up and waved her over to them. There was a cluster of people around the bulletin board, and as she walked across the room she noticed nudging and giggling aimed in her direction.
Her brow twitched into a puzzled frown. ‘What’s that all about?’ she asked.
‘I take it you haven’t seen it yet, then?’ Bron said, trying to hide her smile.
‘Seen what?’
Ross hauled himself up the chair and grinned. ‘The cartoon. Some wise guy’s decided to lampoon us.’
‘Us?’ she squeaked. ‘What us?’
‘You and me.’
‘I didn’t know we were an us!’
His mouth quirked. ‘Give me time,’ he murmured, so quietly that only she heard. She blushed instantly, and he smiled knowingly.
‘So,’ she repeated, ‘what us?’
‘Go and look,’ Oliver suggested, grinning.
Just then there was a shout of laughter from the vicinity of the board, and a tall black man wove his way between the tables and dropped into a chair beside Lizzi.
‘Hello, Dr Marumba. Seen something funny?’
‘Oh, Lizzi, it’s a classic! I love it! The Ice Maiden and the Abominable Snowman!’ He slapped his leg and rocked with laughter.
She glanced up at the board again. The crowd around it had faded away, and she just had to know—excusing herself, she stood up and crossed the room quickly.
There, in the middle of all the notices about job vacancies, training courses and voluntary aid programmes, was a cartoon showing her little car squaring up to Ross’s Daimler. Both cars were growling and pawing the ground, and Lizzi and Ross were standing on the top of the cars like charioteers, she looking aloof and victorious, he unmistakable with his shock of white hair, standing with his feet apart, brandishing a huge sword, challenging her.
The caption read,
Ice Maiden Targets The Abominable Snowman—does this herald a new ice-age? As the Yeti brings Arctic conditions with him, so Bizzi Lizzi tackles the invader. Has Sister Killjoy met her match, or is she in her element? Watch this space for further developments in the Cold War!
‘Good, isn’t it?’
Lizzi jumped, and turned to glare at him. ‘Good? Ross, are you out of your mind?’
‘Not at all. You have to learn to take a joke. I like the symbolism!’
‘Symbolism?’
‘Of the sword. Impressive, isn’t it?’
She blushed furiously as his meaning sank in. ‘Don’t be absurd!’
He grinned that infuriating lop-sided grin. ‘I’m rather flattered, actually.’
She ignored him and, snatching the cartoon down from the board, she walked away, her cheeks still touched with fire. Abandoning the remains of her coffee, she stalked back to the ward, incensed with rage, and marched into her office.
Lucy Hallett was just jotting down a note. ‘Oh, Sister, I’m glad you’re back. ITU just rang. They got the results of the brain-stem test on Mr Adams, and he’s been certified brain dead. He had a massive intracerebral haemorrhage, apparently, as well as the fractures. They’ve turned off the machine. The neurologist’s just coming up to tell his wife.’
Her anger drained away, leaving a huge void in its place. She stared sightlessly out of the window, remembering another time, another place, another young woman whose life had been shattered …
‘Sister? Are you all right?’
She turned back to Lucy, her eyes wide, and pulled herself together visibly. Thank you, Staff. I’ll deal with it. Perhaps you and Staff Nurse Tucker could do the drugs?’
Lucy nodded and left, and Lizzi sank down at the desk. Oh, God. Poor Jennifer. Most people would be able to distance themselves from the tragedy, and most of the time Lizzi could, but this case—these people, she corrected herself, were just too close to home. She felt cold, so cold, as if icy fingers were clutching at her heart.
When the neurologist tapped on her door and came in, he found her busy working at her desk, her face outwardly calm—at least, Lizzi hoped she looked calm. Inside she was a seething mass of dread, but she was used to putting on a front, and today was no different from many others.
She got up and went with him, and watched his gentle but systematic destruction of the young woman’s life with as much distance as she could manage.
When Jennifer started to cry, he stood by helplessly waiting for Lizzi to comfort her, and eventually she did, moving mechanically to cradle the young woman against her taut chest while she thought vainly of sea breezes and long walks in the country, how she would reconcile the following week’s duty rota with everyone wanting Easter off, and whether she needed to go to the supermarket on her way home. There was also the nagging question of her car. It would need to go into the garage at some point for inspection by the insurance company’s assessor, prior to being repaired—good, her tears were subsiding. Lizzi eased away from her, smoothed her hair back from her face and smiled.
‘I’ll get you a cup of tea, and I’ll find a nurse to come and sit with you.’
She stood up, led the neurologist out of the room and went back to her office.
‘Does she really need a cup of tea?’ the neurologist asked with a quirk to his eyebrows.
She shrugged. ‘Universal panacea. They don’t often want it, but drinking it gives them something to do. Did you want something?’
He shook his head, raised one eyebrow at her rather curt dismissal and left.
She wanted to scream, to sob and rage and throw herself down and weep for hours, but it was impossible. After she had detailed a nurse to take Mrs Adams a cup of tea and sit with her, she did the next best thing and took some junior nurses round the ward for a teaching session. She was unreasonably hard on them, and several times they exchanged glances of commiseration with each other, but they all stuck it out and came away wiser.
Lizzi went into her office and closed the door. ignoring their comments behind her back. They all knew she was in a grotty mood, but of course they thought it was because of the cartoon. It would never occur to them that the cool, detached Sister Killjoy could possibly feel any emotion because someone had done something as everyday as die!
She heard her door open and shut, but she didn’t lift her head.
‘Hiding?’
The voice was soft, Scots and full of teasing good humour. She put down her pen with a sigh.
‘No, Mr Hamilton, I’m not hiding. I’m working, unlike some people. If you want to kill time, perhaps you’d find somewhere else to do it!’
Her glare wiped the grin off his face, and he dropped into the chair opposite and steepled his fingers, then lifting his head he gave
