the trigger, slip the knife? Under all his testosterone-fueled bravado, doubt lingered.
Bo Hineyman’s demise was a complete surprise. Who would think it was that easy? You look at your victim and he stares back, his eyes bulge, he turns red and then thrashes across the room like a drunken acrobat. He grows purple as he goes. One last chubby pirouette and he crashes onto his back in the middle of a fancy coffee table filled with fake fish. A couple of gurgles and he was gone. Just like that. All Nolan had to do was watch the show and duck flying glass.
Could I really do that? Kill with a look? Like a fuckin’ superhero? Too crazy, man. No time to think about it. Where are those two kids?
A search of the house turned up nothing. He picked up a blue and red vase in the hallway and wondered what it looked like in pieces. He smashed it against the tile floor. The tiles were from Mexico. Bo saw them on a trip to Cancun and had them shipped. Nolan thought the art he saw throughout the house might be valuable and considered taking something small like a sculpted ballerina standing on a bookshelf or a colorful glass ball on an end table, but where would he sell it? There wasn’t a market for rich peoples’ doodads in his neck of the woods. Redneck neck of the woods, he thought and it made him angry. We scrape by and they have so much they can fill their homes with art from the foreign trips they can also afford. Artsy-fartsy bling is for the rich. My yacht is a rowboat I haul to the reservoir and all I ever brung back was a fuckin’ hangover.
It felt good smashing things and it was also the perfect cover for the dead bozo in the fake-fish pond. Make it look like a robbery. He pulled open drawers and dumped them, cleared an entire bookshelf with one swipe. “Where is it!” he cried aloud and then laughed at his own joke.
Breathless and spent, surrounded by debris, he stepped outside and looked toward the guest house. He saw them. They were running into the dark. He checked his gun and followed.
Chapter 13
Bo Hineyman had never felt so light. He was floating now, rising up. All the tension that had anchored him was unknotting. All the questions like who am I and what is my worth evaporated. Shame, doubt, worry gone. Oddly, fear, too. All that striving on earth seemed meaningless now, even silly. He felt the deepest sigh he had ever imagined possible. He looked down on a featureless plain all lavender and green. Sparks as bright as the arc of a welder’s torch fell like soft rain. The sweetest music he had ever heard filled him, except there was no longer anything to fill or to hear, just currents of energy swirling into circles and waves. There was no need for words, nothing left to say.
Below him he saw a radiant being. Still capable of curiosity, he moved closer. It was Grace Buchman. She was bent over another figure, kneading his shoulders. She was working on his old nemesis, Otis Dooley. He felt no anger now, only this lightness, this blessed release. So this is what forgiveness is, he thought, but then there was no thinking at all. He rose suddenly upward, was gathered by the wind and dispersed.
Somewhere on earth, a mother raven felt a tremor beneath her. She stepped back and saw the egg she was tending tremble. A crack appeared and then a beak emerged. Then a head, eyes blinking, and finally a featherless wing, all appetite and longing.
Chapter 14
Nolan Mikesel held his flashlight close to the ground. It was easy to read their tracks. They were fleeing through pinyon and juniper trees, threading their way uphill to the top of a ridge above the ranch. Just like tracking deer. Same thing, follow until they are tired and turn, until they wait for you.
He could tell they were running from the way their footprints were gouged into the sandy soil, the depth and the wreckage of dirt around their tracks, the length of their strides. Hooves do that, too. Nolan Mikesel was familiar with the calligraphy of fear.
They ran bent and low, hoping the gunman couldn’t see them behind dark bushes and moonlit trees. The slope was a maze of gnarly old juniper trees, half alive after a century of giving up limbs to droughts, insects, and other assaults that caused them to concentrate their life-giving sap into whichever branches were most viable. Ghostly gray limbs twisted through resilient green. The trees grew amazingly long roots across the hard soil that weaved in and out of the earth like thick serpents swimming through an ochre sea. The trees were survivors, only rooted instead of running like the fleeing couple. Enormous boulders that were spit from volcanoes eons ago then broken and polished by glacial ice loomed in the moonlight, watching the frantic human race with an unblinking indifference.
Just over the ridge, Hoppy and Luna hid behind some rocks and tried to catch their breaths and slow their racing hearts. Nolan let them. He preferred to wait until dawn and get a daylight shot. The memory of missing them in the dark was still fresh. At first light, Luna and Hoppy ran down a slope, crouched behind sage and serviceberry bushes, and made their way to the mouth of Rope Canyon. They were not aware of his exact location but they knew Nolan Mikesel was not far behind them. They had run from Bo’s guest house when they saw him step into the yard light next to the main house.
He didn’t have a clear shot though the scrubby brush and he knew that sooner or later they would cross open ground. Nolan saw them clearly as they entered the canyon. “Stupid move,” he said to himself. “No way out. So stupid, queenie.”
But it was deliberate and not so dumb after all. Yes, the canyon dead-ended at a huge pour-over about a mile up its serpentine wash. But Luna knew a route they could climb out and gambled that their pursuer did not. She had explored and climbed Rope Canyon years ago as a teenager sentenced to a year of camping. She strained to remember the hidden passage they took to the top. Once they were on the rim above him, he wouldn’t have a shot at them—if they took just two steps back from the rim they would be out of sight.
Nolan stalked them slowly, confident they had nowhere to go. He looked up at the tall redrock walls on either side of the wash. Tourists loved those walls for the play of sunlight on texture, the abstract patterns made by stains and erosion, and the magnificence of bare stone soaring hundreds of feet above them. That’s why Nolan hated those walls. They made him feel small, ant-like. He’d had enough humbling experiences in his life and didn’t need any reminders of how puny human life can be. He preferred roughing up roads in his four-wheel drive truck so he could feel the motorized thrust and power of himself against the unfriendly landscape. Hiking was for sissies. Backpacking was for birdwatching suckers. Real men rev engines, kick up dust, and proclaim their presence loudly.
Luna and Hoppy raced ahead through the morning’s first light. She knew they had to get to the route she remembered before the crazed man with the gun caught up to them. The first section going up that route rose along a thin ledge where they would be very exposed and he’d have a clear shot at them. Once they were about sixty feet from the floor of the canyon they could slip into a crevasse that was dark and obstructed from view. It was easier to climb with ropes and gear for safety but they could free climb it easily enough. The last part would also entail some exposure but by then they’d be two hundred feet above the shooter and coming in and out of his view. None of this could be discussed because they were too busy running. Luna told Hoppy she knew a way out and he trusted her and followed.
They reached the route Luna remembered and she signaled to Hoppy by pointing up. He nodded and she led the ascent. Hoppy tripped on the first section of the steep and broken path and planted his hand flat onto a prickly pear cactus. There was no time to pull the spines from his hand or complain. He grimaced, swore, and kept moving. Up. Up. Panting and scared, they clawed at shallow hand-holds in the rock wall with desperate concentration.
When they reached the crevasse they looked back and saw Nolan coming around the last bend in the canyon before their escape route. He held the rifle in front of him with both
