no doubt she’ll stay and feed her flock.’
Grinning, he added, ‘By the time she gets back, rather than shock her, I’ll be dressed and my bed will look suitably slept in.’
A second later the latch clicked and he was gone.
With a strange hollow sensation in the pit of her stomach that she identified as shame, Tina sat and stared at the closed door.
Last night she had obviously waved goodbye to her principles and enjoyed what Ruth had called ‘one of life’s most wonderful experiences’ and she couldn’t remember a thing.
Now, as well as feeling ashamed, she felt cheated.
If she hadn’t had too much to drink…
But if she hadn’t had too much to drink, she reminded herself grimly, she wouldn’t have slept with him in the first place.
She knew from the way her contemporaries talked that that kind of thing wasn’t uncommon, but she had never expected it to happen to her.
Well, now it had and it was too late. What was done couldn’t be undone. She would just have to live with the shame.
She bit her lip.
If they had known and loved one another it would have been different…Or if there’d been any promise of a serious relationship…
But neither of those things applied.
It had been purely and simply a one-night stand. On his part, at least.
From a kaleidoscope of emotions, anger and dismay and regret at her own behaviour stood out.
She almost wished she could say he’d taken advantage of her but, recalling the way she had put her arms round his neck and clung to him, in all honesty she couldn’t.
He must think she was easy, that this was her usual behaviour. Cringing, she wondered how she was going to face him.
And he would be back before too long.
The mere thought turned her insides into a quivering mass of jelly.
Trying to get a grip, she told herself bracingly that she was bound to feel better, more confident, when she had showered and got dressed.
Averting her gaze from the chair that held last night’s discarded clothes, she stumbled out of bed. The movement made her temples pound so violently that for a moment she was forced to stand with her eyes shut, too dizzy to move.
When the world stopped spinning, she located her clip on the bedside cabinet and fastened her hair on top of her head.
Then, moving more carefully now, both for the sake of her head and her ankle which, though a great deal better, still wasn’t quite right, went into the bathroom to clean her teeth and shower.
While the hot water and lavender-scented gel flowed slickly over her bare flesh, it occurred to her that, in the circumstances, she would have expected her body to look and feel different—a faint redness here and there, a little stiffness, some tenderness perhaps? ‘Fulfilled, more like a real woman,’ would have been Ruth’s poetic way of putting it.
But, apart from a headache and feeling slightly nauseous, which were obviously the effects of too much alcohol, there wasn’t a mark on her and physically she felt just the same.
Only nothing was the same.
It never would be again.
As she dried herself and cleaned her teeth, trying to ignore the fact that in a single day her whole world had somehow been turned topsy-turvey, she made what plans she could.
Richard Anders had promised to get her car fixed so, hopefully, if she gave him Ruth’s address, the garage would let her know when it was done.
In the meantime she would leave Pemberley Square as soon as possible and book into a hotel.
Though her heart plummeted at the thought of walking away from Richard, it was something she had to do. If she looked as if she was making any attempt to cling or prolong things he would only secretly despise her…
She had just returned to the bedroom to find some fresh clothes when a tap at the door sent her scurrying back into bed.
A moment later Richard strode in carrying a loaded breakfast tray. He was wearing a short navy-blue silk robe and, apart from one dark lock that had escaped to fall over his forehead, his hair had been tamed into submission.
He looked clear-eyed and incredibly handsome and, though she tried her hardest to appear cool and composed, her heart picked up speed.
Studying her shiny nose and the damp strands of hair escaping from the clip, he commented gravely, ‘You’ve had your shower, I see.’
Feeling a disturbing mixture of embarrassment and powerful attraction and knowing her hair must look ridiculous bundled on top of her head like this, she wished she’d had time to brush it.
‘How’s the ankle this morning?’
Somehow she found her voice and said huskily, ‘Much better, thank you.’
Having set the tray on the bedside cabinet, he crossed to the window to draw back the curtains. ‘We seem to have our good weather back,’ he observed as the sunshine flooded in. ‘Which should be a relief after yesterday.’
Almost to himself and with a little reminiscent smile, he added, ‘However, rain like that can create some lasting memories…’
She was wondering what kind of memories he had in mind when, returning to the bedside, he stooped to touch his lips to hers before asking, ‘Now, about ready for some breakfast?’
Quivering from that casual little caress, she trapped the duvet under her arms and looked anywhere but at him as he set the tray across her knees.
It held freshly squeezed grapefruit juice and a full English breakfast, including toast and marmalade and a pot of coffee.
‘As I’m aiming for a black belt in cooking and I don’t get a chance to practise while Gwen’s here, I thought I might as well go the whole hog.
‘But, first of all, drink this.’ He handed her a glass containing a small amount of cloudy liquid.
Though the actual taste wasn’t too bad, the concoction had an unpleasant slimy texture and she shuddered as she swallowed it.
‘Pretty revolting, isn’t it?’ he commented cheerfully. ‘But it’s extremely effective; the best cure for a hangover I know. By the time you’ve had something to eat, your headache will be gone.’
He poured the coffee, which was hot and fragrant, and, having divided the sausages, bacon, button mushrooms and grilled tomatoes between two plates, paused to ask, ‘Now, then, how brave do you feel?’
‘Brave?’
He grinned. ‘While everything else is usually eatable, my scrambled eggs have been known to resemble foam rubber, so it’s up to you.’
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