i am the love letter. lillian grace
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that doesn’t revolve around the engineering building
For the girl who loves numbers,
stop counting the days
they’re going to be infinity
and you can’t count that high
For the girl who’s sweater smells like hope,
i’ve called you my friend
so many times in front of my parents
that maybe they believe it
For the girl who’s made my sweater smell like her,
the truth is that you’re not my friend
maybe you were for about three days
maybe you should be
maybe you shouldn’t ever be
For the girl who brought me hot chocolate once,
i can’t describe how much that hot chocolate warmed up my morning
but it was nowhere near as much as you did
For the girl who forces me to touch bugs,
if that isn’t proof i’d do anything to be your date
i don’t know what is
For the girl who fist bumps me whenever we’re together,
fist bump me as many times as you want
somehow it makes me feel more than a million kisses from someone else
For the girl who makes me majorly gay all the time,
yeah
thanks for liking girls, Lovie
For the girl who lets me love her,
hey
i love you
alotso
and i’m going to keep loving you
alotso
“maybe”forever
Lovie,
every romance that i see nowadays has your voice playing as the backdrop
every couple that i see is ridden with ideas of places we should go together
things we should do together
beauty we should gaze upon together
i mean, honestly, anything we do i want to do it together
maybe i didn’t just want to go to Sadie’s with you
maybe i want every dance to be three more hours of conversation
maybe i want to freeze with you for hours upon hours
because somehow your hands are always warm
and maybe that’s a result of that fire of fight inside of you
maybe i didn’t want hot chocolate once
maybe i want hot chocolate a million times with you
maybe i want to try every coffee shop within 25 miles
just to see which one is the best
and then try them all over again because maybe we missed something
maybe i don’t want to sit with you once
maybe i want to sit by your side during every moment
when we watch movies late at night
when you can come out to someone random without even being scared
when we’re at the Tony Awards because your support has gotten me somewhere
when we fall asleep listening to +trying because all the songs make you so happy
that maybe i appreciate more what it does for you than it does for me
maybe you’re wondering why i said maybe this whole poem
because maybe you think i’ll deny it later
maybe i did use it that way
no, i know for a fact that i didn’t
because i thought about it as two separate words
may be
i hope that we may be a force of nature
i hope that we may be sitting together in twenty years
reading our old love poems and holding eachother
i hope that we may be watching rain slide down windows
because i loved the smell of rain more than anything
but somehow now i love the smell of you even more
i hope that we may be that badass old couple who still wants eachother
when everyone else has lost their spark
i hope that we may be the ones whose love is always electric
i hope that we might be in love till
forever
i hope that you may love me forever
because, god, if i could go off on a tangent that lasted until the end of time
it would all just be about how much i love you
about how much i am so in love with you
every. single. moment.
the words
“You are beautiful”
never quite fit right between my braces
until i saw the way you exist
the way you smile with your teeth
the way you are consistently sarcastic with me
the way you can fool me about basically everything
the way your hair is hated by you but genuinely