had nothing whatsoever to do with wanting to spend more time with one all-grown-up and very intriguing Allison True.
“Look how high I can go!” Nicky squealed. “Higher, higher!”
“I can go as high as Nicky,” Rosie cried. “Higher, Daddy, higher.”
Sam gave Rosie another push, then gave Allison a wry smile. “Looks like we have ourselves a little competition here.”
She pushed Nicky and returned Sam’s smile. “When you were a kid, did you ever wish you could go so high you’d go all the way around on the swing?”
“Of course.” He pushed Rosie again, a bit harder, yet still lightly. In actuality, they weren’t going high at all, except from a three-year-old’s perspective. “Doesn’t everybody wish that?”
“Good point,” Allison replied. “The swings were always my favorite. The monkey bars came in a close second.”
“I always liked the slide,” Sam replied. “We used to have races to see who could get in the most trips down during recess.”
“We did that, too,” Allison said. A breeze kicked up and blew her long, dark hair around her face. Between pushing Nicky, she tried to corral the errant strands.
Sam couldn’t help but notice her profile, complete with perfect nose and high cheekbones. She really was pretty, but her appeal went much deeper than simple good looks. He’d seen through her interactions with the twins that Allison possessed a kind and good heart, as well as a compassionate nature.
“Daddy, I’m gonna play in the sandbox,” Rosie said, pointing at the large, wood-sided sandbox embedded in the grass to their left.
He caught her and stopped her forward motion. “Okay, honey. You want to go play in the sandbox, Nicky?” Gingerly, he lifted her off the swing.
“Yes, sandbox!” Nicky shouted.
“Okay, bud.” Allison grabbed Nicky and brought him to a stop and lifted him to the ground. “There you go.”
Both kids ran off and plunked themselves down in the sandbox.
Sam turned to Allison and an idea hit him. “You want me to push you on the swing?”
“I thought you’d never ask.” With a bright smile, she went around to the front of the swing and sat down in the black rubber seat. “Let’s make this baby fly,” she said, looking back over her shoulder at him, her eyes sparkling like ocean-blue jewels. She flicked her feet at the cedar chips on the ground to get herself moving. “Maybe I’ll go all the way around!”
Her excitement was contagious. “Let’s see what we can do about that.” As she swung backward, he grabbed the swing’s chains down low and pulled, putting his back into it. “Here we go.”
She was light as a feather, so it wasn’t hard to pull her up and back a long way, until her feet were off the ground. He held her there and leaned in close to her. “You ready?”
She bounced in the seat. “Ready.”
Just then, the wind blew her silky hair across his face. He froze, and the subtle scent of peaches surrounded him for a second. Instantly his knees went weak. For just a moment he had the undeniable urge to bend even closer and bury his face in that soft, fragrant mass of hair.
“Sam?” She quickly turned.
He couldn’t back up, and they ended up face-to-face, only inches apart. She froze, her lips slack, her blue gaze wide. He was so close he could see the light gray flecks in her eyes.
So close he’d only have to move a little bit and he’d be kissing her....
That stunning thought knocked some sense into him. With a remarkable amount of smoothness, considering the situation, he backed up a bit and gave her a smile, hoping he looked calm, cool and collected when he felt anything but. “Here we go.” He somehow managed to sound carefree, not strangled and flustered. Good. He could do suave. Kind of.
With a burst of power he pulled her up higher and then let her go.
She swung forward, pumping her legs and leaning back in perfect playground-swing style. Then she made the trip backward, her feet tucked underneath her as she leaned slightly forward. At just the right moment, honed from years on the playground as a kid, he firmly but gently pushed her slim back and she sailed forward, her hair flying behind her.
A crystal-clear laugh rang out and his breath caught in his chest at the pure sound of joy echoing in the evening air. He smiled, her delight his, her blithe happiness filtering into his blood. And so it went, her swinging back with him pushing her, establishing the perfect cadence, a perfect connection, no words needed. Swing. Push. Repeat.
He glanced at the sandbox to be sure the twins were okay. They were both seated in the sand, happily playing away, so Sam kept pushing. Soon Allison swung almost parallel with the top bar of the swing’s frame, so much so that she was starting to drop on her way back toward him instead of swinging smoothly. She let out a squeal, and suddenly he worried it was a fearful squeal rather than a delighted one, that she was soaring too high too fast. So on her next swing back, he acted on instinct and grabbed her around her slender waist.
Once he had a hold on her, he ran to stop her forward progress. “Whoa, there.”
She came to a jerky stop. Safe and sound. Unable to help himself, he left his arms around her, his head tucked in close to her shoulder from the back for just a moment. The fresh, fruity smell of her hair blasted him again, along with the feel of her so tantalizingly close to him. The now-familiar knee weakness hit him so hard he almost stumbled. By sheer will he pulled back and kept himself from face planting at her feet.
She giggled. “Wow, that was so much fun,” she said, turning, her face glowing rosy pink, her wind-tossed hair tumbling down around her shoulders. “It’s amazing how something as simple as a swing on a playground can make all my cares just disappear.”
“I was just thinking the same thing.” He smiled, trying not to stare at the pretty picture she made with the green grass as the perfect backdrop for her quiet yet disarming beauty. “Great minds, right?”
She stood. “Oh, definitely.” A slender eyebrow went up and she gestured to the swing. “You want a turn? It’s even better from there.”
He didn’t know how the experience could be better than watching her fly, hearing her laugh and having her hair close enough to smell. But he couldn’t say that without looking foolish. However, the thought of having her hands on his back, of sharing his delight with her, beckoned like an impossible dream. One he hadn’t allowed in a very long time.
For good reason.
Instantly reality crashed down on his head and he thought about soaring too high too fast. Not a good plan. Better to stay safe. Contained. In control. In all aspects of his life. He opened his mouth to reply, “no, thanks,” only to be interrupted by Rosie’s shriek. “Daddy! Nicky throwed sand on me!”
Sam darted his gaze to the sandbox. Rosie still sat there,
