I nodded.
Tucker grabbed the remote control. ‘I fast-forwarded it to the best part.’
I chuckled at his efforts, not bothering to explain that I’d prefer to watch the movie from the beginning. His enthusiasm was enough. He hit PLAY and an action scene, complete with good guys and villains, played out before us. I decided it was actually rather thoughtful of him to fast-forward just to the good parts. Plus in the weeks since Christmas, I guessed he’d already watched this at least a dozen times.
I wondered how long Amanda’s delivery would take and if the baby would be okay. She was delivering really early, but I knew she was well into her third trimester, so I hoped that meant the baby was developed enough to be all right. I was glad I had Tucker cuddled in my lap to distract me. Otherwise I’d probably be pacing the floor, completely stressed out and worried.
Just as the movie was ending, Jaxon and Luke arrived home.
‘Hey, guys.’ I whispered my greeting so as not to wake Tucker, who was softly snoring against my shoulder.
Jaxon smiled crookedly. ‘You’re back.’
I nodded.
‘Good. Knox was like a hormonal teenager when you were gone.’ Jaxon lifted Tucker from the couch and cradled his dead weight as he carried him up the stairs.
Luke sat down beside me. ‘Where’s Knox? Does he know you’re back?’
‘Yeah. It wasn’t quite the reunion I was expecting, though. When I got here, our friend Amanda from group was here and she’d gone into labor. Knox took her to the hospital.’ I left out the embarrassing part where I fell like a sack of stones, dropping to the floor from shock.
I knew it was wrong, but part of me wanted to grill Luke about Knox’s activities while I’d been away. Had he behaved himself? Knowing he’d hooked up with someone would crush me, and since it wasn’t right to use Luke’s honesty against his own brother, I abstained. ‘How was winter break?’
Luke shrugged. ‘It was okay. I worked down at the hardware store with Knox most days, trying to build up a savings account for college. I’m going to keep working there a few days a week after school.’
I loved his determination. It made me realize that I’d taken my own education for granted. When it was time for me to go to college, all I had to do was apply, and even then I’d complained about the endless essays and applications. My parents had set aside money for years so I didn’t have to worry about anything when it was time to go. As much as I tried to put myself in Luke’s shoes, I knew I’d never really understand the struggles he had to endure. ‘I heard you guys volunteered on Christmas,’ I said.
‘Yeah. It was really cool. I think we’re gonna start doing that every year, make it our new family tradition. Holidays just aren’t the same without our parents.’
‘I know what you mean.’ I loved the idea that I might have inspired their new holiday tradition.
Jaxon returned from putting Tucker to bed, and stood in front of where Luke and I sat on the couch. ‘I think I’m gonna go out for a while.’
‘Stay in with us,’ I blurted. I didn’t want to worry and wonder where Jaxon was and who he was with; I felt responsible for the boys tonight with Knox away. Maybe it was my nerves, or maybe it was because of what happened to Brian, but I’d feel a lot more comfortable with us all under one roof.
‘You have to make it worth my while then.’ He smirked.
‘Okay?’ I hadn’t meant to phrase it as a question, but I was curious what he meant.
‘You know how to play poker?’ he asked.
‘A little.’ One of my college roommates had a boyfriend who was really into poker. He’d taught us both the basics.
‘You have any cash on you?’
I nodded.
‘Perfect. Come on.’
Luke and I rose from the couch and followed Jaxon to the dining room table. Luke tugged on my wrist, meeting my eyes with a solemn gaze. ‘You don’t have to play with him.’
‘It’s fine.’
Honestly, the distraction of a game of cards sounded better than sitting on the couch moping and waiting for Knox to get home. And I liked the idea of getting to know Luke and Jaxon a little better. I hadn’t spent any quality time with just the three of us before. ‘Can we play with just three players?’ I asked Jaxon, settling into the chair across from him.
‘Yeah, shorthanded poker. Luke, Knox, and I play this way sometimes.’
Luke rolled his eyes. ‘Knox and I don’t play with him anymore. He’s too good. Be careful, McKenna.’
I laughed. I couldn’t really see Jaxon trying to roll me for my money. I grabbed my wallet from my purse and set it on the table next to me. ‘I think I can handle myself.’
Jaxon smiled at me, a devilish grin that showed off one dimple. ‘I like the confidence. Game on, babe.’
Luke rolled his eyes and leaned back in his chair, folding his arms behind his head.
I watched as Jaxon pulled a roll of bills from his pocket that was several inches thick. Whoa. Where had he gotten that kind of money? There had to be several hundred dollars there, and as far as I knew he didn’t have a job. Unless you counted breaking hearts and getting into fights. I averted my eyes from the stack of money he was shuffling through. It was his business.
Jaxon made quick work of changing my twenty-dollar bill into singles and passing the cash back to me. ‘Aren’t you getting in?’ I asked Luke.
He shook his head. ‘I don’t play Jax for money anymore. Now we trade homework assignments.’
I guess that made sense. Luke was good at school and it seemed to come naturally for him. ‘Oh. Well, what do you get if you win?’
A confused look twisted his features. ‘I don’t know. I’ve never won.’
I watched in awe as Jaxon shuffled and dealt the cards. The way his fingers glided over the cards with ease told me he’d spent a fair amount of time playing, a little hidden talent I’d known nothing about. It seemed the more I got to know about these boys, the more they surprised me.
‘So, where is Knox anyway?’ Jaxon asked, dealing the last card.
While I arranged the cards in my hand, I explained about Amanda and how her water had broken on his bedroom floor.
Jaxon made a face and shuddered. ‘Nasty.’ Luke’s expression was more one of concern. They couldn’t be more different if they tried.
I’d been dealt a decent hand—a pair of tens and a pair of sixes—and I tossed a few dollars into the center of the table. After seeing and raising, then noticing conspicuous looks from Luke, I called Jaxon and he turned over his cards for me. A full house. He took the bills from the center of the table and gave me a mocking look.
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