The Pleasures of the Damned. Charles Bukowski

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from behind

       with an anchor chain

       (something about a woman)

       and we all circled around

       while

       Merryman

       did him in

       under a hard-on sun,

       finally strangling him to death

       throwing him into the

       ocean.

       Merryman leaped to the dock

       and walked

       away, nobody tried to stop

       him.

       then we went back to work and

       unloaded the rest of the bananas.

       nothing was ever said about the murder

       between any of us

       and I never saw anything about it

       in the papers.

       although I saw some of the bananas

       later in the

       markets:

       2 lbs. for a quarter

       they seemed a

       bargain.

       (uncollected)

       Sunday lunch at the Holy Mission

      he got knifed in broad daylight, came up the street

       holding his hands over his gut, dripping red

       on the pavement.

       nobody waiting in line left their place to help him.

       he made it to the Mission doorway, collapsed in the

       lobby where the desk clerk screamed, “hey, you

       son-of-a-bitch, what are you doing?”

       then he called an ambulance but the man was dead

       when they got there.

       the police came and circled the spots of blood

       on the pavement

       with white chalk

       photographed everything

       then asked the men waiting for their Sunday meal

       if they had seen anything

       if they knew anything.

       they all said “no” to both.

      while the police strutted in their uniforms

       the others finally loaded the body into an ambulance.

      afterwards the homeless men rolled cigarettes

       as they waited for their meal

       talking about the action

       blowing farts and smoke

       enjoying the sun

       feeling quite like

       celebrities.

       trashcan lives

      the wind blows hard tonight

       and it’s a cold wind

       and I think about

       the boys on the row.

       I hope some of them have a bottle

       of red.

      it’s when you’re on the row

       that you notice that

       everything is owned and that there are locks on everything. this is the way a democracy works: you get what you can, try to keep that and add to it if possible.

      this is the way a dictatorship

       works too

       only they either enslave or

       destroy their

       derelicts.

      we just forget

       ours.

      in either case

       it’s a hard

       cold

       wind.

       school days

      I’m in bed.

       it’s morning

       and I hear:

       where are your socks?

       please get dressed!

       why does it take you so long to

       get dressed?

       where’s the brush?

       all right, I’ll give you a head

       band!

       what time is it?

       where’s the clock?

       where did you put the clock?

       aren’t you dressed yet?

       where’s the brush?

       where’s your sandwich?

       did you make a sandwich?

       I’ll make your sandwich.

       honey and peanut butter.

       and an orange.

       there.

       where’s the brush?

       I’ll use a comb.

       all right, holler. you lost the brush!

       where did you lose the brush?

       all right.

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