The Pleasures of the Damned. Charles Bukowski

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you don’t want anything.

       sometimes you die

       sometimes you don’t.

      as I drive past

       the young man on the bus stop bench

       I am comfortable in my automobile

       I have money in two different banks

       I own my own home

       but he reminds me of my young self

       and I want to help him

       but I don’t know what to do.

       today when I drove past again

       he was gone

       I suppose finally the world wasn’t

       pleased with him being there.

      the bench still sits there on the corner

       advertising something.

       for they had things to say

      the canaries were there, and the lemon tree

       and the old woman with warts;

       and I was there, a child

       and I touched the piano keys

       as they talked—

       but not too loudly

       for they had things to say,

       the three of them;

       and I watched them cover the canaries at night

       with flour sacks:

       “so they can sleep, my dear.”

      I played the piano quietly

       one note at a time,

       the canaries under their sacks,

       and there were pepper trees,

       pepper trees brushing the roof like rain

       and hanging outside the windows

       like green rain,

       and they talked, the three of them

       sitting in a warm night’s semicircle,

       and the keys were black and white

       and responded to my fingers

       like the locked-in magic

       of a waiting, grown-up world;

       and now they’re gone, the three of them

       and I am old:

       pirate feet have trod

       the clean-thatched floors

       of my soul,

       and the canaries sing no more.

       harbor freeway south

      the dead dogs of nowhere bark

       as you approach another

       traffic accident.

      3 cars

       one standing on its

       grill

       the other 2 laying

       on their sides

       wheels turning slowly.

      3 of them

       at rest:

       strange angles

       in the dark.

       it has just

       happened.

      I can see the still

       bodies

       inside.

      these cars

       scattered like toys

       against the freeway

       center

       divider.

      like spacecraft

       they have landed

       there

       as you

       drive past.

      there’s no

       ambulance yet

       no police

       cars.

      the rain began

       15 minutes

       ago.

      things occur.

      volcanoes are

       1500 times more

       powerful than

       the first a-

       bomb.

      the dead dogs of

       nowhere

       those dogs keep

       barking.

      those cars

       there like that.

      obscene.

       a dirty trick.

       it’s like

       somebody dying

       of a heart

       attack

       in a crowded

       elevator

      everybody

       watching.

      I finally

       reach my street

       pull into

       the driveway.

      park.

      

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