should throw it out, and with it the memory of the entire episode.
But what had begun as a hoax had assumed more substance with each passing day, and as he waited for news from Tahas, he had begun to take it seriously.
He reread the letter.
The company
