the pages. ‘I suppose I could draw up a list tonight and tomorrow, and first thing Monday morning we could get a couple of DCs to do a ring-round. When my operators will have time to input the data, I don’t know, but I will see that it gets done. OK?’
Carol grinned. ‘You’re a star, Dave.’
‘I’m a bloody martyr, Carol. My youngest’s cut two teeth that I haven’t even seen yet.’
‘I could stay and help you go through the magazines,’ Carol said reluctantly.
‘Oh, bugger off. Go and enjoy yourself. It’s about time one of us did. What are you going to see?’
Carol pulled a face. ‘It’s a Saturday Special double bill – Manhunter and The Silence of the Lambs.’
Dave’s laughter echoed in her ears all the way to the car.
The long howl seemed to come from the pit of his stomach. As his orgasm shuddered through him like a runaway train, Tony felt a glorious sense of release. ‘Oh, God,’ he groaned.
‘Oh, yeah, yeah,’ Angelica gasped. ‘I’m coming again, again, oh, Tony, Tony …’ Her voice faded in a gulping sob.
Tony lay back on his bed, chest heaving, the smell of sweat and sex heavy around him. He felt as if he’d been suddenly detached from a burden he had been carrying for so long he had ceased to notice its weight. Was this what being cured felt like, this sense of light and colour, this sensation of having dumped the past like sacks of coal in a bunker? Was this how his patients felt when they’d unloaded their mess on him?
In his ear, he could hear the ragged sound of her breathing. After a few moments, she said, ‘Wow. Just wow. That was the best ever. I just love the way you love me.’
‘It was good for me, too,’ Tony said, meaning it for once. For the first time since they had started this strange combination of therapy and sexual game-playing, he’d had no trouble with his erection. Right from the start, he’d been hard as a rock. No fading, no wilting, no shame. Just the first problem-free sex he’d had for years. OK, so Angelica wasn’t actually in the room with him, but it was a giant step in the right direction.
‘We make the sweetest music,’ Angelica said. ‘Nobody’s ever turned me on like you do.’
‘Do you do this often?’ Tony asked languidly.
Angelica chuckled, a husky, sexy gurgle of laughter. ‘You’re not the first.’
‘I could tell that. You’re far too much of an expert,’ Tony flattered, not entirely insincerely. She’d been the perfect therapist for him, that much was certainly true.
‘I’m very choosy about the men I allow to share with me,’ Angelica said. ‘It’s not everyone who appreciates what I have to offer,’ she added.
‘They’d have to be very strange not to enjoy it. I know I do.’
‘I’m glad, Anthony. You’ll never know how glad. I have to go now,’ she said, her tone changing abruptly to the businesslike one Tony had come to associate with the end of their calls. ‘Tonight has been really special. We’ll talk soon.’
The line went dead. Tony switched off the phone and stretched out. Tonight, with Angelica, for the first time in his life, Tony had felt a protective care that succoured without smothering. His grandmother, he knew intellectually, had loved him and cared for him, but theirs had never been a demonstrative family, and her love had been brusque and practical, meeting her needs rather than his. The women he’d been involved with in the past had, he now realized, been her emotional doppelgangers. Thanks to Angelica, he dared hope the pattern had been broken. It had caused him enough pain over the years.
His sexual life had started later than most of his contemporaries, in part because his body had been reluctant to mature. Until his seventeenth year, he’d been by far the smallest boy in his class, condemned to dating the thirteen-and fourteen-year-olds who were even more scared of sex than he was. Then, suddenly, he’d shot up five inches in as many months. By the time he’d gone to university, he’d lost his virginity in a clumsy fumble on a single bed, the candlewick bedspread leaving him with uncomfortable friction burns for days afterwards. His girlfriend, relieved to be rid at last of the encumbrance of her virginity, had dumped him days later.
At university, he’d been too shy and hard-working to improve his experience by much. Then, when he’d started work on his doctorate, he’d fallen head over heels with a young philosophy tutor in his college. Because he was bright and interesting, he captured her interest. Patricia made no secret of the fact that she was a woman of the world, just as she made no secret of the fact that she had ended their relationship because of his lacklustre performance between the sheets. ‘Face it, sweetheart,’ she’d told him, ‘your brain might be DPhil material, but your fucking wouldn’t earn you an O level.’
It had been downhill from then. The last couple of women Tony had been involved with had thought he was a perfect gentleman, never pressurizing them into bed. Until they got him there and discovered how seldom he could actually deliver. He had long ago discovered how hard it was to convince a woman that the fact that he couldn’t get it up had nothing whatsoever to do with her. ‘They just got fed up with having their egos bashed,’ he said aloud.
Maybe now he had finally found a way to confront the past and move forward. A few more nights like tonight with Angelica and maybe, just maybe, he’d be ready to try the real thing. He wondered if her services extended to that. Perhaps he should start thinking about dropping a few hints.
Brandon read the sheet of paper on his desk and rubbed the grit of sleep from his eyes. He and Dave Woolcott had spent the evening going through the dozens of reports that had flowed in from the actions Dave had ordered in response to the correlations thrown out by the HOLMES computer. In spite of their determined efforts to find some slender thread of evidence to unravel back to the killer, there was nothing that either of them could identify as a lead.
‘Maybe this idea of Carol’s will do the business for us,’ Dave yawned.
‘We’ve tried everything else,’ Brandon said, his voice as depressed as his face. ‘It can’t hurt to run with it.’
‘She’s a smart operator, that one,’ Dave remarked. ‘She’ll be running the shop one of these days.’ There was no bitterness in his tone, only a tired admiration. Another yawn split his face.
‘Go home, Dave. When was the last time you saw Marion awake?’
Dave groaned. ‘Don’t you start, sir. I was going to knock off anyway, there’s not a lot doing. I’ll be in tomorrow, finish off listing these computer suppliers.’
‘OK, but not too early, you hear? Give your family a treat. Eat breakfast with them.’ Before he took his own advice, Brandon wanted to go through the witness statements and officers’ impressions once more, unable to believe that there wasn’t something lurking in there that would give them their first serious break. By the time he was halfway through he was finding it almost impossible to motivate himself to get through the rest of the pile. The prospect of tucking himself round Maggie’s warm body was overwhelmingly appealing.
Brandon sighed and focused on the next sheet of paper. His scrutiny was interrupted by the insistent trill of his telephone. ‘Brandon,’ he sighed.
‘Sergeant Murray here, front desk. Sorry to
