about going to England or France for our honeymoon.” Rissy was excited. She had wanted to see where Johann had come from. Johann smiled at her. “Then we shall go tomorrow.” “Tomorrow, I haven’t even packed!” She exclaimed. “I am sure that you can pack a few items and of course Svelta and Charlotte can help you. I thought we’d make a stop on our way so that you can buy clothes over there.” “Oh Johann, that sounds so wonderful.” “I need to start packing what I need.” About that time Svelta knocked at the door. Johann gave her permission to enter. “Johann we have packed the necessary items.” He had sent Svelta a telepathic message while he and Rissy had been talking. “Svelta please let me see if you have packed what I need.” Rissy said as she headed down to her room to make sure it was done properly. As soon as Rissy left, Svelta turned to Johann. “I know it’s not really any of my business but are you sure she is ready? I mean she doesn’t remember anything.” “I’m sure it is time Svelta. She is growing restless and is upset that she cannot find what she is looking for and I know why. It’s because it’s not here, but at home.” “But Johann every bride is nervous, you ought to know that by now.” “Svelta I am well aware that she is nervous but great changes need to be made. She remembers almost nothing and for her to truly accept she needs to remember everything.” “What if she does not want the union after learning after remembering your lives together?” “Of all people you should know that I try to hide nothing, Svelta.” “I guess you’re right Johann. Randolf, Charlotte and I will make sure the house here is taken care of before we come, and I’ve already notified the staff at Mottauer Höhen to be ready for you and Rissy.” “Good. Thank you all for your assistance.” “The funny thing is Charlotte had already started getting things ready. Did you say something to her?” “No, I did not but she and Rissy have been spending a lot of time together. Maybe she saw what needed to happen; she is a smart girl.” “I do not care to debate your observations, Johann. Good night.” “Good night Svelta.” Svelta was almost knocked over by a red haired whirlwind. “Thank you Svelta and tell Charlotte thank you as well. Everything is in order.” An excited Rissy said. Svelta left and Rissy was now wide awake. “Johann, what is it like where you’re from? Can we go to Berlin?” She danced around the room not giving Johann any time to respond. He finally managed a yes to Berlin but that was all he could get in with Rissy’s ramblings. Finally she settled down a little.
“Johann you may make love to me if you desire. I will not resist.” She secretly hoped that he would but she knew that he wouldn’t. “No Rissy, I want you to be fully wanting it to happen not just because you realize that you are tempting me. You are still so innocent in many ways.”
He turned to leave and she jumped off the bed and stopped him pressing herself against him. “Johann, come lie down in the bed, I want to please you and relieve your tension and I want you to release mine. Please Johann; I want you to touch me, to kiss me like you did so many years ago. I want to feel you under me on top of me.” She waved her hand and he flew onto the bed before he could say a word. She climbed on top of him and ground her herself on his lap, not allowing entry but rubbing herself along him. She smiled and leaned down to kiss him. “Do you like this Johann? I do and if were not against my beliefs I would allow you to enter me now. How I want that, but my love I have to feel you between my legs. I want you to kiss me there. Remember how you once did without the bite. I want that.” With that said she climbed upon his face and leaned down kissing him encouraging him to kiss her where she wanted. Johann complied with her wish and she satisfied him with her kisses as well. Once she had finished she curled up to him. “I just want you to know that I feel your frustration myself and I think I secretly wanted you to take me. Thank you for putting up with my nonsense, but my love there are other ways we can relieve some of the frustration.” She winked at him and smiled. He kissed her and pulled her closer. “Rissy it took all that I had not to ravage you.” “I know darling, and I really appreciate that you were still willing to wait until I am completely ready. Only a man who truly loves me would do that I believe. Well Johann to be honest with you, others have tried and were stopped. I’m not sure I would have even tried to stop you. Please do not think ill of me.” “Rissy even if you had truly been willing and we had consummated our relationship, I would never have thought ill of you.” She sighed somehow feeling comforted by his statement and angry with herself for not giving into her desires with him. She thought of rubbing her behind against him to arouse him and then slide down on him, but decided against it and enjoyed the tingle between her legs as she fantasized about it.
Johann lay there with her for quite some time before he went to take a shower, a very cold one. She was putting out energy and he could not deal with his frustration. A tear fell out of Rissy’s eye knowing why he left and knowing that he would rather be there with her than leave but feeling that he had no choice without compromising her morals. She loved him even more for that, but she hated seeing him so frustrated. She couldn’t understand why she couldn’t let go and give in to her desires. Memories came back to her from a time when she would sneak into a tavern and up to his room wanting him, but then not being able to follow through and then to a house that she seemed to know so well and doing what she had just done a little more than an hour ago, though knowing that she was not a virgin at that time. He had still been patient with her and she wondered when she could just allow herself to give as much back to him. She wasn’t sure how she knew his feelings and responses but she was not about to question them.
She climbed out of bed dressed and went to him. “Johann, may a girl speak privately with you?” There it was again; speech that just seemed to roll off her tongue and yet foreign to her. He asked her to sit and offered her some wine which she accepted. “I just want you to know that I love you. I don’t know what to do. I feel so conflicted.” Johann rose and picked her up. Sitting down again he placed her gently in his lap. “I love you Rissy; you love me, and that’s all that matters.” He just held her close because that was more important than anything else at this time. He would have loved the physical, but to have her love was more important and he would wait a lifetime if need be. Somehow she knew this as well. If the urge hit him she would allow and not because of feeling that she had been coaxing him, but because she was ready. She hoped that they would wait, but was willing now. She did not tease but just curled up against him and whispered. “You have no idea how much I love and respect you.” She heard a whisper, “Nor do you understand how deep my love and respect for you is.” She was not going to debate him but knew it was a very deep love and respect.
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Rissy was up very early and had had three cups of coffee before Johann made it downstairs. He wondered how she would be on the flight. He had debated canceling the flight and taking her himself, but then thought it better to go by plane. He was worried that she would not be able deal with flying without a plane or that he would be able to control her excitement. Randolf had placed their baggage in the trunk of the Mercedes and was ready to drive them to the airport until he saw Rissy fluttering around like a butterfly barely landing somewhere and taking off again. He mumbled something about needing a drink but Svelta swatted him and told him that he was not going to drink and drive and that if he drank she would take Johann and Rissy and leave him there with Charlotte who was excited but crying as well. “Rissy, I’m going to miss you.” Charlotte sobbed. “Charlotte we will see each other soon.” Rissy replied. “I know.” Charlotte said through her tears.
Johann kissed Charlotte’s face and she said. “See Rissy he still wants me too.” Rissy laughed. “Maybe I’ll let him have you one last time when you get home.” Charlotte liked hearing Rissy say home. Maybe Rissy knew more than they thought. Rissy was wondering why she said home and so was everyone else. Svelta whispered in Johann’s ear as he kissed her goodbye. “I think you were right to go now. She does seem ready.” Rissy kissed Charlotte and Svelta and then they were on their way with Randolf still grumbling something about butterflies. Rissy’s excitement did not abate and Johann was thinking of finding some sleeping pills or something to give her to calm her down a bit. She was acting like a little schoolgirl. Finally they arrived at the Savannah airport. Randolf assisted them with getting a skycap and loading their baggage while Johann and Rissy checked
