considered that as Lightning stared at me with dark eyes. Scratching him behind the ear, I was still scared out of my mind. The size of the horses was astonishing up close, and I honestly couldn’t ever picture myself sitting astride them, especially one named Lightning.
Jase returned to my side, sitting the bucket between us. Thunder followed, tail twitching in impatience. After kneeling and scooping up a handful of oats, Jase rose. The brown muzzle immediately went for his hand as Jase looked over at me. ‘It’s that easy.’
While letting a horse eat out of my hand wasn’t something I imagined doing, I didn’t complain when Jase dumped some oats in my open palm. Face scrunched, I offered my hand to Lightning.
‘You should see yourself right now.’ Jase laughed as he shook his head. ‘It’s cute.’
And probably a bit ridiculous. My cheeks warmed as Lightning nosed around the oats in my hand. ‘Picky eater?’
Jase grinned as he rubbed Thunder’s neck with his free hand. ‘I think he’s taking his time because he likes you.’
‘Is that so?’ I smiled as I slowly reached out with my other hand, caressing the elegant muzzle. Several moments passed as I considered how I ended up here. This was more than just a horse meet and greet for no reason. I got what Jase was trying to do. It all stemmed back to the conversation in his Jeep. Substituting the rush of adrenaline and pleasure dancing brought me with something else.
The fact that he even cared enough to do this, to take the time, moved me. More than a stolen kiss a year ago or brief touches now could. Emotion clogged my throat as Lightning nibbled at the oats, tickling my palm.
I didn’t know why Jase was doing this for me. Yes, we were friends—friends for a while now. When he visited Cam, he’d also visited me, but this seemed like more than what a friend would do.
Then again, I wasn’t an expert on friends.
As I stood there, the light breeze doing nothing to erase the fine sheen of humidity coating my skin, I realized with sudden clarity that I was really quite … friendless. Because if Sadi or any of my studio friends were true friends, we’d still be in contact even if we no longer shared a common goal. It wasn’t just envy or bitterness that stood between us. Without dance, there just wasn’t anything there.
I swallowed the burn in my throat. ‘Is it really like flying?’
Jase glanced over at me and nodded. ‘It is.’
Pushing the thickness down again, I returned my attention to Lightning, scooping up more oats once he’d finished with what I held. There was something peaceful about all this—the quiet of the farm, the simple act.
‘This isn’t bad,’ I admitted quietly.
‘I know. It will be better once you understand what here is to you.’
I bit my lip, remembering what I’d said in the Jeep. ‘When did you get so wise sounding?’
‘I’ve always been extremely wise. So much so, I consider it a curse.’
I laughed softly.
‘Actually, it’s experience. Things come along you don’t expect all the time, Tess. Trust me. Things that change everything about your life—about what you thought you wanted, who you thought you were. Things that make you reevaluate everything and even if it doesn’t sound like a good thing in the beginning?’ He shrugged as he settled his gaze on Thunder. ‘Sometimes they turn out better than you could’ve ever imagined.’
The way clarity rang in his voice, I had no doubt in my mind he had firsthand experience with the unexpected.
‘You know something?’ Jase asked after a couple of minutes passed. ‘What Jacob said in the Den yesterday wasn’t true.’
The swift change of the subject startled me. As Lightning ate out of my palm, I looked at Jase. ‘What?’
Thunder, done eating, turned and trotted off as Jase wiped his hands along his jeans. He sauntered up to where I stood, idly scratching Lightning’s ear since I dropped my free hand. ‘You know what I’m talking about, Tess. And I know why you left immediately afterward.’
My first response was to deny, because denial was almost always easier than facing the truth. Especially when the truth was sort of humiliating. But Jase had intimate knowledge of said truth. Right now, denial would just make me look stupid.
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