trusting this inner voice. It seemed as if the inner guide had left him six months earlier. Everything in his life felt wrong now, as though he was no longer connected to his inner voice.
“When you learn to trust and activate your inner voice, there’s no going back,” Ethan told himself. But at times he thought it might have been better if he’d never found out about the deeper part of himself.
“Maybe I should go back to sleep, and forget about this ‘I’ within me. Isn’t it true, that ninety-nine per cent of the population in the world never consider this part of themselves? So why should I? ” Ethan questioned himself.
When he was confused he would lash out at the ‘I’ and blame it for many of the ills in his life.
That Christmas, Ethan decided to take a day out to meditate and chose December 27, the day after St Stephen’s Day. He went to the top of a local mountain to a log cabin to relax and really get in touch with himself. Ethan had many questions but knew that, if he could relax and open himself up to his inner voice, then he would find the answers he needed. Past experience had taught him that if he asked his ‘I’, then he would get an answer, and that answer would always be correct. The answers would come in the following way: a ‘yes’ would be a strong feeling in his body, while a ‘no’ answer would be accompanied by no feeling at all.
But for the last six months, it felt as if his ‘I’ had deserted him, and he didn’t know why? He wasn’t sure why but he knew that he wanted to get it back more than anything. It was as if he’d lost his best friend. Up there, alone in the mountain cabin, he tried to get in touch with his ‘I’ but, however hard he tried, he failed.
Eventually, Ethan fell to the floor with exhaustion. The last six months had been a pure hell in which he had lost himself. He was overweight, fighting with the love of his life, doing badly in business and he had lost a lot of money in a number of deals that had gone wrong. No matter what he tried, everything was a struggle. As he lay on the floor of the cabin, he remembered a vision he’d been given six months previously by his inner self. The vision had been of a distant land, which he was told he must travel to. There he would undertake an adventure which would end with him uncovering a secret treasure. He’d dismissed the vision out of hand but now, lying there on the floor, he wondered if ignoring the vision was the source of his problem. Had his inner voice deserted him because he had ignored it? Certainly, it had seemed over the last few months that the more he resisted the vision asking him to search for the secret treasure the worse he felt. Was his inner voice trying to get his attention by inflicting such pain on him?
Ethan remembered a saying he’d once heard: “Pain pushes until vision pulls”. Was Ethan resisting this vision coming through him? He felt like Jesus during his final moments, calling out “My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?”
His connection with his self was gone and, even up here in this cabin, he couldn’t get connected again. He sat back in the chair, exhausted and with tears in his eyes.
“Please God, show me the way,” he cried out. “I have done everything you have asked of me. Why have you left me alone?”
At that moment a feeling pulsated through his body, and knocked him sideways on the floor. “I have never left you,” said the voice with feeling. “It was you that left me.”
“What do you want me to do?” Ethan asked.
“The Kingdom of Heaven is within you. Trust this. I am the Light and the Way; ask for me to come through you. Ask me to guide your human existence. It’s okay to love, be Love and ask of me. Each thing you ask, when asked and requested of me, is a true piece of God and as such is a piece of you, because you are God. Whatever materialistic things you ask for, be open to receiving for you can relax and know that they are a true piece of God. I want to experience the best of life in you.
“It’s okay to dress well because you are respecting yourself and yourself is God. Call these clothes God clothes and know that you are working within God. You are wearing the best of God. Tell Ireland and the world to ask of me, but ask from your True Self and then you can receive a holy gift. So ask for the car, it’s OK, but know you’re driving a Godly car.
“Ask and it is given. Come into line with receiving. People suffer because they don’t ask and don’t allow themselves to receive because of their conditioning, which tells them they are not worthy enough to receive God’s gifts. Teach them to ask, but from the Spirit which is me. Live your life as an example and be the change I am seeking in the world through you. The message is clear: there is no lack, only lack of Self and Love of Self which is God, Me.
“Teach them to Love the Self, which is God, and abundance will follow. There is a time to sow and a time to reap. “Remember, your job is to teach the world to trust in me, for I am the only Way. People are suffering because they are working from the mind, a pre-programme conditional pattern on earth. Teach that there is no lack in themselves, that they must be at peace with themselves, and tell them to ask for abundance of Life and every aspect in Life. It’s okay to ask but do not ask from the conditioning of earth, but from Life. I am the centre of the person. They need to think from me. Humans, through free will, have lost themselves in conditioning which says there is a lack. There is no lack, only lack in me, only lack in self, only lack in Love of the Self. Teach them to control their mind with the Spirit.
“Do not be mean to the Spirit because you and they cut themselves off from full Self Expression. Teach abundance in Self and teach love of the Self. Teach them to seek themselves and they will have the abundance that Life has to provide. You and the world are so fixated on creating the mind-made things, but you are missing the Ace of Diamonds in your garden in your Soul. Oh, if you and the world knew the riches that Life has to offer.
“You have been cutting yourself off from receiving gifts from me which you have asked for in times of your deep Spiritual Connections. Receive these now, but remember to teach the world how to receive. Your experience has taught you how to align yourself with receiving the Gift of Life. You have had glimpses, but now you will experience all I have to offer. Then you will point the Way to the world.
“Teach acceptance of Self and Abundance of Life, Love, Wealth, Joy, Creation and Peace.
“Ask first to receive the Spirit and then the Spirit will ask God for guidance.
“The Spirit and God will provide. Share with the World. Look with clear glasses, Spirit-filled glasses.
“The world does not know the gifts I will create, so you must lead the Way. I am sending a series of Spirit gifts to the world which will transform it and bring about the evolution of mankind. You are to lead the Way. The way for people to ask is to ask with this statement: ‘Spirit come through me, I am ready to receive the Gifts of the next evolution of mankind. I am worthy to receive and I promise to share these gifts to raise the evolution of mankind’.
“Teach them to stop limiting God, that they must ask for more life and that, from this, the entire world will be transformed. I tell you the world has cut itself off from the ability to create the wonders of the world! Your ancestors knew how to use the power and, in doing so, they created the pyramids. There are Pyramids coming to the New World and the mind cannot contemplate them nor their creation. They will be created from Spirit, and the world will be a Spirit-driven World.
“Remember that nature has the answers, so you must observe nature and how nature communicates and how the trees communicate.
