her with a sizable hole in her business bank account. And without her biggest client. Cady resisted the urge to toss her tomato juice over Julia’s pristine white dress and instead held out her hand to shake. God, sometimes being an adult sucked.
“Cady Collins, Collins Consulting.”
Julia immediately made the connection.
“Trott’s... They couldn’t afford to renew,” Julia murmured, and wrinkled her nose. “Sorry.”
Cady shrugged.
“Are you doing okay?”
Julia’s question surprised her; she didn’t expect her to ask or to sound like she cared. Cady lifted her hands up in a “what can I do” gesture. “It’s tough.”
“For what it’s worth, I like your work,” Julia stated, and Cady heard and appreciated the sincerity in her statement.
“Thank you.”
“You don’t recognize me, do you?” the blonde demanded, pulling their attention back to her, her smile bright and big.
Cady shook her head.
“I’m Amy Cook. We met on Phi Phi island when you were traveling with Beck years ago.”
Beck. Funny, she’d just been thinking about him. Like that’s a coincidence, Cady mocked herself. You’ve been thinking about the man, pretty much constantly, for the best part of the last decade.
Cady cocked her head and peered at the woman. The image of her with waist-length blond hair and a thong bikini popped into her head. “I remember you. You flirted shamelessly with Beck.”
“She flirts with everyone. Don’t take it personally,” Julia said, a rich chuckle following her words.
“Do you live in Manhattan?” Amy demanded. “What do you do? Are you married? Do you have children?”
Cady didn’t know which question to answer first. Work was easy, the other questions were a tad more complicated. “Um... I live in Brooklyn and I have my own PR company.”
Amy’s eyes widened. “Really? Seriously?”
Millions of women worked in PR and many owned their own companies. Why was this such a surprise? Speaking of business, she desperately needed to drum up some, and it wasn’t every day that she bumped into one of the best business consultants in the city, so Cady reached into her tote bag and pulled out a business card.
She handed Julia the card with a small shrug. “I’d be grateful if you kept me in mind if any of your clients need PR or any marketing help. I’m good, efficient and reasonable.”
Julia took the card from her and nodded. “I’ll do that.”
Amy cocked her head, and her dark brown eyes connected with Cady’s. “You didn’t tell me if you’re married or if you have children.”
Yeah, right. She was not discussing any of those thorny subjects with a woman she’d exchanged ten words with nearly ten years ago.
Cady looked at the entrance of Bonnets and faked a smile. “Ah, the person I’m waiting for has arrived. It was interesting running into you again, Amy. Nice to meet you, Julia.”
“But—” Amy protested.
“Come on.” Julia placed a hand on Amy’s back and pushed her away. “Let’s find someone else you can practice your CIA interrogation skills on.”
Cady rolled her eyes. Of all the people in the world she’d thought she’d never see again, and whom she never wanted to see again, Amy was at the top of her list. Nearly a decade ago, Beck had tired of Cady and he’d sent her home so that he could sow his wild oats all over the Asian subcontinent. Once Cady left, she was sure Amy had stepped right on into the space, in bed and out, that Cady had occupied in Beck’s life.
Beck had been and still was the honey that female bees flocked to. She watched his subtle flirting, heard him laughing with Amy, and she’d felt like she couldn’t compete with the blonde bombshell.
Cady was long, lanky and not overly blessed, as her boyfriend, Tom, told her often enough, in the “boobage” department. But it was more than that. Beck, Amy and the other backpackers they’d met had been just so together, so effortlessly confident. Of course, there were the stoners and weirdos and the lost, but many of the travelers had their lives sorted. They were street-smart and confident and knew where they were going and what to do when they got there.
Thanks to her protected, insulated childhood, she would’ve been utterly lost without Beck making the decisions for her. Was that why he’d ditched her, because she’d been lacking in self-confidence and because she’d become more of a responsibility than a girlfriend?
Who knew? He’d been long on termination and short on explanations. He’d just handed her a ticket and stood in line with her at Passport Control. When she’d cleared that, she’d turned back to look at him through the glass walls and saw him walking away, taking a fair share of her shattered heart with him.
“Cady.”
Cady looked up and accepted Tom’s quick brush of his lips against her cheek. He sat down opposite her and immediately glanced at his watch. “I have about a half hour before I need to be back in the office. Can we make this quick?”
Wow, nice to see you, too, Tom. “I thought we were having dinner together?”
“Can’t. I have some problems at work, so I need to get back to my desk.”
She was sleeping with her client, and the fact that she was still embarrassed her. Tom dismissed her concerns of their lack of professionalism, saying they were both single and it wasn’t a hanging offense. She’d tried to be okay with it but she’d finally made the decision to call it quits. Fate, however, had other ideas.
“You look like hell, Cady. What’s up with that?”
Tom’s jerk quotient always went up when he was stressed, Cady thought. It wasn’t personal, she reminded herself.
But it sure felt pretty personal. Beck had hurt her when he tossed her away, but he’d never talked to her like this. Then again, Tom Steel wasn’t Beck Ballantyne. Nobody could be.
Gorgeous, super-smart and highly successful, he’d set the bar pretty high and no man could reach it.
Let’s get some perspective here, Collins. Beck kicked you out of his life; he sent you away. You expected it from your parents, but not from the man you loved to distraction. Who you thought might love you.
That had been a very erroneous assumption.
Tom’s flat hand hitting the table jolted her back into the present. “Cady! Just say what you have to say, will you?”
Sure.
“I’m pregnant.”
Tom’s low, vicious curse hung in the air between them. “Get rid of it.”
She’d somehow expected him to say that. “Not an
