she looked back, he was watching her in the mirror over the bar. She became certain, in that instant, that he could see inside her mind, that he knew what she had been thinking, about those nights out at Ten Mile Flat.
She felt defiant, then. And angry. That she should still remember so vividly. That this man who had left her to have his baby alone could still call forth such a powerful response in her.
He turned, a glass in each hand, and came to sit in the armchair nearest her end of the sofa. He passed her the tonic water. The glass was cold, beads of moisture already sliding down the sides. She took one sip. Her stomach lurched.
No. Better not try to finish it. She set it on the coffee table in front of her. He drank, the ice cubes clinking together in his glass.
She found herself staring at his watch. A Rolex. Unbelievable.
She said what she was thinking. “It looks like you are doing well.”
He lifted one of those broad shoulders in a half shrug. “I own a business. Boulevard Limousine of Chicago. I started it eight years ago, with one twelve-year-old Cadillac limousine and one chauffeur—me. Originally, it was just a way to support myself while I was earning my degree.”
His degree? Marsh Bravo, who had barely managed to graduate from Norman High, now had a college degree?
He chuckled. “Hard to believe, huh? Me, a college graduate. But I have to confess. It’s not from any college you would have heard of. You went to OU, I suppose.”
“Yes. I did.”
“Figured you would. Dean’s honor list, right?”
She nodded. “And…how is your business doing now?”
He brought his glass to that sensual mouth again, sipped, shrugged once more. “Revenues this year should top five million. I have 250 employees and a fleet of 85 limousines.”
Tory could hardly believe what she was hearing.
I’m no good, he had written. You can do better….
Eight years ago, he’d said. Eight years ago, in Chicago, he had started his business. And since then, he must have been making a living at least, must have been doing all right.
Yet he had never called. Never written. Never made the slightest effort to see her, until now.
That hurt. That hurt way too much.
She couldn’t afford that—to start hurting for this man all over again. Couldn’t. And wouldn’t.
She had to remember. This meeting was not about her. It was about Kim. For Kim. Kim was the one who mattered now. And if Kim’s long-lost daddy owned a fleet of limousines, well, that was all to the good.
Marsh looked into his glass, and then back up at Tory. “What about you?”
She stared at him blankly, still trying to accept the fact that the poor boy she had so passionately, utterly loved, the poor boy who had turned his back on her because he had nothing to offer her, had spent the past decade becoming a rich man.
At last, his question registered. He wanted to know what she did for a living. “I’m a florist. I have my own shop. The Posy Peddler. On Gray.”
“A florist.” He smiled.
Did he find florists amusing? She pulled her shoulders back. “That’s right.”
He gave her a long, nerve-racking look. Then he spoke gently. “You said on the phone that you weren’t married. Is there…someone special, then?”
Someone special? Why did he ask that? What difference could it make to him, now, after all this time?
It was too much. She stood, then didn’t know what to do next. She started to sit again, but changed her mind about that. She stayed upright, and wrapped her arms around her stomach, which felt as if someone had tied it into a ball of hard knots. “I don’t— Marsh. Why are you here? Why now?”
Marsh looked up at her, wondering what he’d said that had made her so angry all of a sudden, recalling how crushed she had looked at the sight of him down in the lobby, how he’d wanted to grab her and hold her close and plead with her to forgive him for not coming back—to swear to protect her, to never hurt her again.
But he hadn’t grabbed her. And she hadn’t thrown herself into his arms.
And since then, things seemed to have gone seriously south. This pretty stranger glaring at him now was not the same innocent girl he had once loved so much. Once, when he looked at her, he could feel his whole heart opening up, reaching out to her.
He didn’t feel that way now. He felt—interest. She was a good-looking woman. And he liked the way she carried herself, liked the sound of her voice, the cute smattering of freckles across her slim nose.
It was…attraction. Yes. That was the word for it. But he didn’t think it was love. Not anymore.
Could it grow into love again?
As if he would ever find out the answer. The woman glaring down at him now didn’t look especially eager to try again.
But then, what had he expected? He was, after all, the one who broke it off, even if he had done it for her own good, even if he had known, deep down, that it could never have worked out for them.
And probably even more damning in her eyes than his breaking it off, were those letters she had sent him. The ones that had taken months to reach him, he’d moved around so much there in that first year. The letters he’d returned unopened, though it nearly killed him to do it. He’d spent a lot of nights wondering what she might have written in those letters.
“Why are you here?” she demanded again, openly angry now.
“I told you. My father—”
“Oh, you stop that. I’m not talking about your father right now and you know it. I want to know why you called me.”
“I just…” Damn. He wasn’t even sure he knew the answer to that himself. Curiosity, maybe. About what had happened to the girl he left behind. Curiosity—and a kind of longing. A longing not so much for the girl he had loved as for the heat and tenderness he’d known with her. A longing that had faded over the years, but that had never completely left him.
And then there had been the old man. Prodding. Taunting him to look Tory up.
“You just what?” she demanded.
“I wanted to see if—”
“Look,” she said, cutting him off, apparently deciding she didn’t want to hear what he had to say, after all. “This is a…well, it’s a shock for me.” Those beautiful blue eyes had taken on a panicked gleam. “I don’t seem to be handling it real well. I didn’t know…I didn’t expect—”
She looked pale again, as she had in the lobby. Worse than she had in the lobby—as if she might be sick.
Sick at the sight of him.
Hell.
