built it himself. He’d insisted on discussing all the features, and bored Kate with a detailed description of how hybrid cars work. When he offered to drive the Volvo to campus every day and leave the new car with her, she had to hide a smile at the strain in his voice. When she politely declined, he couldn’t hide his own delight.
The purchase of the new car didn’t interest Grace once she’d established that Ian wouldn’t let her drive it until she was old enough to get a learner’s permit. She turned down Kate’s offer of a ride claiming that she liked to take the bus.
“I’m not a little kid, you know,” Grace complained for the umpteenth time as her mother followed her to the front door. “I don’t need an escort.”
“Tough,” Kate said, catching the screen door that Grace tried to slam and following her daughter out onto the porch. “Do you have your lunch?”
“Yes, Mom.” The words were drawn out, exasperated. She wore shades of black as usual, a charcoal T-shirt and dark jeans, her matching hair a tangled curtain blocking her face. She jammed her iPod headphones into her ears and stalked away without a good-bye.
Kate watched her go, peering past the green leaves of the oak trees to see her reach the end of the block. She felt another wave of anxiety as Grace’s steps slowed the closer she got to the other kids at the bus stop. Did she have friends? These kids were a preppy-looking bunch. What did they make of Grace and her urban-guerrilla look? Was she happy at her new school? Wickfield High School had a good reputation and high test scores to back it up, but so had the school Grace had gone to last year, and that had turned out to be a disaster.
Kate walked back inside and locked the door behind her, checking it again two seconds after she’d turned the dead bolt. She jumped when the doorbell rang five minutes later.
Switching off the teakettle, she tiptoed back to the front door, pushing aside the curtain to see who was there.
“It’s me, silly, open the door.” Margaret Newman grinned at her, pressing her face close to the window as if Kate were partially blind.
With a feeling of relief, Kate unlocked the door and stepped into the embrace of one of her oldest friends.
“Good Lord, you’ve gone Green Acres on me already,” Margaret said, stepping back and surveying Kate’s blue jeans and old T-shirt.
“I’m working,” Kate said defensively, self-consciously smoothing her hair.
“So am I,” Margaret said, indicating her hand-tailored brown suit, “but us city folk don’t slop the hogs.”
“I prefer to call it painting,” Kate said, but she couldn’t keep from laughing. Margaret always made her laugh. “I’m so glad to see you!”
“I promised I’d visit your country retreat and here I am.” Margaret hoisted an H&H bag she had resting at her designer-clad feet. “And I came with provisions.”
Kate led her to the kitchen, and while Margaret unpacked bagels and chattered about the charm of “the hinterlands,” Kate made a pot of strong, black coffee just the way her friend liked it.
“They do sell these here, you know,” Kate said, smearing an everything bagel with cream cheese.
“I’m sure they’re a poor imitation.” Margaret took a large bite out of a sesame bagel and picked a seed delicately off the corner of her lip.
They’d been friends for almost eighteen years, longer than Kate had been married to Ian. In fact she owed her relationship with Ian to Margaret, since she’d invited them both to one of the wild parties she’d thrown regularly when they were all in their early twenties and new to New York. At least Kate and Ian had been new. Margaret was a born and bred Manhattanite and swore that she’d never live anywhere else, though she complained often enough about the high cost of living. It was the one area of her life where emotion overcame pragmatism.
“How’s Ian?”
“He’s good. Busy with the new job.”
“I’ll bet he is.” Margaret took a sip of coffee. “Is it all the prestige he hoped for?”
“Ian isn’t like that.”
“Isn’t he? I thought that’s why he had to leave the city.”
Kate took a sip of her tea, hoping the hot liquid would soothe the nervous twisting in her gut. They’d had this discussion before. “You know why we left.”
“You were getting better.”
“I wasn’t.”
“And Grace would have gotten over that boy.”
“She hasn’t.”
“Well, you both would in time. That’s my point,” Margaret insisted, tucking a strand of honey-colored hair behind a perfectly proportioned ear. She was a beautiful woman, but she had yet to find a relationship that satisfied her. “Discriminating” was how Margaret described her attitude toward men, but Kate suspected that deep down she was really afraid of compromise.
“We’re not that far from the city,” Kate said.
“Then why haven’t I seen you?”
“I’m trying to work. I’m overdue with that portrait I told you about.”
“You work too hard,” Margaret said. She’d gone to art school, too, but after three years of struggling had steered her career into the safer, shallower waters of advertising. “Starving isn’t really my color,” she’d said at the time. She finished off her bagel with one large bite and dabbed her mouth daintily with a napkin. “C’mon, show me your new studio.”
“Sure.” Kate tried to sound casual, but her stomach twisted again, the knot of anxiety tighter. She locked the kitchen door behind them and turned to see Margaret staring at her.
“I thought it was supposed to be safe up here.”
Kate flushed. “It is.”
“Then why are you locking the door?”
“Just habit, I guess.” Kate avoided her eyes, moving past her to unlock the studio.
It was obvious that she hadn’t been doing much painting. The portrait of the banker had barely changed, but Margaret just looked at it for a moment without saying anything, before examining the rest of the room.
“It’s got lots of natural light,” she said, stepping over to the window. As she stood there, a screen door slapped and Kate saw Terrence Simnic coming down his back steps with a large, black garbage bag.
“Who’s your neighbor?” Margaret asked watching as he hauled it into one of the metal garbage cans neatly lined up on the other side of the storm cellar.
“Terrence Simnic.”
“He seems”—Margaret seemed to be searching for a word—“colorful.”
Kate laughed, relieved to have something to laugh about. “Yeah, he’s kind of strange.” She told Margaret about the doll collection.
