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livest sport that ever hit the pike.”

      The “live one” rises to his feet; he stammers to reply —

      And then there comes before his muddled brain

      A vision of green vastitudes beneath an April sky,

      And clover pastures drenched with silver rain.

      He knows that it can never be, that he is down and out;

      Life leers at him with foul and fetid breath;

      And then amid the revelry, the song and cheer and shout,

      He suddenly grows grim and cold as death.

      He grips the table tensely, and he says: “Dear friends of mine,

      I’ve let you dip your fingers in my purse;

      I’ve crammed you at my table, and I’ve drowned you in my wine,

      And I’ve little left to give you but — my curse.

      I’ve failed supremely in my plans; it’s rather late to whine;

      My poke is mighty wizened up and small.

      I thank you each for coming here; the happiness is mine —

      And now, you thieves and harlots, take it all.”

      He twists the thong from off his poke; he swings it o’er his head;

      The nuggets fall around their feet like grain.

      They rattle over roof and wall; they scatter, roll and spread;

      The dust is like a shower of golden rain.

      The guests a moment stand aghast, then grovel on the floor;

      They fight, and snarl, and claw, like beasts of prey;

      And then, as everybody grabbed and everybody swore,

      The man from Eldorado slipped away.

      V

      He’s the man from Eldorado, and they found him stiff and dead,

      Half covered by the freezing ooze and dirt.

      A clotted Colt was in his hand, a hole was in his head,

      And he wore an old and oily buckskin shirt.

      His eyes were fixed and horrible, as one who hails the end;

      The frost had set him rigid as a log;

      And there, half lying on his breast, his last and only friend,

      There crouched and whined a mangy yellow dog.

      The Wood-Cutter

      The sky is like an envelope,

      One of those blue official things;

      And, sealing it, to mock our hope,

      The moon, a silver wafer, clings.

      What shall we find when death gives leave

      To read — our sentence or reprieve?

      I’m holding it down on God’s scrap-pile, up on the fag-end of earth;

      O’er me a menace of mountains, a river that grits at my feet;

      Face to face with my soul-self, weighing my life at its worth;

      Wondering what I was made for, here in my last retreat.

      Last! Ah, yes, it’s the finish. Have ever you heard a man cry?

      (Sobs that rake him and rend him, right from the base of the chest.)

      That’s how I’ve cried, oh, so often; and now that my tears are dry,

      I sit in the desolate quiet and wait for the infinite Rest.

      Rest! Well, it’s restful around me; it’s quiet clean to the core

      The mountains pose in their ermine, in golden the hills are clad;

      The big, blue, silt-freighted Yukon seethes by my cabin door,

      And I think it’s only the river that keeps me from going mad.

      By day it’s a ruthless monster, a callous, insatiate thing,

      With oily bubble and eddy, with sudden swirling of breast;

      By night it’s a writhing Titan, sullenly murmuring,

      Ever and ever goaded, and ever crying for rest.

      It cries for its human tribute, but me it will never drown.

      I’ve learned the lore of my river; my river obeys me well.

      I hew and launch my cordwood, and raft it to Dawson town,

      Where wood means wine and women, and, incidentally, hell.

      Hell and the anguish thereafter. Here as I sit alone

      I’d give the life I have left me to lighten some load of care:

      (The bitterest part of the bitter is being denied to atone;

      Lips that have mocked at Heaven lend themselves ill to prayer.)

      Impotent as a beetle-pierced on the needle of Fate;

      A wretch in a cosmic death-cell, peaks for my prison bars;

      ’Whelmed by a world stupendous, lonely and listless I wait,

      Drowned in a sea of silence, strewn with confetti of stars.

      See! from far up the valley a rapier pierces the night,

      The white search-ray of a steamer. Swiftly, serenely it nears;

      A proud, white, alien presence, a glittering galley of light,

      Confident-poised, triumphant, freighted with hopes and fears.

      I look as one looks on a vision; I see it pulsating by;

      I glimpse joy-radiant faces; I hear the thresh of the wheel.

      Hoof-like my heart beats a moment; then silence swoops from the sky.

      Darkness is piled upon darkness. God only knows how I feel.

      Maybe you’ve seen me sometimes; maybe you’ve pitied me then —

      The lonely waif of the wood-camp, here by my cabin door.

      Some day you’ll

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