and ice.
‘Cheers!’
‘Cheers! Welcome to the Audley.’
He smiled. ‘Thank you, Clare. Right, sit down over there and tell me all the pitfalls—who’s fallen out with who, who I mustn’t speak to, who does the crossword in the staff lounge, all that sort of thing.’
It was her turn to laugh. ‘Nothing like that. The Audley’s a very happy hospital, and there’s practically no hierarchy. We’re all in the same business, after all.’
‘Well, thank God for that! My last hospital was the giddy limit—I was forever treading on someone’s toes.’ He put the washed lettuce in the salad spinner, and placed it on the table in front of her. ‘Now, what do you fancy? I’ve got a fresh sea-bass, or we could have steak if you’d prefer.’
‘Did you catch the bass?’
He laughed. ‘Afraid not, not this time. I bought it from the guy on the next boat. He caught it last night.’
‘Sounds wonderful.’
While she spun the lettuce and made the salad, he washed the fish, stuffed it with butter and a handful of fresh fennel from the garden, and pinned it together with cocktail sticks.
‘Thirty minutes in the oven,’ he said with a grin. ‘Time for a walk round the garden.’
It was lovely, heavy with scent and ripe with colour, and in the last rays of the June sunshine it was quite intoxicating.
Michael’s enthusiasm was infectious, as he discovered things in the garden and pointed out others to her that he had noticed before. Under a tree at the end was a swing, old and creaky, but he tested it and then offered her a ride.
She shook her head. ‘I never could make them go high enough.’
The next second his arm had snagged her waist and she was on his lap, swinging high in the air and laughing with delight as the wind tugged at her hair and the ground rushed up to meet them.
Finally he slowed it, and as they drifted gently back and forth, his lips touched warmly against hers before his arm released her.
She stood up, her legs shaking, but whether from the dizzying ride or the effects of the kiss she wasn’t sure. After all, it had only been a very tiny kiss, not at all the sort of thing that smouldering passion was made of, but it had affected her more deeply than she dared admit, even to herself. She could still feel the hard imprint of his thighs against her legs, and the warmth of his chest against her side.
‘The fish,’ he said abruptly, and she followed him back to the kitchen, her emotions in turmoil. As he unwrapped the bass and lifted it carefully on to the plate, she forced herself to behave calmly.
‘Do you have any salad dressing?’
‘In the little jar in the fridge door—it’s home-made.’
They sat at the big oak table in the kitchen for their meal, and to her surprise she relaxed and enjoyed it. The food was delicious, Michael friendly but nothing more, and she began to think she must have imagined her reaction to his kiss.
They took their coffee in the garden and sat on the bench seat among the roses, he at one end, she at the other, and a respectable distance between them. After a while their conversation flagged, and she looked up to see him watching her, his eyes intent.
She flushed. Perhaps she hadn’t imagined it? His arm was flung along the back of the seat, and his fingers reached out and brushed the side of her neck. Her pulse leapt to life, and she sprang to her feet.
‘I ought to go, Michael.’
He stood up smoothly and reached for her hand, his thumb idly brushing against her wrist.
‘I can feel your pulse,’ he murmured. ‘It’s racing. Fight or flight, or something even more fundamental?’
She was frozen, transfixed to the spot, as he closed the gap between them and cupped her face gently in his hands.
‘Have I told you how lovely you look tonight?’
‘I—no, I don’t think so …’
‘How remiss of me. You’re beautiful, Clare. Quite exquisite.’ Trapped in that paralysing blue gaze, she was powerless to move as he lowered his head and took her mouth in a kiss so gentle, so delicate that she thought she must be dreaming.
She sighed softly, and he eased her closer, so close that she could feel the beating of his heart against her own. Her lips parted slightly, and he deepened the kiss, his tongue tracing the edge of her teeth.
‘Open your mouth,’ he murmured gruffly against her lips, and she obeyed mindlessly, oblivious to everything except the feel of his body against hers, the touch of his hands on her face, the devastating intimacy of his kiss.
With a muffled groan he lifted his head and rested his cheek against her hair. She could feel the thudding of his heart, the slight tremor in his muscles as he held her close against his chest.
‘I think I’d better take you home now,’ he said after a moment, and she nodded speechlessly.
Neither of them spoke on the journey back to the hospital, but as he turned to leave her at her door, she laid a hand on his arm.
‘Thank you for a lovely evening, Michael,’ she said softly.
‘The pleasure was all mine,’ he murmured.
Clare smiled and shook her head. ‘Not all of it,’ she replied gently, and, rising on to her toes, she kissed his cheek lightly. ‘Goodnight.’
‘Goodnight, Clare. See you tomorrow.’
And she would, she thought with a little race of her heart. For the first time in a long, long while, she found herself looking forward to seeing a man again. The smile was still on her lips as she fell asleep.
IT WAS a busy week, and one in which Clare saw frustratingly little of Michael, and that only in brief snatches on the ward.
Two of the boys in ‘Borstal’ went home, to be replaced by one of the lads from ITU—the other had been moved direct to Stoke Mandeville—and another admission, a youth of seventeen who had come off his motorbike and fractured his femur.
He was in traction with a Steinmann pin and was comfortable enough to join in with the general hilarity after twenty-four hours.
Pete Sawyer had had a bone graft taken from his hip and placed in his arm to link the broken ends of his radius, and they were now hoping for some progress.
Tina, on the other hand, showed no progress, and on Thursday Mr Mayhew discussed with her the possibility of fusing her spine so they could start the long process of her rehabilitation.
She was stoical throughout, but Clare sensed her outward calm was just a front. Her mother, however, had no such outward calm, and on Friday Clare had to
