that was probably prison-issue, as well.
“He’s made a run at Jazz a few times,” Lucia murmured.
Ben started walking toward the courthouse doors. She kept pace. “Bet she handed him his nuts on a platter,” he chuckled.
Lucia grinned. “I don’t think she bothered with the platter.”
“Yeah, she’s not much in the kitchen. So … where is she? I admit, I kind of expected to see her….” McCarthy opened one of the doors and stepped aside to let Lucia pass. She glanced at him, but there wasn’t any calculation in his eyes. It was automatic gentility. He wasn’t even aware of doing it. She suppressed another smile as she thought of how little gestures like that would have chafed on Jazz. She liked her independence and saw every common courtesy as an infringement upon it. Jazz should have been born in the Old West, where she could have made a living on the frontier, riding rough, drinking hard and swearing at the top of her lungs. Calamity Jazz.
McCarthy was fishing for an answer to a question he hadn’t asked. Lucia obliged. “Truthfully? Borden and I kept her away. We didn’t want her presenting a clear target.” James Borden had volunteered to keep her distracted—not exactly a sacrifice; the man had been madly in love with her for almost a year—and the significant lack of Jazz’s presence this morning might mean that they’d finally tipped over from flirting to … something more.
Or alternatively, knowing Jazz, it could mean she’d had a massive fight with Borden, gotten drunk, belligerent, taken on a motorcycle gang in a fistfight, and was celebrating her victory with a hospital visit.
McCarthy looked somber. “She okay?”
“She’s fine.”
“You’re sure?”
“I’m sure.” Again, a little white lie. Jazz was all right in one sense, in that the past few months had made a huge change in her life. Since the day Jazz had been given her first red envelope—the same day that Lucia, halfway across the country, had received one—her life had begun an uphill climb, after the downhill express she’d taken following McCarthy’s arrest. But the offer Lucia and Jazz had jointly received—to open a new detective agency with funding from a rich but highly secretive donor organization—had come with trip wires attached, and Jazz had been a casualty. When they’d followed the last lead, from instructions in one of those damn red letters from the Cross Society, she’d nearly died.
Lucia had no idea how much of that Jazz had shared with her former partner. Knowing her, probably little.
No new envelopes had arrived recently. Lucia allowed herself to think that perhaps, just perhaps, the insanity was over. A faint hope, but she refused to abandon it just yet. All of this unexplainable conspiracy-theory stuff was just too odd to live with for long, if you expected to have a firm grip on reality.
McCarthy had noted her brief mental detour. “Somebody’s still gunning for her, right?”
“Why do you say that?”
He grinned, a flash of humor that lit his eyes like sunlight. “Hell, you tell me. You’re the one who kept her out of the courtroom.”
“Well, somebody was gunning for her. Are they still?” Lucia shrugged. “I don’t know. But I prefer to be careful.”
“Good plan.”
They moved out into the hall, and he suddenly stopped walking. She looked back at him with eyebrows raised. He surveyed the corridor, the people coming and going as the day began to come alive. The glow of dawn outside the courthouse windows.
His eyes had a wet shine to them. Tears.
“McCarthy?” she asked gently.
He took in a breath. “Yeah. Freedom. Kind of took me by surprise,” he said. “Give me a second.”
“Take your time,” she murmured. She knew how it felt. There had been a dark time in her life—pitch-black, in fact—when she hadn’t been sure she’d ever see daylight again. The emotional impact of realizing that the trauma was over, that you were free … it could be overwhelming. It wasn’t relief. It was terror.
When you get used to the dark, the light can burn you.
He blinked, and smiled slightly. “Sorry,” he said, and cleared his throat. “So. Want to have breakfast with an ex-con? I mean, it’s not like we’re not acquainted already. Fifteen hours of interviews has to count for something.”
First, second and third dates, most likely. She cleared her own throat, banishing the thought. “I’d love to.”
“Got to confess, I’m low on funds.”
“They confiscated your ill-gotten gains?” She made it an ironic question, not quite accusatory. He met her eyes without shame.
“I asked them to,” he said. “Wanted to start out fresh.”
“Ah. My treat, then.”
He offered her the crook of his elbow. She put a hand in it, and they resumed their walk down the long paneled hallway, to the free world.
Chapter 2
Over breakfast at the restaurant in the Raphael Hotel, which was a good deal fancier than his suit jacket warranted, McCarthy wolfed down a Hangover Omelet stuffed with chili, chorizo and potatoes; Lucia stuck to a large fruit cup and dry toast. She enjoyed watching him eat. He seemed enchanted with everything he tasted, but then, she supposed nearly two years of prison chow would do that. She suspected he was always a bit of a sensualist. Something about his eyes, his smile, the clever exact movements of his hands …
She pulled herself back from the dizzy edge of that thought, and said, “Do you have any idea who could have used your gun to commit the murders?” Because the circumstantial evidence had been convincing. McCarthy’s gun had been matched to the bullets in the bodies. There had been footprint evidence at the scene, too, and an eyewitness who’d seen McCarthy with the victims half an hour before their murders, although Lucia doubted the authenticity of that. Eyewitnesses were often wrong.
“Oh, I know who did it,” McCarthy mumbled around a mouthful of eggs and cheese. “Stewart.”
“He didn’t.”
“Crazy enough.”
“Jazz checked it out. Stewart had an alibi.”
“So did I. Funny how that is.”
“Stewart was booking a carjacker downtown at the time of the killings, in front of twenty other cops.”
McCarthy studied her with those intense blue eyes as he chewed and swallowed, wiped salsa from his lips, and for a second she thought he was going to argue the point. Instead he said, “So what’s your story?”
“Excuse me?”
“Fifteen hours of talking, and I don’t think you said boo about yourself. Name, rank and serial number, but you didn’t exactly meet me halfway. So tell me how you got mixed up in all this—and why the hell you care about a guy like me.”
Lucia
