“Lei’s in your league. I’m not.”
“You feel out of place here,” he said softly, soothingly. “I know these people. I would love to help you make connections and find your way.”
I stared up at him. “Why are you offering me that? Because of Jackson? If you think I want to insinuate myself into his life, you couldn’t be more wrong about me.”
The song ended and I pulled back, ready to find Lei and see if she wanted to leave, too.
Pembry wisely got the hint and guided me off the dance floor. I was almost home free when a tall figure stepped into my path. I looked up and caught my breath, thinking for a split second that Jax had shown up after all.
Then I realized it was his dad.
“Ian,” Parker said, thrusting out his hand in greeting. His voice carried power in it, just as his posture did. The Rutledge patriarch controlled a family with serious political clout. His reach and influence were staggering if you thought about it, which I couldn’t help doing when he turned those dark eyes to me. “I don’t think I’ve met your lovely companion before.”
I was startled to hear his slight accent, one I couldn’t place.
Ian did the honors. “Parker, this is Gianna Rossi. Gianna, Parker Rutledge.”
“Hello,” I said.
“Miss Rossi, a pleasure. This is my wife, Regina.”
I looked at the blonde beside him, the one he’d been dancing with, and thought she couldn’t be much older than me. She certainly wasn’t old enough to be Jax’s mother. Even a great plastic surgeon couldn’t preserve someone that well. “Hello, Mrs. Rutledge.”
Her smile didn’t reach her eyes. “Regina, please.”
“Dance with me, Regina,” Ian said, holding a hand out to her with a flourish.
She looked at Parker, who gave a nod. She looked back at Ian. “I want you to tell me about that new chef you brought with you tonight. What type of food does he cook?”
“Modern Southern.”
“Really?” They moved off. “I’m having a dinner party in a few weeks. Do you think...?”
“You’d never know it from looking at her,” Parker said, setting his hand at my waist before I could decline. “But she loves to eat.”
“I have a hard time understanding people who don’t.”
Parker swept me into the dance with a flourish and I held on, forcing myself to breathe.
“Regina also loves a great party,” he continued. “But then she’s young and beautiful. Like you.”
“Thank you.”
“Your interest is hospitality, isn’t it? I believe that’s what Ian told me. You must enjoy a great party, too. What do you think of this one?”
“It’s...” I scrambled for an answer. “I’m still taking it in.”
He laughed and the sound wasn’t anything like Jax’s warm chuckles. Parker had a booming laugh, one that drew attention. It was oddly infectious. I felt my mouth curve reluctantly.
“Gianna,” he said, again with that hint of a regional accent. “An unusual name, isn’t it? Jackson knew a Gianna in Las Vegas a few years ago.”
As I’d expected, the evening was quickly moving from uncomfortable to disastrous. I had assumed I’d been a secret. Instead, it seemed Jax had been telling everyone about me. That didn’t give me the warm fuzzies.
“It’s a family name,” I answered tightly, feeling terribly awkward.
“It must have been a pleasant surprise, seeing him again.”
I studied him. Would Jax look like his father when he reached the same age? I hoped not. I hoped he’d have more laugh lines around the eyes and less tension around his beautiful mouth.
“I’m more surprised that Ian felt the need to involve him in our business.”
“I involved Jackson,” he murmured, looking over my head with narrowed eyes. “Ian did me a wonderful favor when he introduced me to Regina, so I help him whenever I can.” He looked at me again. “I wasn’t aware of you, though. I’ll assume Ian was.”
Unease slid down my spine. I felt like a clown fish swimming with sharks, in way over my head.
“Excuse me.”
God. The sound of Jax’s voice reverberated through me.
“I’m cutting in.”
Parker stopped and I turned my head, my heart pounding when I came face-to-face with Jax.
“I didn’t think you’d show,” Parker said to his son.
Jax glanced at me, then back at his father. “You didn’t give me a choice.”
For a second, I considered slipping away while the two men were occupied with staring hard at each other. Then Jax’s arm slipped around my waist from behind, pulling me into him and away from his father.
Parker glanced at me. “I’ll bow out and see you at dinner, Gianna. Enjoy yourself.”
Jax rounded me, cutting off my view of his dad’s retreating back. “You look amazing,” he said softly, pulling me closer.
My shoulders ached with tension. “I’m glad you approve.”
He took the first step and I followed.
“Breathe, Gia,” he admonished. “I’ve got you.”
“I don’t want to be here.”
“That makes two of us.” He caressed my back with a soothing brush of his hand. “I hate these things.”
“But you fit right in.”
His eyes were shadowed with an emotion I couldn’t name. “I was born into it. I don’t live in it.”
The heat of his body began to soak into mine. Every breath I took was filled with his scent; every movement he made sent echoes of memories sliding through me.
“That’s better,” he coaxed. “Relax into me, baby.”
“Don’t.”
“You’re in my world now, Gia. My rules.”
I shook my head. “I was tricked into coming here.”
He pulled me closer, his lips at my temple. “I’m sorry.”
“You just had to get that out, didn’t you? I don’t see why. Clearly I wasn’t the dirty little secret I thought I
