The Spirit of the Tarot. Claudine Aegerter
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Once self-awareness is born and reasoning happens, light and understanding can come in. Eventually, when our mind has learned to reach the Active Intelligence within the Soul, we look at an object or being and we can see clearly what is behind the form; we perceive its Soul rather than its form. Thus the higher intelligence is devel oped and that thought process feeds itself. Imagination and dreams are important, so as long as there’s a bit of the Saturn element there to keep it real and viable, for the mind fertilises itself from one sim ple understanding. The reality is that it is the perception we put on life’s manifestation that is truly important, rather than the object we are looking at. The thing in front of us is only there to help our mind retrace its steps.
Eventually, when we have removed the consideration of the per sonality, we see things for what they are. If we want to get rid of an addiction and see it for what it is, we should stand in front of the object of our addiction and try to see that part inside us that is saying “I want it”. The object of desire that we thought was real actually isn’t; it is virtual. The trigger to the addiction is the wanting to experience a specific set of feelings, not the object. If we realise that the need to play a game is feeding us, we own it and are at the beginning of transforming our coal into hot fire of sublimation: this is alchemy. The aim is not to separate ourselves, but to absorb the addiction so that we can own our inner drama and dissipate our shadows.
In this world we are addicted to form. It keeps our mind in the virtual world and stops our internalising, so our intelligence is blinded and overshadowed by pictures, there to give ourselves what we want to think. Our lives become driven by phantom forms, which come out of our needs and we let the unscrupulous merchant of false gold dictate our every move and thought! We are poor little stars, lost in a false paradise; let’s reclaim our minds, smile, rise and shine! We only react to the world through what is inside us. We are at the beginning of the great rise in consciousness of mankind. This is a great wakeup call from the Earth to its peo ple. We need to cleanse all the layers of accumulated shadows from the densest matter, to the rarefied mental thoughts of the clever est human being. The light is reaching deep into our history so far and bringing out all the monsters. So as long as we see it from the greater perspective of humanity and the Earth being one body, we can help the process by not interfering through blame, criticism or judgment.
Jesus, the Soul, said that we have to hate the world in order to reach the divine mind; this does work if we can see hate not as a feel ing, but as a tool which enables us to cut away from the drama of the past and embrace the work with a more compassionate mind.
We all have to be self-centred and selfish on the way to finding our centre and losing ourselves. When we are very pre-occupied with self we detach ourselves and make ourselves into the deep spiral that precipitates us into the depth of our existence, our Soul. Adam and Eve represent the moment in time when mankind was part of nature and became self-centred, so allowing the fall or the individualisation of the mind in mankind to happen. We had to fall to enable us to look at all the things we had been playing with; this is the work. There is no shame or judgment in this, for it was the work that was needed and required, so that freedom of choice could come in; we can make a conscious decision to do the work, or let our needs live our lives for us! We can’t have self-awareness without being self-centred and we can’t precipitate into hell with out having a choice. The first idea was to precipitate self-awareness into the darkness without a choice, and then the great Luciferian angel took pity on us and precipitated itself to give us the gift of discrimination. So the first real sacrifice was that of Lucifer coming down; without that influence we wouldn’t have had the choice. The word Lucifer means ‘bringer of light’, so this energy is truly a messenger of Spirit, coming down into matter. The consequent disturbance that is thus stimulated in the crystallised mindsets has caused Lucifer to be associated with evil; this is a great misunder standing and distortion.
The energy of Lucifer makes us do the work faster than was expected, enables us to suffer with awareness of mind and puts pain in its context as being a by-product of the work. Consequently the pain is more intense but the process is quickened; it would have been a long, slow process without Luciferian awareness of mind and we might still not have succeeded in understanding that this is a virtual world. When a light comes in, it has to find another light in the darkness, so as to have a point of recognition. The first light is the one that came by choice; the whole story of Adam and Eve is always about choice. When we are given dominion we are going to use it for ourselves to begin with.
When the mind has understanding through love in the heart, it can transcend any mindset which presents itself, especially the one of freedom. This is what is meant by; “The more I love the more I understand, the more I understand, the more I love”. The only thing love wants is to forget itself and fuse with the light. If we truly tran scend the self, then we go back home to meet our star and freedom is useless, for what is the use of freedom when we are in love? Free dom is only a notion, a mental mind-set and virtuality. It is auton omy, dominion, possession and power; love is the opposite. Love holds, builds; freedom separates and destroys.
Light has got to have a mirror to excite itself. Through falling in love with God, who represents the loving self, we become love. If we don’t love self, we can’t love God. If we do not love God we deny the purest part of ourselves. Pride is the reason that the mind will not consider some entity more intelligent than self!
There are many levels of transformation that we can undergo. There are nine degrees of initiation, four of those necessitate reincar nation in form; the next three proceed with the complete removal of attraction to the planetary life in the mind of the initiate. The last two are to do with this mind fusing with the cosmic life. Even if we have left personality behind, we still have more levels of transmutation to go through and all these are only really levels of refinement of energy back to the source of all. The personality will still be there with all its qualities after the fourth initiation, but the qualities that would have been centred towards aggrandisement or protection will have been refined and turned towards the work, rather than towards the personality. They are all called death, because we give up aspects of ourselves. We have less resistance and more fusing with the light of the Soul, in order to let wisdom teach us the next step.
All we are here for is to name, meaning to render nature self-conscious. As we name we love, because as we recognise and under stand, we love. We are talking about connaissance, which is the pure science of human beings, a science we are born with. This universal intelligence is the deep intimate knowledge that allows assimilation, absorption