green than she’d first thought, his hair not just dark brown but thick and shiny. Only the scruffy beard detracted.
“I won’t walk up to the teller with you,” he added.
He seemed to be enjoying the moment. She didn’t know why she thought that, because he wasn’t smiling, but something lurked in his eyes, some sense of mischief at the absurdity of what they were doing. Cloak-and-dagger stuff. She smiled. She couldn’t help it. Oh, the irony. The first man she’d been even the slightest bit attracted to since Paul died, and he happened to be…well, who he was.
“What’s so funny?” he asked, as they entered the bank just before closing.
The security guard locked the door behind them then stood at his post, letting each person out as they finished their business.
“Just in the nick of time,” she said.
“That’s funny?”
She shrugged. Let him wonder.
He lingered a distance away as she withdrew a huge chunk of her savings and asked the teller for an envelope to put the money in, which she then passed to James. The guard gave him the once-over, his gaze shifting from James to Caryn and back, as if trying to match them as a couple—or perhaps trying to determine if James had coerced her into giving him money.
She smiled at the guard. He unlocked the door to let them through, bade them a good night. James walked with her to her car.
“I’ll need a receipt,” she said to him.
He pulled his pad of paper from his pocket, scrawled something on it, signed it, ripped it off the wire spiral and presented it to her. “How about taking me to my mechanic’s shop in the morning to pick up my loaner?”
“You have no friends?”
“Of course I have friends.”
She studied him. Mischief was back in his eyes. “Take a cab,” she said. “Add the fare to my bill.”
He grinned. She felt her face heat and tried to draw his attention from the fact. “I’m gathering that this wasn’t the first accident you had with your bike.”
He cocked his head. “It’s the second, and very similar.”
“Seems to me you should learn to park your bike differently.”
He laughed, then after a brief hesitation he reached into the inside pocket of his jacket and pulled out a business card, passing it to her. “I’ll see you in a few days, Ms…. Mysterious.”
He walked away. She looked at his card. James Paladin, Investigator, ARC Security & Investigations.
Well. Maybe he wasn’t like Paul, after all.
Two
An hour later Caryn was holding her breath as she waited for her son to say something. Anything.
“I don’t want to meet him,” Kevin muttered at last.
He pushed away from the kitchen table and stalked to the window overlooking their tiny backyard. Caryn sat quietly, giving him time to let the idea of James Paladin settle. She’d had a week’s advantage on him in that regard, but she was by no means calm or accepting, either.
She’d explained everything she knew—that Paul had chosen James specifically as the sperm donor, that they’d entered into a written agreement which stated that the resulting child, if there was one, would have the right to contact James upon turning eighteen. She told Kevin how she’d found the agreement in Paul’s paperwork, then about the other letter giving James’s current contact information. That was it. Bare bones information. No note saying he still wanted to meet Kevin. No hint at all. Name, correct address—she’d double-checked that—and phone number. Period.
“I don’t have to see him,” Kevin added, his arms crossed, his tone harsh. “The agreement says so.”
“That’s right. Nothing requires you to.”
He shoved his hands through his hair, as James had done earlier. The gesture caught her by surprise. Maybe Kevin had always done that, but it took on more significance now—heredity, not environment.
“I wish you hadn’t told me,” he said, firing a look at her.
“I wish I hadn’t had to.”
His hesitation lasted several beats. “‘Never make a promise you can’t keep, and always keep your promises,’” he said, parroting a lifetime of her own words to him.
It wasn’t only her philosophy but Paul’s, as well. She’d fulfilled her end of the bargain. Now she was free of the technical part of her responsibility. She still had to deal with the results of backing into his Harley—plus if Kevin did at some point decide to meet him, the emotional aspects of the whole business.
She stood, smoothed the wrinkles from her skirt. Her fingertips brushed against the outline of the business card in her pocket. “He’s a private investigator, by the way,” she said, giving him the last piece of information, one she thought might interest him too much.
Kevin lifted his head. “Yeah?”
“Will you tell me if you decide to meet him?” she asked, wishing she could hug him as though he were five years old again and make everything better. He’d had a horrible time adjusting to Paul’s death.
“I guess so.”
“You want to stay for dinner?” she asked.
“Nah. Jeremy’s coming over to study. He’s bringing pizza.”
“Okay.” Caryn had bought an old duplex near Kevin’s college. They each had their own two-bedroom unit, his downstairs.
“How’d work go?” he asked.
“Good tips today.”
“Was Venus there?”
“Yes.” She grabbed a glass from the cupboard, turning away from him, keeping her frown to herself. Kevin’s crush on the young waitress who worked with Caryn worried her. He didn’t need another obsession in his life, and Venus was fast becoming one.
“Did she…say anything about me?”
“No.” Caryn kept her voice upbeat and didn’t ask questions.
“Okay.” He started to leave but stopped, his hand on the doorknob. “What does he—” He frowned. “Do I look like him?”
She nodded. The similarities struck her anew. The same facial features, except eye color. And their hands—long fingers and broad palms. Close in height, too, although James had a man’s body, while Kevin was still growing into his.
“Why did Dad choose this guy?”
“I don’t know. I gather they knew each other, but I don’t know what the connection was.”
“Okay.”
