his knife and fork on his plate and wiped his mouth with a napkin. “I haven’t had a good Angus steak for ages.”
“I’m glad you could be here to share it with us,” Monty replied, taking another bite.
“Keira made supper,” Ellen said, taking a careful sip of the smoothie Alice had concocted for her. “She’s learned to cook.”
“That’s a surprise,” Tanner said, glancing over at Keira. “I didn’t think you enjoyed cooking.”
Keira managed a half smile at his attempt to engage her in conversation, then looked back down at the steamed vegetables she’d spent the past ten minutes pushing around her plate. She knew what Tanner was thinking. Ever since she was a young girl she would try to find a way to get out of any kind of kitchen duty. Ellen and Keira’s sister, Heather, were the ones who cooked, baked, made jam and gardened.
Keira had always been more interested in tagging along behind her father, helping him in the shop and helping him and her brother, Lee, work the cows.
“I’ve learned a few other skills lately,” she said, stabbing a piece of cauliflower with her fork.
“I can see that,” Tanner said.
She wanted to look at him but chose to keep her attention on the plate in front of her.
Keira, her parents, Alice and Tanner were gathered around the large table that filled the dining area tucked away in one corner of the large open main floor. The lights around them were turned low, a fire crackled and popped in the stone fireplace. Curtains were drawn across the windows, creating a peaceful and cozy ambience.
But for Keira the meal had been an ordeal. Tanner had ended up sitting across from her, and every time she looked up she caught him watching her, then giving her a faintly mocking smile.
Tanner had always been someone who deflected with sarcasm and could put on a cynical facade with people he didn’t care for.
But he’d never been that way with her. Which was why his half smile and slightly hooded eyes created not only a deep discomfort but also a pain that she felt she had no right to experience.
“It’s been a long time since I enjoyed a meal here,” Tanner said, turning his attention back to Monty and Ellen. “Actually it’s been a long time since I had a home-cooked meal, period.”
“I know how you feel,” Ellen said, setting her smoothie down. “I’ll be so happy to be off this liquid diet and sink my teeth into a juicy steak or pork chop soon.”
Monty patted her lightly on the arm. “Patience is a virtue,” he said with a smile.
“Spoken by the man who just finished an eight ounce sirloin,” Ellen returned with a fake glower. “But I should be thankful for small mercies. Only ten more weeks, four days and twenty hours till this thing comes off.”
“Not that you’re counting,” Tanner said with a grin.
“Can you tell she’s a bit testy?” Monty asked. He glanced over at Keira. “Honey, are you feeling okay? You’ve hardly eaten anything.”
“I’m not hundred percent,” was her vague reply. Which was the truth. Ever since Tanner had come into the shop, she felt as if her emotions had been tossed over like a bucket of nails she didn’t know how to gather up again.
She took a bite of her now cold cauliflower, choked it down and decided to give up on eating altogether.
“Is everyone done?” she asked, glancing around the table as she reached for the bowl of potatoes.
“What’s the rush?” Monty asked, stopping her by placing his hand on her arm. “We can sit awhile.”
“No rush. Just want to get this cleared off,” Keira said. “I want to get back to the shop to finish up a few things before tomorrow.”
Her father held her gaze, a faint frown wrinkling his forehead as if trying to see into her mind.
Tanner wasn’t the only one who didn’t know all the reasons she had left Saddlebank all those years ago. Though she had kept in touch with her parents, she had never answered all their questions about her and Tanner’s broken engagement. Her mother and father had dropped some gentle hints, but for the most part they had never probed too deeply.
“If you want to go out to the shop, I can take care of the dishes,” Monty said. He got up but suddenly his cell phone beeped. He glanced at it, then emitted a huge sigh.
“Everything okay?” Ellen asked.
Monty shook his head. “Not really. Giesbrook just called John. He wants those heifers delivered tomorrow.”
“You have to go all the way to Missoula on Sunday?” Keira asked, suddenly concerned.
“Not until later on in the day. I’d like to get some work done on the saddle, but I won’t be able to finish it.” He gave her an apologetic look. “Do you mind finishing it up for me?”
Keira glared at her father. She did mind and he knew it. If she didn’t know better, she would have guessed he’d engineered this particular change in plans. But what else could she say with Tanner right there? So she nodded and started stacking the plates.
“I told you I’d do that, honey,” Monty said.
“No, you can’t,” Ellen protested. “You promised me and Alice a game of Scrabble after dinner.” Ellen glanced over at Tanner. “Tanner, do you mind helping Keira?”
“Never been too proud to do dishes,” Tanner said, getting to his feet, giving Keira a careful smile. But from the tightness of Tanner’s lips she guessed he was as unwilling to be around her as she was around him.
They cleared the dishes as Ellen, Monty and Alice retreated to a corner of the living room that held the game table. Monty held Ellen’s arm, guiding her awkward steps, but they made it to the table without mishap.
“Your mom seems frustrated,” Tanner said as they brought the dishes to the kitchen. “Not like her usual bubbly self.”
“She’s fragile and can’t do much for herself, but she hasn’t complained yet.” Keira stacked the plates by the sink and started cleaning them.
“I’m sure having Alice around helps a lot.”
“She’s helpful. Of course, part of the reason she’s here is because of her house getting fixed up.”
“I thought Alice was here to help your mother,” Tanner responded.
“She is, but she doesn’t need to be here 24/7.” She didn’t mind Alice, but having her around day and night was tiring.
She busied herself with scraping the leftover food off the plates. Tanner left to get more dishes and she took a deep breath, chiding herself for being such a wimp around him. Goodness, it had been years since they had seen each other. Surely she could get over this?
Tanner returned to the kitchen, and over the clink of cutlery and the swish of water over the plates, the only other sound was the muted laughter from Monty, Ellen and
